you don't know how much i like you

Jedidiah 2022-03-25 09:01:09

When you came back from Changshu, you said to write an article for you, but when you come back from Changde, go to Zhenjiang, and then come back again, I haven't written a single word of this article. I don't want to be there when your postcard arrives.
I put the article under this movie because I used to like this movie very much, not how well it was shot, but just because the friendship in it is my favorite, the tacit understanding and familiarity between the two It can really make onlookers use the word "heartbeat" to describe it.
I'm sitting in my office today thinking about what we've done together in the years we've known each other. In fact, have you noticed? The number of times we went shopping together and went out to eat together in the past eight years can really be counted on one finger. High school is the time when we are the most intimate. We have dinner together and go back to the dormitory after self-study, each fighting for the small dreams in our hearts. The only thing I can do is to have a chance to go out every weekend. I can buy a bunch of incense source in the small supermarket next to the school, and then you can eat it one by one with me. At that time, it was like a child who finally looked forward to it. your favorite things. In fact, when I think about it, I was pissed off with you like a child at that time. He is obviously the closest person, but he is cold when he is alone. I remember that every time I go back to the classroom after dinner, you don’t speak, but I don’t like the quiet atmosphere to find something to talk about, or to be alone. That secretly depressed your quiet. But once the monthly leave came to call you, the two of us were chatting on the phone like chatterboxes.
We are always like that. When we are apart, those air-conditioning will dissipate. When we are together, there will always be some inexplicable emotions. At that time, I just felt annoyed in my heart. When I think about it now, it was me who was actually childish. I once saw a sentence that said, "A lover teaches you how to love, and a friend teaches you to grow up." Obviously, but I love to compare with you, because I'm worried that I'm worse than you, that I can't keep up with you, that we're not what we used to be. You say how stupid we were back then, the homes of two children were thrown around like balls by us. I realize now that we were too ignorant to express our feelings at the time, and we used the persistent way of a child to show our concern.
Do you still remember, at that time we often skipped dinner, and then when I went to eat, I would buy you stuffed food such as braised vegetables in the cafeteria when I went back to the classroom, and you would also give it to me when I didn’t eat I bring food. And the Andy Lau stickers you bought for me when you left school, just because I liked him very much at that time, so our meal cards were full at that time. The university is no longer together, although we meet, but the number of times is really small. At that time, I always felt that I could see it at any time when I was close. Now that I came out, I felt that it was a bit troublesome to meet again. Remember the article I wrote to you last time? Because although I told myself that it was nothing to be admitted to graduate school, I really hoped that my friends who I cared about could accompany me to cry. I hope you all know that I am actually very sad. But since I heard that you were admitted to NTU, and there has been no news of you, I am really angry. I often look at your Baidu space, always hoping to see a little bit about me, but there is nothing. What happened later was that I was extreme myself. I should have known you and your character, but I was trapped in my own emotions and couldn't come out.
Speaking of this memory, I remembered that I once said to Li Mingjing that "the roles played by each friend are not different. They intervene in our lives in their own way, and then affect us", just like Zhan Zhan can be in When the other party is unhappy, he accompanies me to press the road and eat to seek all kinds of vents; Li Mingjing can collide with me and stimulate each other; Hu Meng loves martial arts with me, carrying the best of our girlhood. The person of my dream; Qin Jialin is the partner who can make me relax and amuse each other; Fan Kui, Xiaobai, Qiao Zhu are the ones who want to comfort them, everyone is happy. For me, you don't need to communicate, and even our current life has nothing to do with each other, but we are already relatives. You don't need to know your life deliberately. When you meet again, you are still so familiar, as if you have never left.
By the way, Zhan Zhan has the same constellation as you, Cancer. I am very grateful to her for staying with me in April and May of last year. Although her purpose of going back to school at that time was not just because of my postgraduate entrance examination, but every time she talked to me, she deliberately diverted my attention and went out with me. Eat and drink, let me relax, we have never said these things, but I understand it all, I have always been very fortunate to have you, so that I will not crash in my own world like a headless fly hit.
If affectionate love is a tragedy, it must be read in terms of life and death. I want to give you this kind of love. I told a friend about you yesterday. He said that if you have too many girlfriends, you will not be able to find a boyfriend. I said this to him. I was right. My time was wasted with you, but in my heart, There is no substitute for this wonderful time. To apply the sentence of the title, you don't know how much I like you, lest there will be no trace of you in the years to come.
PS: Mrs. Zhan, you left a message on Weibo asking who I wrote to to make myself cry. I want to say that I just think of you, too many things, and remembered that you were with me at this time last year. At that time I shed tears for my journalist dream.

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  • Emma: You're only human. You don't have to have it together every minute of every day.

  • Liv: [Liv just realised her hair has been dyed blue, after Emma switched the hair colours] My hair is blue! IT'S *BLUE*!