Turns out, I'm really mentally ill.

Troy 2022-03-24 09:01:42

It seems that some things are really magical. Suddenly I wanted to get on and off eDonkey, and I just wanted to flip through the pages to see if there was any movie I wanted to watch. I suddenly felt that today I am not very into "Fast and Furious" movies (for a while, I am quite obsessed), so I closed it and continued to look for it. When I suddenly saw the name of this movie, and the ratings were very high, I seemed to have a desire to see it.
Sure enough, really, this movie is really the movie I am very into at the moment! Hehe, so many sudden, let me think, hehe, it's really interesting. I didn't seem to understand very well before, what is destiny choosing me, not me choosing destiny. What is Lord, has given each of us a mission in this world, we just need to obey. But now, I seem to understand gradually. It also made me gradually understand what it means to go with the flow. For example, if I try hard to think about a problem, but I can't figure it out, I will be entangled and sad, but I still don't understand it, but suddenly, it seems, I understand it! So, through experience, I also gradually understand, what is going with the flow. This feeling is good! Anyway, let's go with the flow! everything! stay cool!
Okay, now let's talk about my mental illness! I also once wanted to find shrink. I also felt that life was boring. I wanted to kill myself, but I always felt that I couldn’t make up my mind. It seemed that it was because of my parents. I didn’t know how to pull it. He went straight to the psychiatric hospital himself, and I, a little bit, seemed to heal myself. My brain is the same as the hero, full of crazy thoughts, sometimes I feel like my brain is like a crazy motor, spinning like crazy, no matter how to stop, just like yesterday, I was shopping with my friends , but I always feel that my mind is always filled with other thoughts, which makes me feel crazy, and I think, am I really sick. After I came back, I calmed myself down, well, maybe it was a bit forced, I don’t know if it was with myself or with the Lord, and after talking for a long time, I felt exhausted. I thought at the time, is it so exhausting to talk to my soul or talk to the Lord, hehe, just, now I will use whatever, smile, and then lie down and sleep, because I am really, exhausted .
What's more, this morning, I was really refreshed, I slept well and woke up naturally, very comfortable. Then, whenever there are distracting thoughts in your mind, you tell yourself to let nature take its course, calm your mind, live in the moment, and enjoy life, so your mind is really quiet! Well, it's still four words, let's go with the flow.
There are a few lines in the movie that really touched me. 1. What should come, it will come eventually, there is no escape from disaster. 2. Lord, give me the strength to change what I can change, the courage to accept what I cannot change, and the wisdom to distinguish between the two. In fact, I have seen this sentence in many places. Distinguish, someone told me the same. 3. In the movie, Bobby, tell the hero, think about it, in 20 years, would you like to celebrate your child's birthday here? Oh, yes, in another 20 years, you know, the hero is 16 years old, and I'm 23.
Ok, the me now, try to be positive, stay true, calm, nature, cherish, open my heart, follow my heart, expect love and what i really want to do, try to live. After all, mental illness is not so easy to cure Well, it is just an beginning!

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  • Noelle: You know, Vampire Weekend's doing a show at the end of the month. Would you wanna go?

    Craig: Yes, I would! With you, right?

    Noelle: No, with Solomon. Yeah, with me!

  • Craig: Seeing someone lose it like that. You know, it reminded me of how I feel sometimes. Like I'm on the verge of just blowing up. All the stress and pressure and anxiety just bubbling up. But I'm never able to let it out like that. You know, I just keep it inside.