The one who gives me the most warmth is my mother! The mother in the film has experienced all the sadness in the world. She should not have received a good education. She should have never had a happy marriage. She has to work hard all the time to survive, and she has to accept that her only son is gay. In reality, stand silently by the son's side, and continue to support him as a haven of maternal love. Undoubtedly, such a mother is a great one.
My mom, it feels like there has been a lack of communication with me on the deepest emotions. She is cheesy, but she doesn't lose her backbone. She was violent when she was a child and often beat me up because I was naughty or because she had a bad temper. There are also very erotic scenes. I remember that when I was a child, because my father was studying outside, I was the only one living with her at home, and she once offered to breastfeed me. I should have been around 6 years old at that time. Of course I didn’t understand her intentions. Now think about it and understand why. After that, my mother actually chatted on the Internet and even met netizens. Of course, my mother did not do anything unforgivable. She was just an ordinary woman with her own vulgar hobbies and her own desires. Of course, there are also dreams and reality that have to be accepted. My mother was only eighteen when she gave birth to me. While she is a mother, she learns to be a man at the same time. Eighteen years old is not a suitable age to be a mother. She should not be able to handle many things! Now my mother is much more mature. She has experienced all the things she has never experienced before, and her emotions have gradually calmed down. Mom has always been very protective of me, although she's not that careful. Mom always knew me very well and could guess what I was thinking and what bad things I did, but she couldn't guess that I was gay!
The only woman I've ever dreamed of was my mom, who scared me to death! When I woke up, I saw that she was still very shy, very embarrassed. I think I may not be purely gay, because there are indeed too many traces of friction with the opposite sex in my upbringing. It's just my mother's strength and violence against me when I was a child. My father studies abroad all the year round, and he has a strong personality. He only cares about my attitude towards learning, which may cause me to lack the love of adult men in my heart. Of course, these are the analyses I saw on the Internet, and they may not be correct. They may also be my own inner hints. At present, I don't think there is anything wrong with my gay life! After all, you are still young, you can start all over again, there is nothing to be afraid of! But after a few years, I have no way of knowing what to do!
If I meet the right person, I will tell my mom whether he is a man or a woman. It's just that I haven't told my mom about any of my romances yet, because what I've been through is imperfect and nothing worth mentioning. Some are just lessons learned. I think my mom would understand because she is my mom!
Maybe, there is a generation gap between my mother and I, and maybe my mother didn't understand why she gave birth to me like that in the first place. But with age, there is no doubt that we have become the most important person in each other's heart, my mother! I will always love you because I know you are my mom no matter what and I am your son!
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