We fight all the way, not to change the world, but to not let the world change us

Vincent 2022-05-08 21:59:40

As a student majoring in social work, I have never studied it hard. I hate to peel all the ugly things of human nature in front of me, and I am tired of all irrelevant people taking their Unhappy or injustice was shown to me, and I didn't even have the patience to listen to other people's narrations of just hating this attitude, well, really can't stand it. There are so many unsatisfactory things in life, just living is the greatest proof of courage.
When I was a freshman, I once worked as a half-day volunteer for disabled children. After I went to the disabled home, I took some well-behaved and obedient children out to participate in the disabled meeting organized by the city. I don't remember anything about it. It was the first time in my life. One and only time to enter a disabled home. Of course, the impression and imagination left by "Dream Traveler" before is that it is always dark and damp, and there are probably bloodstains and ferocious smells left in every corner. However, the reality is not the scarlet atmosphere created by the director, but in my opinion, it is just a cramped and cramped campus that is deeply closed. After everyone knocked on the door to go in, the door was immediately closed, and the walls were deep, and suddenly remembered the sky in the four corners of the Jin residence's tall courtyard. At that time, a lot of children ran out to surround us, some were just laughing, some were laughing quietly, some were making loud noises, or they were just silent. I will never be able to appreciate the freshness brought by the door that I have not been able to get out of for a long time. At that time, many children followed the car and refused to leave. Everyone wanted to go out in the car. Although they were mentally handicapped, they had the same difficulty in resisting the novelty of the outside world as ordinary children. I have no way of feeling the sense of loss of a child who has not been selected. I wonder if it can be compared with a long-awaited trip that I could not expect. The children who were released because they behaved obediently kept singing out-of-tune songs all the way in the crowded minivan. The teacher said it was a song they had been teaching in class for a long time. Everyone liked it very much. The children were excited to look out the window through the glass. Every small shop building that is boring and undifferentiated to us hurriedly pointed by passers-by. Even after I came back, I fed a little boy who had just entered school for lunch. The teacher said that his condition was that he did not know his hunger and satiety. , and then carried him away from the dinner table in his struggles.
In the end, there is a feeling of running away. I can't face these vulnerable groups with a normal mentality, and I'm afraid I can't become a qualified social worker. I can't empathize with their fears and joys, so I can't rely on my self-righteous professional knowledge for similar The whole group solves the problem in roughly the same way.
The fictitious place name of Wujin, the white fog is boundless, it is difficult to control and perceive, and it is difficult to see or hear. For them, everyone probably has an indignant and resentment of God in their hearts. It is really unfair and powerless. But it is said in the film that "we fight all the way, not to change the world, but to prevent the world from changing us", how many people are holding this sense of helplessness but clenching their teeth and firmly walking on the road forward . For these sanctimonious beasts, if they didn't let them know that what they planted was a sin, I'm afraid that it would be futile to sentence them even more, even though the sentence for them was negligible.
I always thought that living in this kind of deeply closed and sealed compound, even a normal person would not be able to bear it, not to mention the handicapped asylum, the insane asylum and other places, surrounded by strange breaths every day. Or in fact, the real sick are those of us who live in a hurry outside the courtyard walls, so when we are locked in the courtyard, will we be beaten and tortured by our sickness that they are equally incomprehensible, and finally I don't know which one is the real me.
Almost all of it has nothing to do with the plot of the movie, but these environments that are different from the life I am familiar with make me fearful and difficult to control. Even the role of professional knowledge is probably minimal, and sometimes teachers exaggerate infinitely in class. Given the influence of theoretical knowledge, everyone is a different individual, so how can these generalized and generalized systems respond exactly to them?
As far as the three children are concerned, from the ignorant and self-righteous point of view of bystanders, I think the luckiest among the misfortunes is Yoo Ri, at least compared to Yeon Doo and Min Soo, the pain and torture she can perceive reduced to a lower limit. Min Soo chose to perish together, and Yeon Doo chose to be grateful. She found that she was just like ordinary people, and that some people cherished them. Out of my own pessimism, I persuaded myself to believe that she can really do it, but she can understand Min the best. Show practice.

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