It was a sunny day, and I came to your cafe for the second time. Because cafes are used to open at night, you received us at a loss when the waiter was not at work. Unlike before, there is no dark night. Mysteriously, everything in your garden is exposed in the sun, including you. In a woman's intuition, I saw the first time Alper saw Ada in the eyes you looked at me. You've been sorry for not having The clumsiness and ineptitude of the waiter, I smiled and greeted you politely. Without thinking too much, I just felt that the man in front of me had deep eyes and simple and neat clothes. I have been going to your cafe since then. , I got to know you slowly, I don't know when, you started to show me your coffee machine, and every time you started to offer me to try you to make different kinds of coffee, and handed you your business card. I accepted it with a smile, knowing that you want me to take the initiative to find you. Like everyone else, you must take my brother as my boyfriend. I secretly like my own cleverness, and I won't easily fall into your little tricks, and I really don't know you well. Deep. Until that time, without my brother present, you sat next to me and started chatting with me. You told me about your journey, your experience, and I had an inexplicable affection for you. I mentioned my brother, Yes, my darling, I told you on purpose. As I expected, you never knew I was single. That night, I nervously told my friends that I seemed to have a crush on you. For the independent me, it felt It was strange and scary. Not sure whether it was loneliness or attraction, I texted you the day after Valentine's day. You asked me to meet at a bar, and I uncomfortably agreed. It wasn't the silence of the stranger that I was afraid of, but once I let Unknown consequences after you entered my world. That night, our conversation never stopped, that night for the first time I found out how fun dating could be. You insisted on sending me home, I know that is a man's usual trick , but I can't refuse you. I don't know the effect of alcohol,Or the passion in my body was awakened, and I responded enthusiastically to your kiss in the car. In the end I pushed you away, and my little remaining sanity told me that was a mistake. I remembered on my lips The lingering warmth you left behind, I swear it was the first and last time. I frantically told my friend about my absurd behavior, anxious but excited, I kissed a guy on the FIRST date! But she asked back, would you do it again if there were a second chance? I knew I couldn't deceive her and I couldn't deceive myself, it was obviously a YES! After that, I was so cautious, I was afraid of the feeling of being out of control, so when I could control the time Inside, I restrain myself from not seeing you as much as possible. I don't answer your text messages, I refuse your hospitality, but when I run into you again, I couldn't help kissing you in front of everyone. I tried so hard fighting with the hormone inside me, and I failed. I kept saying this is crazy, but I knew I was in it - If you are still on the ground you know that you could just walk away. After that time I knew I was The only thing I can do is calm myself down, but I really can't. I chose to spend my birthday only with you, and frankly, that was one of the best birthdays I had had, still. You do it with yourself coffee came to pick me up to the movies, we walked, ate at my favorite restaurant, you were the champion of billiards that night at the bar, and when those women looked at me, with vanity, I showed a picture" sorry girls, I am with him". You took me back to the closed cafe, yes,only us, I'm laughing in front of you like a little girl, darling, I've laid all my arms down as you expected. Your caress tells me you must be a lot of people, your experience tells me I, you are not a peace seeker, I know like Ada that we will end one day. I can't sleep at night because reality is sweeter than dreams, and I am happy and worried, because my dear, I know it all comes Go as fast as you can. On the night of the breakup, I didn't cry, was it because I expected it or it all happened too suddenly? I never hated you, I only hated myself, and I fell into it when I knew there was no result. But now I'm relieved, without you, I would never have discovered so many sides of myself, that girl who could be so tender just like a typical piscean, that girl who could be crazy in love, that girl whose passion could melt an ice mountain... Moreover, I learned that the kind of men like you is not the kind I'm looking for to end my book with. Falling in love is painful, but I know someday I would just wake up and smile knowing it is finally gone. I didn't treat you like Ada did to Alper, all those times I thought I loved you, but no, I was only in love with the feeling you brought me.I know like Ada that we'll end one day. I can't sleep at night because reality is sweeter than dreams, and I'm happy and worried, because darling, I know it all comes and goes. The night we broke up , I didn't cry, was it because I expected it or it all happened too suddenly? I never hated you, I only hated myself, and I fell into it knowing that there was no result. But now I'm relieved, Without you, I would never have discovered so many sides of myself, that girl who could be so tender just like a typical piscean, that girl who could be crazy in love, that girl whose passion could melt an ice mountain... Moreover, I learned that the kind of men like you is not the kind I'm looking for to end my book with. Falling in love is painful, but I know someday I would just wake up and smile knowing it is finally gone. I don't care about you Like Ada to Alper, all those times I thought I loved you, but no, I was only in love with the feeling you brought me.I know like Ada that we'll end one day. I can't sleep at night because reality is sweeter than dreams, and I'm happy and worried, because darling, I know it all comes and goes. The night we broke up , I didn't cry, was it because I expected it or it all happened too suddenly? I never hated you, I only hated myself, and I fell into it knowing that there was no result. But now I'm relieved, Without you, I would never have discovered so many sides of myself, that girl who could be so tender just like a typical piscean, that girl who could be crazy in love, that girl whose passion could melt an ice mountain... Moreover, I learned that the kind of men like you is not the kind I'm looking for to end my book with. Falling in love is painful, but I know someday I would just wake up and smile knowing it is finally gone. I don't care about you Like Ada to Alper, all those times I thought I loved you, but no, I was only in love with the feeling you brought me.I would never have discovered so many sides of myself, that girl who could be so tender just like a typical piscean, that girl who could be crazy in love, that girl whose passion could melt an ice mountain... Moreover, I learned that the kind of men like you is not the kind I'm looking for to end my book with. Broken love is painful, but I know someday I would just wake up and smile knowing it is finally gone. I'm not like Ada to you Alper, all those times I thought I loved you, but no, I was only in love with the feeling you brought me.I would never have discovered so many sides of myself, that girl who could be so tender just like a typical piscean, that girl who could be crazy in love, that girl whose passion could melt an ice mountain... Moreover, I learned that the kind of men like you is not the kind I'm looking for to end my book with. Broken love is painful, but I know someday I would just wake up and smile knowing it is finally gone. I'm not like Ada to you Alper, all those times I thought I loved you, but no, I was only in love with the feeling you brought me.I wasn't to you like Ada was to Alper, all those times I thought I loved you, but no, I was only in love with the feeling you brought me.I wasn't to you like Ada was to Alper, all those times I thought I loved you, but no, I was only in love with the feeling you brought me.
There is only one ending for me and you, and for me, Alper and Ada too. Because there is a kind of people that are destined to be just passers-by in other people's lives, the kind of people that are born to be loners, no matter how many chapters they write together beautiful...
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