The bird of Hermes is my name, bites my wings to control my heart

Clark 2022-03-25 09:01:23

To be honest, until now I have not fully understood the meaning of this sentence, maybe it has something to do with mysticism.

The Hellsing OVA X ended with an imposing chant. Although I knew Akart would come back, I had a faint feeling of sadness in my heart. Indeed, it was over, everything was over. The Nazis were finally eliminated with the Colonel's smile, and people's lives returned to peace. Arkat is still there—anywhere and nowhere. But the war will never end, just as mankind will never cease to question itself. What is the essence of human beings? The colonel said: "The difference between humans and vampires is that humans have free will." He also said: "I am me! I am mine!" But do humans really have "free will"? The ridiculous colonel ended up being shot, and the "science" that the Nazi doctor was proud of became a joke. It seems that Akate and Integura seem to have won, which is also the so-called "happy" ending. But I'd rather Akat didn't come back.

Is "eternal life" really a good thing? Throughout the ages, how many people have longed for immortality, they have made up fairy tales, myths and legends, they have created the image of vampires, and naturally there are stories of Hellsing. But I don't think this kind of eternal "life" actually makes much sense. Akat is still "unfree" because it lives to live. And the colonel has only one purpose: to defeat Akat. He is a man who believes in his own will, and he is also a man who has his own beliefs. So he did whatever it took to survive the war 50 years ago, from red flags and blood, just to get revenge. Although his beliefs were anti-human and selfish and despicable, he also paid the price with his life. But he died for "this moment", his purpose was achieved, so although he died, in a sense he gained immortality, and the immortality of this spirit is far superior to Akat.

Although I think so, in fact the meaning of this animation is ambiguous. It doesn't give a clear point of value. But it's over anyway, I forget when I started following it, but I know it's over now.

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Hellsing Ultimate quotes

  • Luke Valentine: [to Luke] So this dude's friend, I mean like he's a real doctor, but like he does the cosmetic shit on the side, right? So then that same crazy fuck with the horn comes back but now he wants a Plexiglas plate for his skull. And the doctor fucking does it! He makes a window. You could see the fucker's brain and shit! The guy's got a big monster horn and his head meat on display. The guy's a freak! I mean what the fuck?

    [laughs]

    Jan Valentine: And you wouldn't believe what he did next man! It's too fucked up! After he ran Solo's bar out of business he fucking poached all the girls from his place man! So Solo like totally fucking snaps...

    Luke Valentine: Oh shut up!

    Jan Valentine: Dude, bro what's wrong with you man? Hey!

    Luke Valentine: You always get so annoying before work, I've said it before and I'll probably say it again, please learn to work quietly!

    Jan Valentine: Yeah, yeah I heard all that before, I know! Christ!

    Luke Valentine: You have no excuse to screw this up Jan!

    Jan Valentine: Screw up? That's never going to happen bro, this shit's going to be a cake walk!

  • Jan Valentine: [to his soldiers] Hold your fire! Hold your fire! I said hold your fucking fire!

    [to Luke]

    Jan Valentine: Dude, bro these guys are complete fucking idiots! Are you sure about this shit?

    Luke Valentine: Please, this is a test! An insignificant ordinary test. Don't forget the big picture. His plans are moving forward and we are the smallest cogs in his great machine.