You had a good time at a certain time. Then suddenly you experience something, sadness makes you lose your balance, and then your whole life, emotions, thoughts change, and you don't know what to do every day. Maybe after a while, it will gradually calm down, but under the undercurrent of sadness, it exists all the time, just like a spark in an oil tank, a scene, a sentence, a person, a song, will ignite you, in your On occasions that should have been rational, desperately broke out your repressed emotions. It's really not good to be suppressed. At this time, the good old days in the past turned out to be your poison, tormenting you constantly, not at this moment, maybe at the next moment, leaving you overwhelmed for a while, unable to start, and then exposing your most vulnerable side.
Bacon asks her mother if everything will pass, and her mother just replies, "No." Even if there is someone by your side to comfort you all the time, no, you have to try to experience the rest of your life. , slowly the sadness will settle in the bottom of your heart, and occasionally it will re-emerge in your heart because of some waves, but this feeling may not be as bad as last time, and the sadness raised every time is painful to the bottom of your heart. You don't know what that feels like, just let it be. No matter how the sadness was forgotten, it was like a sharp pebble hidden in the interlayer of the pocket, and occasionally it would sting when the hand was in the pocket.
What I'm trying to say is that when you're sad, you're constantly looking for another alternative. But when this substitute leaves parallel to you, your pain may be more unforgettable than last time. This reminds me of the impact of Mudu's death on Naoko in "No". Naoko has never had contact with any man other than Mudu. Maybe Mudu's death for no reason was to arouse, or to save Naoko out of Mudu. to cross the world and become an independent normal person. But things backfired. Naoko found Watanabe as a replacement. Naoko never knew what he and Watanabe were for when they were together, so they often walked blindly and kept walking, for fear that they would stop and they would be separated. The pain of separation is indeed painful. But Naoko still can't get out of Mudu's world. He can't be completely normal as an independent normal person. She feels that such herself is not enough to give Watanabe a complete happiness. Mudu stopped at seventeen forever, and Naoko stopped at twenty. I don't know what kind of emotions Naoko and Watanabe's substitute parted forever, I can't guess. What can be known is that when Watanabe lost his Naoko, the pain was really shocking. You can't feel it, but everyone has their own feelings. You can't compare them, because these are in every Everyone's heart is unique. In order to get out of this pain, Watanabe did not stop his life, he chose to move on, well, looking for Midori, you can say Midori is a substitute.
Whenever indulging in sadness, people always go down the rabbit hole to seek a kind of comfort, but that is not what people really want, just like smoking marijuana, it only temporarily numbs oneself. Every time you walk into the rabbit hole, people will see all kinds of beauty in their eyes. People are such an emotional animal. The rabbit hole is just a substitute, but it really exists in life and is needed by everyone who is in grief. In other words, it exists to make the transition of sad people, from sadness in one place to happiness. Writing this, I can't help but be startled. Its existence is really thankless. No wonder Beacon's mother said that the person who thought of comforting her back then, she doesn't appreciate her at all now. From another perspective, sad people can live better again only by crossing the rabbit hole, which is the meaning of the existence of the rabbit hole. The Jewish Holy Word says that everything will pass away, so that's what it means.
The rabbit hole is the source of sadness. Remember what I said, indulging in the past is a form of cowardice. No matter how much you struggle, everything is over, and everything starts anew.
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