May you be treated kindly by the world, girls

In fact, it's okay to say that girls are also OK (this is not a film review, huh). The plot is relatively weak, but the details and pictures are particularly beautiful, atypical suicide events, typical suicide groups, and the reasons for collective suicide are even more incomprehensible, there is no trigger point, suicide seems to be so natural, the whole film It seems like a lyrical tribute poem written by boys to girls, weakening the sadness of death itself, but the strength of this film is that it evokes memories of my girlhood, and my mind becomes extremely soft. At that age, I was completely opposite to the girls in the play. There was no concept of freedom at all, I didn't want to go out, and I didn't want to date a boy. Well, if it was a hot summer vacation, I could not even go out for a month, Staying at home all day, just like that, all the time that should belong to my invincible youth was consumed, including all the restlessness and panic.
Girls who commit suicide, I can imagine how unbalanced it is because a lot of emotions and energy in the body are not released. It can only be said that the metabolism in adolescence is too strong, and I often have crazy thoughts. Then, it belongs to me. The flowing teenage period, I think my period was full of internal friction, restless heart and overly conservative behavior, or it can be advertised as a noble self-restraint behavior, but it also caused serious self-wear, I was overly sensitive and neurotic. At that time, I was an insecure and overprotective person, always staying in my own little world. Maybe it was just because at that time, the self-awareness was not strong enough, and most of the time it was in a state of ignorance. There will also be people who use words like arrogance, but I never belong to this category. I am not confident most of the time, and I have a slight social barrier. In front of anyone, even if I am better than them, I will be inexplicably shy and indifferent. At ease, someone told me in the graduation album that most people misunderstood my shyness and avoidance, and my abnormal response more led to their lack of self-confidence and indifference as if they didn’t care. People are really strange. There are always more misunderstandings and quarrels than tacit understanding and spiritual communication. Sometimes, people who are accompanied by one person will sigh that they don't know anything about him when they think back.
Without the support of rationality and philosophical thinking, endless thoughts are endless, sometimes touching on death and the meaninglessness of life. Reading, writing, talking to oneself, and traveling alone are all choices of self-consumption or external Wear and tear, when I feel shortness of breath, rapid heartbeat, and slight pain in my feet, I achieve my goal of freeing myself, not having to go to another person for help, not feeling powerless or thinking of death, just a quiet solution These bodies are potentially lustful and restless.
"I'm like a kid walking through a cemetery. I'm afraid, so I sing a song, sir, this is my writing." I thought that the word "writing" at the end of the sentence could be replaced by another word.
It is extremely painful when people have too much energy in their hearts. They want to fly, but they are bound and imprisoned. It is really sad and difficult to consume these powerful energy that has been accumulated for a long time. The brain is expanding and the heart is expanding. , Even breathing, surface temperature and touch have become extremely chaotic, and when it is too sad, it may really immediately think of death, even if life is so beautiful.
In the end, I just want to say that I can understand all the teenage girls who committed suicide, even though their stories and experiences have nothing to do with me.
All the girls are too soft to touch the hard shell of the world. I only wish that once in a while, life would be as soft as lace, and you would be treated gently by the world.

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