Last year, when I was in my early twenties, I had a tumor. Although it was benign, it seemed that words such as chemotherapy were not so far away from me. I was afraid when I saw Kate being tortured by the disease. Help, I can feel it. Every time I go to the hospital, I am afraid that the results will be bad. The cold operating room and the recovery after surgery were unforgettable to me. After the surgery, I was trembling involuntarily, and my tears kept coming. I unconsciously did these things to scare my relatives. The most painful thing is not the operation, but the recovery after the operation. All kinds of pain make me reluctant to go to the operating room. And the girl Kate in the film, she has spent more than ten years in this kind of life. This makes people's desire to survive also begins to diminish, until it collapses.
This year, it seems that God has given me a gift. Because of my medical history, after marriage, I hope to have a baby as soon as possible to complete my task as a woman, in order to prevent the regret of my poor health. Sure enough, how happy I was when I found out I was pregnant. However, this mood was replaced by tension, worry, and loss at three months because of the unhealthy fetus. In the end, after many medical consultations, the doctor asked me to remove the child. But the fetus was four months old at this time, so it took six hours of labor to give birth to a dead baby the size of a hand! I'm always sorry for this kid, though it's for each other's good, not having to suffer each other after he's born. However, he has always been my child.
In the movie, the mother does her best to heal KATE, even at the expense of her little daughter. I can't understand this feeling. Every time she tries her best, it makes me very painful, because I know that Sara is also like this. I am afraid that the child will leave me and want her to live! But the reality shows me what such unhealthy children bring to the family in the world. Sometimes I feel that my decision to take away the child is the right one, but that kind of giving up makes people unable to heal the wounds in their hearts for a long time.
That night, after watching the movie, I hugged my husband and cried for a long time.
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