I don't want to believe it, can I not believe it?

Percy 2022-03-24 09:02:32

Rather than saying I don’t understand, I don’t want to believe it. I think I must have lived outside the earth before. I have my own set of judgments, but now when the truth is so awesome in front of me, I have to. To say that these rules are not at all set by me, but I still have to destroy my judgment to obey the laws of reality.
I just ended a long distance, it was wonderful to be together, and I firmly believe that he is the one who can be trusted, but just like the male protagonist in the movie, he cheated, or in his words, he was with her after breaking up with me , and then said again that he misses me and loves me, and then again showed happiness with his girlfriend on Weibo. He doesn't love enough.
A relationship is not worth it in my heart. When I foolishly said to be his mistress and have a child for him, he asked me if it was worth my love for a person like him, and it was worth doing so, Whether it's worth it or not, when he asked me this, he naturally already had his judgment in his heart that I was not worthy of his love, and this was the result of the final battle in this different place.
Also because of his sadness, I really don't want to believe that those feelings in the past will end like this. Growing up slowly and getting in touch with more people made me realize that my thoughts always deviate from the public values. Some people even told me that there are sufficient and necessary conditions for a long-term relationship, but I really can't understand that originally I think that simple feelings, how many conditions are needed in the eyes of others, suddenly become a complex scientific research project, feelings are two-sided things, since the conditions appear, then I naturally want to With my necessary and sufficient conditions, I just miss the original simple feelings for a person.
Then I entered some other contacts. I thought I would find someone else and get back my original relationship, but suddenly I realized that there is no one who can replace that person, because I am really treating this relationship unconditionally. , Since one party has deserted.
It's just that some things will come back if they let go, and some can only disappear, but even if he comes back, the taste will change, and sometimes life is really cruel. But what about these nonsense.
Can you only fall in love with one person in your life, you are not allowed to change your mind, but the human heart is such a fickle thing, in fact, that love has not changed, and finally we grow up, we know what the reality is like, We have to switch partners around for so many reasons.
If you can read a book alone and shed tears, that's fine too.
But I still don't want to understand those so-called truths.

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