All things remain in appearance because of limited time and space. You cannot deny the reality of those quick conclusions.
Although for you, it is always only one-sided, and has been affecting your most vulnerable nerve. You know that you are not wrong, like a stubborn child, you have to focus on the source of the pain when you die, but it is too dazzling, too sharp, too powerful, and you are powerless to resist, powerless to fight back. In the end, you bow your head, secretly regret, cry, but find no redemption. So, you have to admit that you are cowardly, small, and accustomed to submissiveness until you fall into the abyss.
However, you will not choose to face anyone with a sad face, and you will not tell anyone the so-called good and bad. For your own heart, you have set up layers of defenses, and you will not let anyone pass. In order not to let the panic, shame, inferiority, and insecurities break through the defense line one day, you paid a heavy price, and even almost lost the ability to communicate.
However, reality is always passive, good or bad. You've been waiting, you've been expecting, you've been figuring it out in your own will, a perfect angel who can save you and return to the origin.
Until you confuse illusion with reality. But still, no one can heal your wounds.
After all, fantasy is nothing but nothingness. In reality, no one is a savior.
Finally one day you go to another unknowable end, that is the depths of the sea, there is an unfathomable blue. But when everyone thought you gave up, you didn't despair. You finally understand that only you can save yourself. Only you are the only savior.
After that, it was like experiencing rebirth. You feel that illusions can become so real.
You begin to truly embrace life.
and saw the arrival of the angel. so real.
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