People are social animals and are afraid of loneliness; loneliness can be short-lived or long-lasting. Once a person puts the shackles of eternal loneliness on himself, no matter how lively the party is, the happiness belongs to others, not mine.
Ian chose the shackle of eternal loneliness, and finally went to the end of death. I'd say he's stupid, delusional that he should be one of those geniuses who died young. On the stage, he was expressionless but devoted himself to singing the hoarse songs. After the riot, he leaned on the stage and said, "It was all simple." In fact, it was all simple. Put a lock on yourself.
His love for Deborah was real, and his love for Annik was real. Love is always equal. He didn't want to divorce Deborah, and he didn't want to leave Annik. In the end, he left the two and their newborn daughter to die. It was true that he didn't love him. His pain was that he had no choice. Deborah loved him when he was young, no one could love him like Deborah, he said you were mine, it was meant to be, and they got married, and then he said we should have a child, and a girl was born. He took control of Deborah, took a secure job as a government civil servant, had a hobby of music, and he took control of his life. But when he had an epileptic seizure, it all meant a turning point in his life. When he was a government civil servant, he received a woman. One second she was smiling, and the next second she fell to the ground and twitched. He was scared. , can only find water for the woman to drink, this incident happened to him later, he looked at the world from a different perspective, he was the twitching woman, surrounded by people's expressions of fear and overwhelm, He could no longer control himself, not only his body but his soul.
I really like the actress who plays Annik, her eyes are curved and her smile is especially warm. She always spoke softly and always looked at Ian silently. She said to Ian that sometimes I find you unfamiliar and I want to get to know you, what is your favorite color? Ian said, blue. She hugged Ian and said that sometimes I'm afraid I can't help falling in love with you, and Ian said my marriage was a mistake. The good news is that Ian's love for Annik is not that of a prodigal son, but a feeling of being watched in silence.
I think that a wise suicide person must have no love and no hatred for this world before he dies. They understand that their world has come to an end. But Ian is not, he is just a contradiction, he can't accept this characteristic of human beings, he can't accept himself calmly, and he can't redeem himself.
Ian is no longer a child, and when he curls up in pain, he just looks like a confused adult. I don't like all of his music, just like he doesn't like all of his own. But the songs of love are very painful every time I listen to them, Love will tear us apart, this is the essence. meet and then separate.
If I see you again one day, I really want to hug you and tell you that you are not alone.
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