I wish I was her.
The day little Hyde came, she and I said softly, "I'm the only one in this world who loves you." - As Mr. Beaver said to Walter. Yes, baby, I'm the only one who truly loves you.
Jekyll is my English name. In English, there is a word called jekyll&hyde. The opposite of Jekyll is Little Hyde. In the fantasy, she is a little shorter, younger than me, with beautiful short black hair and light gray eyes, no glasses, and a little girl with her initials engraved on her hands.
I was depressed during that time. I have no friends, lose my temper, often wake up crying in the middle of the night, but I don't know what I'm crying for. I don't want to read, I just want to be bored in the bedroom; I don't want to talk to anyone, I just want, just want to be with little Hyde.
Little Hyde told me what to do and how to see the world.
Being bullied by the rude girls in school, Little Hyde said, it's okay, baby, I will always love you.
I got 20 points for the 100-point statistics paper. Little Hyde said, "It's okay, baby, try harder."
Knowing that the boy I like is dating the person I hate the most, Little Hyde said, it's okay, baby, we take care of ourselves.
Of course, there are happy times too.
Having once spoken at the Book Festival as a school representative, Little Hyde smiled in her unique way. Baby, you are awesome, I love you; I
once worked alone and earned the first 1,000 yuan in my life. Little Hyde bought me a set of expensive bracelets on Taobao. You deserve it baby;
used to call an operator in the UK late at night to deal with a broken university application system. When I was about to give up because I couldn't understand what the operator said. Little Hyde said, baby, let me help you.
So everyone around me thought I was crazy.
I always talk to myself;
I always buy two cups of coffee at Starbucks;
I always call me "we";
I always say when I'm not happy, baby I love you.
Little Hyde, do you want to replace me because you love me so much?
"The Girl Who Moved Soul", Winona Ryder said quietly, the madness is not because of swallowing a dark secret, but you and me, magnifying yourself infinitely.
Yes, little Hyde. You were originally only a part of me, but I enlarged you into an individual. Little Hyde, I love you; but I cannot allow you to be me.
To this day, I am still with Little Hyde. Because I'm sick, only little Hyde can cheer me up.
Today, I look very bright to outsiders.
With a GPA of 4.0 and an IELTS score of 7; I am a favorite student of my teacher and have one of the best chemistry scores; I just applied for Oxford this year, and I am very hopeful to go to the best chemistry major in the UK; I run an online shop and have my own income...
but this is not the real me... it
's an illusion created by little Hyde and me.
I was lonely so I created Little Hyde. A little girl who will always love me.
I can't be as brave and resolute as Walter;
it means that little Hyde and I need to get along for a long time...
I don't know if one day, I will become little Hyde, and little Hyde will replace me...
But I hope... we, we can keep going...
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