But from the moment I watched it, I couldn't get away from it for a long, long time, and those pictures were always swirling in my head. At the moment when the movie is played, everyone may be playing their own years in their hearts. Because, those years seem to be yesterday, but it seems that they can never be touched again. Because we have all changed over time, and we are no longer the one who pretended to be strong that year.
The love of that year, as simple as the sentence "I like you" on the note, can support the touching for several years.
That year's love may be just a look, because the tacit understanding is so close to the heart and does not use too many words to express, because I know that the other party understands.
The love of that year was not having a car, a house, or saving money, but you stood there, wearing a white shirt, smiling at me on the playground.
The love of that year was the timidity that I feared that the teacher would label us puppy love, but did not dare to express it.
I saw a similar plot and heard a similar dialogue in the movie. It was years ago when we were naive. Are we getting old and starting to miss our innocence back then? Or is it because you are wearing formal clothes now, like a robot, from nine to seven, rushing around the city and unable to step back to the Jingjing campus? Or because the laughter and tears in those days can be so carefree, like a child, moody.
I still remember that in the movie, the hero Ke Jingteng saw Shen Jiayi's expression when she put on her ponytail, showing a dimpled smile, a little secret that only the two of them knew. This scene is very touching. I still remember that in that year, we also had a lot of small tacit understandings like this. When others asked, they would seem to say that they didn’t know, but only when we looked at each other and smiled, we all knew that the other party understood. Maybe those little details are so small and naive to others, but at that time we were painful and happy in our green years. Thinking of your smile at that time, I still unconsciously raise the corners of my mouth.
Nine Swords said that he would like to thank his current girlfriend, who sincerely loves and supports himself. Even the true first love story of the year was made into a movie, and I fully supported it. In fact, everyone has their past. If we don't go through those naivety, how can we learn to love others, and how can we stop making mistakes when we meet others later. Everyone's first love story may end with regret, but it always leaves the deepest memories in my heart. I used to think that was because tragedy was always meaningful. But as someone said, what we miss may not be that person, but the fatal past he brought me. Ke Jingteng said, I also like the me who liked you back then.
Now, when I think about that time, I laugh with tears in my eyes. Because back then, I didn't seem to be able to rationally separate the time of my feelings and study. The little microwave in my heart was following me every minute and every second, but I, who was timid and reserved, didn't dare to show a little on my face. So at that time even he felt that I didn't like him. I still remember the first time he confessed to a good friend that the person he liked was me. When he informed me, I couldn't hold back my tears, but on the way of riding a bicycle that day, I finally knew what it means to shed tears on my back. As someone said, when you know that the person you like happens to like you, happiness is no more than that. But in those days when learning was the main theme, you will not be allowed to have any thoughts. Even if you have, you can only let it rot in your heart. Thinking about it now, why couldn't I be a little more overbearing at that time and be a little more casual, maybe I won't be so regretful now.
Boys at that time didn't seem to understand girls' hearts very well. I, like Shen Jiayi, silently recited "You don't understand, you don't understand anything" behind his back. And the os in my heart is, I love you until the first time I know that the heartache is so painful, I love you so much that I can no longer tolerate other people. But you don't know anything.
Looking at him who was depressed because I pretended to be "indifferent" at that time, skipping lunch, and constantly playing basketball by himself on the playground, that figure made me feel bad, so painful, and I will never forget it for the rest of my life. There was once a boy who love you for a long time.
Some people say that unfinished love is the most nostalgic and missed, because you always want to know an ending and an answer, so you will often enter my dreams in the next few years, and I will often travel back to those years, It seems that we are still in the same school and class, I can still see you every day, we will look at each other and laugh tacitly, you will quietly stuff me notes in the corridor, give me lollipops, and whisper softly I'm "Chicken No. 1", and I'll go to my English teacher to ask what my English name means; I'll secretly look back at you. You're still there, and I feel much more at ease. Doing homework, will think of you unconsciously laugh.
But they never got an answer, just like Ke Jingteng and Shen Jiayi never really got together, they didn't seem to have kissed for the first time or held hands. "Those years, missed heavy rain. Those years, missed love. I really want to hug you, embrace the missing courage." How many similar experiences we have, if you can still stand in front of me, I really want to hug you, Although the feeling and identity are completely different, and it is no longer those years, but at least thanks for those years. I really want to go back to that time. If I want to say something to myself at that time, it is, dear, be brave.
But in the end, we may all say goodbye to the boy or girl who brought us the initial touching and throbbing in our life. You may also marry a man who matures and understands you, but that girl or boy back then, let him forever There, only care about once owned, do not care about forever. Maybe that's what it feels like.
I really want to tell you that every note you gave me that year is still in my box, but I don't always read it. Even the money you gave me that year was still lying in the purse of that year. Later, I wanted to take it out and use it, but thinking that it has been there for so many years, it is like collecting stamps. It is better to let him lie there. The doll you gave me that year, I used to put it in my bag every day when I left you, until the day I actually left home in previous years.
If I do it again, I think I will still like you, but I will not torture myself and you again. Youth seems to start because I love you, and it seems to end with reason. There is no reason in love.
Ke Jingteng, if I meet you again, please let me hug you, maybe I won't rush to kiss your bride in exchange for your kiss, I just want to smile with you, hold hands with you and go back to the place we met when we first met. place, look at us back then.
There are SYAMHZs that other boys wrote to me, and there are other girls who have an ambiguous corner with you, but more of us were the foolish, naive and immature us back then.
Thank you, my Ke Jingteng, thank you for loving me and giving me the best memories of my youth. Meet again, I will hold you tightly, my youth, goodbye
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