And the girl in red is here, her mother is dying, the boy Oliver is invited to the girl's house, and Jordana's father gives him some advice that he needs to take responsibility for the girl. She took him out of the house, and he reluctantly agreed to visit her mother who was undergoing surgery in the hospital on Friday, and was self-blaming and contradictory that the strong Jordana would turn into a pitiful, weak and kind-hearted cauliflower.
He missed his appointment on Friday.
In the conflicted dream, he managed to wake up at 5pm, a great excuse not to visit Jordana's mother.
His parents are about to get divorced, his mother's sexual infidelity is slowly surfacing, a mother who's just around the corner and a father who doesn't even want to be gay -- this is his shoulder, he's relying on to survive the family. The unease was enough to tear apart the searing love he and Jordana had just formed. He was insecure, and Jordana's pitiful search for comfort happened at this time. What could he do? In his cowardly brainstorming, he even hoped that the added sense of responsibility because of Jordana would all go away.
Fortunately, his luck was not bad, and in the battle to defend his family, he won the war in confusion. The mother is now as silent as the dead father, quietly watching the invading perverted priest outside the window get out with his tail tucked in, the home is back.
Just when he was just at home enough to give him a sense of security, he turned his head and found that Jordana had completely finished playing with him.
What love really means to him, he's sure the vows he made to Jordana like "I have only you in my heart, I want to go into the depths of the sea with you" came from the heart , In addition to these he is sure what else! In addition to these eloquent declarations of love, is it like a young bull in the animal world who has no status in the herd, and then uses the right to mate with high-quality female cattle to improve his group status. And if he doesn't even have the right to eat grass, how can he care about dry cows!
In any case, he took a break from the family conflict between his parents and he began to miss Jordana in the dark. He told Jordana that "the reason he missed the appointment that day was because his mother was going to jerk off the god stick and he was going to save his family" -------- this was a clever lie, the events he said were basically true, And it's shocking. He could even fool himself into believing if he wanted to - he - Oliver - was a little hero who punished evil and promoted good and brave to save his family from misery. Not what he really thought he was - he was just a jerk, he couldn't afford his love and vows, couldn't afford a girl.
In later fantasies, Oliver reconciles with Jordana at the seaside, Oliver fantasizes that he is a submarine diving to the bottom of the sea, and he is ready to accept his future like a 38-year-old father.
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