Just wanted to say thank you

I wrote an essay in high school. The title of the essay is "Reading". My title is "There is joy only in pain". Around that time, I read Romain Rolland's celebrity biography, so I chose this material. During the exam, I was moved to tears. I am indeed moved to write, I have indeed heard of Beethovendo's suffering. I found out today that all I knew at the time was that he was deaf. Suffering because the deaf is a musician.
Watching this today to cry. After watching it, the goal was achieved, and it was a complete victory. Suffering is rendered. However, I remembered the text I remembered while watching the movie. After reading it, I went to collect evidence online and found that the memory was distorted. My falsified memory tells me that he loves one of his nephews and is the only support for his loneliness. But then the nephew left him. Everything I see now may be a combination of various imaginations and reality. The only thing that can be restored is his music.
Thinking of "Beethoven's House" and seeing "Mr. Beethoven standing tall and angry", I laughed all of a sudden, on the train. The impression left by people in the past is passed down from generation to generation for memory. How do people in this world understand the suffering of others? There are more than 20,000 funeral scenes in the former residence. Do people love him because of his music, or because of his misery? When I wrote that composition, I could only understand it to this extent: he was deaf, but his music was great, the world still admired him, his loneliness was also caused by deafness, and mortals could not understand his pain, so only nature can soothe him.
Thinking about it now, his terrible loneliness was probably the result of a wheel of fortune rolling forward uncontrollably. How can fate be controlled? Only music can maintain that territory, maybe the only one left, but enough.
I don't remember where I read an article, I only have a vague impression that Beethoven's deafness may have been negotiated with God, who of us knows what he can really hear, isn't it, we were opened by them. made a joke. The speculation of later generations may stem from the desire to explore the secret behind his music, in order to thank him for this gift and for the guidance of his music.
Did Beethoven have synesthesia? Or did you create it yourself? This is extraordinary. I may not be able to really appreciate his heavyness, but for this, for we all owe him, forever grateful to him.

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