On the street before and after sunset, the street lights are on, the car lights are on, and the glass of the restaurant begins to be filled with lively breath. You walk alone on the road, with headphones on. You don't want to leave a song behind, listen carefully. You're actually just cranking up the volume, trying to cover up the hustle and bustle of the city. It's not that you don't like liveliness and noise, it's just that the atmosphere has nothing to do with you.
You open the door, slippers, turn on ps2; you play games, you play drums, you put away the newly bought vinyl records; you see the eldest daughter running over, the younger daughters are behind, and the wife is brushing her teeth and smiling by the pool ; You rummage through the box, you pick up the pistol, you forget where the bullets are; finally, you look at the kitchen that has been renovated 10,000 times, and you know that it will be dismantled and rebuilt tomorrow.
You don't like old friends, familiar music, you don't want to see past certificates, familiar greetings, you don't want to remember all the things that may make you sad, but there is nothing new in this world to find you again.
You are sad, who do you want to talk to, you are sad, who do you want to help you, you are sad, you put on your headphones again, you are sad, you are really sad.
They say that some roads can only be walked alone.
You know, after that day the world is really just you walking alone.
So, you no longer contact your friends, no longer see any relatives, you ride a small motor, and you pass the winter with early sunsets.
This is New York, there are new visitors every day, this is New York, there are new visitors every day, this is New York, you are just a New Yorker, you think enough, enough.
Until one day a stranger stopped you, he said he was your college roommate, he saw you sleeping naked, he said he wanted to chat with you over a drink, he said he knew everything you went through, and he regretted it .
This friend is really weird, you don't understand what he's saying, but you know, you don't want him to go away, you think maybe you can start over, start from the heart.
(The female patient who seduced the dentist is really amazing. I always feel like I've seen her somewhere, but I can't remember. She reminds me of Anne Hall, so beautiful.)
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