Love is probably just a luxury! I don't know if I'm past the age of chasing love, but I just feel the constant beating in my chest, its frequency is more and more even and flat. I know that many things can't be forced, just like love, you can't ask for it. Some people just appear like this and disappear like this; some people, even if they always exist, what can they change? There are still some people around me at the moment, why do I want to run away? Even if I run away, where can I run away? Love is a luxury, I already understand, why are there struggles and entanglements?
Chapter 1 (Travel)
He was the prince of my high school days, and I confessed it to no avail! Because I am a man. I mentioned to him later that even if I was a woman, I don't think we'd have any results, and he agreed, and I knew he didn't love me.
Life is like water, without a trace. Those people, those scenes, those songs are no longer clear in my memory, but they will still be vaguely remembered. The old wound doesn't hurt anymore, I just don't know what it feels like. He has always existed in my world, but he has never entered my world, and has been quietly staying there, never far away. I can't pull him in with all my strength, and I can't drive him out with all my strength, he's just there, quietly! My life goes on, his life goes on, quietly! Occasionally I think of him, and tell him I miss him, then stop and go on quiet.
Inadvertent phone calls, occasional text messages, and seemingly unprecedented concerns. Our relationship continued so delicately. Not long ago, I suddenly called him. I can't even remember why I called him. I told him that I might visit him during the winter vacation, and then I hung up and forgot about it. After that, he suddenly called me. He was busy at the time and didn't answer. Several more calls came and answered. He listed his vacation schedule on the phone and asked when I was going so he could make time for me. So we carefully planned on this issue and I took it seriously because I knew he was serious and I would visit him!
After that, the itinerary evolved into a trip with him. We will go to Hunan in February, to Changsha. Then go to his city, his home, and then fly back there to my city, my home! (PS: We are not married yet)
I am looking forward to it, really looking forward to it! I know, I really know, but I still look forward to it!
Chapter 2 (Dream)
He was far away in a foreign country, we met in my country, my city, and then we met in his country, a dream city. After leaving, with my endless miss, bury my infinite illusion! I was moved, but couldn't be sure of what he was thinking. I don't want to care, no matter what, I'm moved. I started fantasizing, and that's how I fantasized anyway.
He told me to exercise more, otherwise I will grow a small belly. I touched his belly while he wasn't paying attention, and smiled brightly!
This Christmas, I sent him an email telling him that I didn't listen to him to exercise, and also told him that I missed him, I really missed him, this was the first email I sent him after we parted, and he also I didn't take the initiative to contact me, but it doesn't matter, I want him to know that I miss him, it really doesn't matter! He hasn't replied yet, so I'll check my mailbox right away to see if he responds! It's a pity not yet, no matter what, he will definitely come back! Anyway, I understand in my heart. I get it!
Chapter 3 (Confused)
He is by my side, day and night by my side! I know I don't need this waiting anymore. I'm not sure about his feelings, maybe it's just dependence, but I don't rely on him! We've been through so many bad things together, and I'm so confused! I know he's been nice to me and I'm nice to him, I'm just confused!
When we were together, I didn't know what to say to him, maybe I didn't need to say anything. His current situation is very bad, and it's not bad to be able to live a normal life! I know that he can only rely on me to live, and he may really not know what to do if he leaves me, so I just wait quietly! No problem, just waiting quietly. Even if he leaves, what do I get? Even if you run away, where can you run away?
I don't know what I'm expecting, maybe nothing at all! Love is just a luxury, maybe the things in my chest should have been left indifferent, maybe I have really passed the age of pursuing love.
My three love songs, compared to the movie, I know what I think! It doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter! Even looking at them is enough. Love is a luxury, whether you meet love, get love, squander love, or lose love, you are lucky. Because it's a luxury item that many people don't have.
Sincerely wish everyone with courage, faith in love, sincerity and kindness to meet their love in life.
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