The day before the wedding, my ex-husband and I were still arguing. I don't understand why he can't protect me, can't think about me, he's not the man I imagined. In his in-laws' opinion of me, he was shaken and his opinion of me changed. I'm still that me. has not changed. Maybe he didn't plan to marry me in the first place, so that so many things that were deeply painful and painful for me happened, but he didn't care, and even aggravated my pain and suffering. It's me being too selfish. He doesn't want to marry me at all. But I thought love was the reason for marriage. And in terms of conditions, I don't have anything unworthy of him. So, I was very angry, very angry, and maybe the anger continues to this day. I still don't know why he is like that. What does he want. He once said viciously to me, never want a woman who doesn't listen to him. I find this statement completely unreasonable. If I am a gentle and reasonable woman, why can't I have a different opinion, why can't I speak and demand for myself. Does gentleness equal no rights? This is our marriage, our family, I am a partner, why should my position not be considered, why should I not get the share I deserve? A respect. A goodwill. There is also responsibility. I don't want something I can't afford. What I want is what a righteous and good marriage and relationship should have. I admit, it hurt my feelings and self-esteem a lot. He's not the kind of man I want, not demanding what he wants to be or what qualifications he has, but the way he treats me, which ultimately makes me unacceptable. But I love him. But I don't think he understands what my love stands for. till the end. When I decided to divorce, I saw that he no longer loved me, so I made up my mind. I think this is one of the best reasons for divorce. If he doesn't love me anymore, everything in my marriage will no longer matter and make no sense to me. This is what love is all about.
I thought maybe he never fell in love with me. Otherwise, how can love be so easily weakened by external influence, how can it be so pale and fragile. You can not care about anything, but how can a person not care about the love in his heart, not care about what he loves, not want to hold on to it, not feel lucky and grateful for it? I think he never loved me. It's all just a not-so-beautiful misunderstanding.
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