In fact, we believe more that the country is easy to change, and the character is hard to change.
——"BOY A" told my
boy A
, a cowardly boy E, who once, under the instigation of a friend, murdered a girl in the same class as an accomplice. Afterwards, teenager A was sentenced to prison, where he was released on parole until he was 24 years old. With the help of counselor T. E has a new name: JACK; has a new Nike shoe; has a new job; he wants to start a new life. He made good friends and rescued the little girl who survived the car accident; he fell in love with the smart and beautiful M, and gained M's heart with sincerity, and tasted the taste of love; he became a hero in a small town and was caught by reporters The photos taken are printed on the front page. In the process of adjusting to the new life, A is more upright, shy, and easily moved than anyone around him. Every time he was accepted, recognized, praised and loved, he choked up and even cried.
I originally thought that A would be like this, and slowly be accepted by the society. After all, he was just an accomplice who killed someone. After all, he was severely punished, after all, he was working hard. However, the world is not tolerant. One day, A was suddenly told not to come to work again; his friend refused to answer his calls; his girlfriend disappeared. When A walked out the door, tabloid reporters swarmed in. In the tabloid kiosk, they were selling newspapers with his profile picture on the front page. Only this time, he is no longer a hero who saves people, but a teenage murderer who has been exposed.
The end of the story. Boy A walked towards the sea in the pale sunlight. He crossed bridges with towers in the distance, across playgrounds with carousels, and through playful children. He opened the letter written to him by the little girl he had saved by the sea, she said: Thank you for saving me, you are my angel. But, how to cover up the demon's past? All Young A could do at that time was to jump into the sea and wash away the past. Before dying, the teenager left a phone message to his only friends as A, asking for forgiveness and understanding, although A's mistakes in the world had nothing to do with them. The teenager told the counselor T as E: "They all know, I am alone now, I can't go back, go back and play another person, because that person is dead." In
"BOY A", Habit Sexually close-up, it is A frowning and wiping his face with anxiety; the background of walking with his hands in his jacket pockets with his head lowered; the appearance of tears; the appearance of saying "I LOVE YOU" over and over again. However, what about this, no amount of "LOVE YOU" can't be forgiven, just because he made mistakes, once.
Teenager L
A reminds me of my primary school classmate L, who was transferred to our class in fifth grade. At that time, he was already a well-known gangster in the town, fighting and extorting blackmail. When I transfer to our class, I don't listen or watch in class, and I don't see you at any time. The classmates did not dare to talk to him because they were afraid of him.
Once, I was assigned to clean the sanitation area, which was the drain outside the cafeteria. Because it was too dirty, I had to flush it with fresh water. That morning, there were a lot of people carrying water, and it was clear that I was in line, but I was cut in line. I was very angry and didn't dare to say it, but he happened to see it when he passed by, kicked the jumper's bucket with one foot, and grabbed my bucket to help me collect water. I was stunned, I forgot to say thank you.
Years later, he was mistakenly killed for a fight with someone. I remember that at that time, people in the town ran around to tell each other, saying that L was killed, and the little ruffian could no longer be arrogant, and his expression was as if he heard someone get rid of the man-eating monster. But I couldn't understand the feelings of passers-by at all, because when I met L, there was only one friendly help, and in my opinion, it was a righteous act of using violence to eliminate evil and promote good. At the same time, in my values, no one can stand on the highest moral point without shame to judge a person's gains, losses and sins. Besides, L's fall, L's bad habits, and L's step-by-step on the road to crime, who would dare to say that there were no cheers from the onlookers? Without the connivance of relatives and friends? Without the bias of the whole system? If it was from the beginning, we decided to treat a child like this, and let him come into the world to see only indifference, insult, isolation, and let him become the worst in being excluded and ignored. What reason do we have to justly rebuke him, or even destroy him?
I still often dream of L, his big shiny black eyes, which I have never met in my life. I even regret it. One day after school, he called me on the road on a motorcycle: "Little girl, do you want me to take you home?", I left with a look of panic.
After watching the movie "BOY A", I'm a little fortunate that L didn't survive, otherwise, his whole life, maybe he will continue to become evil until he is severely punished by the law, or he may be struggling to move forward in repentance and self-blame. Repeating the old story, it is still the end of A.
The new version of Water Margin has a design that disgusts me. Song Jiang and Lin Chong are tattooed with beautiful tattoos on their faces. In the old version of Water Margin, the tattoos were large and ugly, always reminding Song Jiang that he was a prisoner and Lin Chong was a prisoner, a bandit, and a thief. It is not forgiven by the patriarchal system, let alone by the ethics of Gangchang. In fact, it is the same with or without tattoos. Lin Chong's words are on his face, and Young A's words are in his heart, which cannot be forgotten or erased.
I think of "It's better for us to start from scratch" repeated over and over again in the movie "Happy Birthday". In "BOY A", this kind of luck is not possessed. The way I came here was to walk alone in pain, but that was the hardship that growth should have. You learn self-reliance in humiliation, and friendship in loneliness. You walked to the other side hand in hand, only to find that it was an abyss that was beyond redemption. He jumps off the cliff and you want to turn back. It's just that the way back is full of thorns, and you will die on the way.
Really, can't start all over again...
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