Alex ends up being a trustless person in a deep dream state. Amanda, I don't know if she has any personal emotions. She has no reason to serve Percy without any regrets. Maybe she chooses to go with the flow because of the helplessness of reality? Just a tool for insight. Michael was okay with accepting it, skeptical because he cared. Nikita is the one who trains her to be a killer, but this is not her ultimate goal. A normal life cannot be obtained through her, which is why Alex is hesitant to trust him.
Contradicting with her own goals is the most terrible thing, and the most powerful person is herself. The young self may know where happiness lies, but the ending is a nightmare. At this stage, the self is fighting and escaping, because the future self will be a cold-blooded self and morally have to shoulder the heavy responsibility of the family. Even if she didn't want to take it, she was doomed the moment she saw her father's death under the carriage surrounded by fire. She had no way out. The only way to prove revenge was to stand up and do her father's business.
Conflicts that come from within are the most difficult problems to solve. There are reasons to achieve goals, how to choose? Amamda once said "Let's go back to the girl on the death roll" to Nikita, who was trying to find justice hatred to bear.
To protect childhood dreams, you have to fight against reality and do things you don't want to do. In the end, you find that you have not returned to the original, but have become what you hate the most. Will it be fate?
Nikita's dream is great, fighting for justice, Alex's ideal is simple, revenge, and live a life of his own.
But, are these really possible? The show is getting better and better~~
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