On the Disintegration and Reconstruction of Di's Spiritual World

Jermain 2022-03-31 09:01:09

Who is the protagonist of this film?

Is it MissG who put on a rebellious attitude and let the students admire and worship, but is actually a lie, or is it the Spanish noble girl Feyama who has really seen the world and is out of tune with the church school and wants to leave here? I think it should be the very possessive girl Di who finally transformed.

Di is not easy to mess with when he comes out. With a domineering face, he is the center of the small team, the builder and maintainer of order. In one detail, she punished a girl on the team for smearing butter, viciously threatening to dress her up and bake her, and then explain to her companions that this threat was necessary to build order in the team. It's like a leader's stance.

Di's love and admiration for MissG is a bit too much. Strong dependence in confined spaces. A little bit of SM. As long as G appears, she is happy, and she works hard to get G's preference. MissG is her sustenance for all her fantasies about the outside world in a closed world. She felt that it must be beautiful outside, because MissG is so beautiful. But this time Feiyama came. She is an aristocrat, beautiful and experienced in the world. Her diving skills are not on the same level as them. The candy biscuits sent from home are all so high-end. What makes her most jealous is that MissG has turned her preference on Di. When it comes to F, she appreciates and even pleases this Feiyama so much!

Di began to doubt the MissG-centric world he built. Am I not good enough? No, I'm the same as before or even better. It's all because of F, if it wasn't for her, G's favorite would be me. And this F is out of tune with this environment, so it's okay not to listen to Di's words, and look down on G, saying that G's adventure stories are not her own experiences, they are written in books. Di was thoroughly irritated by F. F is the destroyer of her spiritual world. She is going to drive her away.

Of course she couldn't drive her away. Drive her away and she will be sent back. After this incident, F tries to approach Di, give her a bottle of perfume, and tell her that she will try to be nice to MissG so that G will also be nice to Di. Poor Di, completely in a situation of a battered person. But at the same time, Di also found that F is actually a very interesting person, so insightful and creative. When they had a party that night, the two girls made up each other so beautifully.

The moment Di saw MissG kissing drunk and naked F, her spiritual world started to crack. And the next day G went to coax Di so that all his lies would not be exposed, she knew that only Di could help her at this time. So Di completely reversed the direction and felt that F was seducing G. In fact, of course she understood that the opposite was true. She did not want to admit that MissG was such a wretched person. Her story, as F said before, was all made up. If Di admits what kind of person G is, it means denying all previous infatuation with her. So she tried to escape that fact, and under G's suggestion, indirectly killed F in an accident.

In the end, the death of one girl was exchanged for the birth of another girl. The person who really escaped this closed world and went out to take a look is not F, who doesn’t belong here in the first place, or MissG, who dreams about traveling around the world every day, but Di who bravely broke the spiritual world of the past and went out bravely. . Di and her teammates stood in front of the door, facing the central figure in her life, which is also equivalent to the G of all her beautiful fantasies, tore off her crony and threw it to the ground, the moment of a clean break, like a ceremony for her to welcome a new student .

Finally, let's talk about MissG. This complicated, hypocritical, and pitiful woman. She lived a dashing and comfortable life in her own illusory world, and she hid herself well until F appeared. As for whether MissG is a lesbian, it can be understood that the way she wants to have a certain kind of beauty is to possess this kind of beauty, if not, destroy it. So when she found that she couldn't control F like other girls, she possessed her obscenely, and then went to destroy her again, giving herself a false comfort---a beautiful angel like F did not belong to her. this world.

I can't forget MissG's satisfied expression when she hid alone and greedily tasted the high-end biscuits sent from F's house, and the complexity and desire in her eyes when she saw the postcard with the scenery, that she will never get there. place, because she will never be able to get out of her own world constructed of fantasy.

At this point, she should envy Di. The Di who has the courage to break his own spiritual world and rebuild it.


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Cracks quotes

  • [first lines]

    Di: Miss G, I wanted to thank you for lending me the book.

    Miss G: Did you read it?

    Di: Yes.

    Miss G: Did you get caught?

    Di: No. And anyway, I'm not sure what all the fuss is about. I wasn't corrupted.

    Miss G: Good for you. Let them put that in their pipes.

  • Miss G: The most important thing in life is desire.

    Miss G: You can achieve anything you want.

    Miss G: The world is yours for the taking.

    Miss G: Nothing is impossible for you, my girls.

    Miss G: All you need is to desire it.