Mirror. childhood. Memories. destiny.

Jamey 2022-03-23 09:03:32

It was the first time I cried while watching a movie.
Similar experiences brought tears to my eyes.
That sentence, I thought you were not coming back. My memory started to fall apart, and the memories I wanted to forget suddenly flooded into my mind. Loneliness and insecurity come from childhood memories.
Memories that I thought I would forget, but I remember unforgettable. Every time I was out of school when I was a kid, I was the last person to go, when everyone was done. You just came. When I was young, I would think that you would not want me anymore, that you would leave me alone. So, like Murman, he would start crying while holding his father's hand.
Because I've been waiting for that too.
When I was a child, I was estranged from my parents, I thought they didn't love me, only my grandmother who raised me loved me. And I long for the love of my parents. Desire to be loved like Murman.
Because of the similarity, I feel sad. It's like looking at yourself. It turned out that my childhood came this way, and I was always afraid of being abandoned, and I always wanted to find a harbor to rely on.
In the last shot, when Murman was crossing the bridge with his father, the bridge suddenly broke and Murman fell. At this time, the father suddenly understood the value of family love. Crying and chasing, he ran into the river to find Moman. Why do you feel valuable only when you lose it?
If one day I disappear, will you regret it?
When all the clouds were cleared, the warm rays of sunshine sprinkled on Moman's little hand, and he moved twice tiredly. The best ending to the movie.
And I am crippled, and everything makes me deformed.
I am deformed alive, deformed struggling.
Struggling in a torrent of not knowing what it is.
Like a suddenly broken bridge, a fateful arrangement.
Fate gave my father a chance to awaken. gave everything a turnaround.
And for me,
fate is so generous
to me and gives me nothing, even if I


cherish myself

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The Color of Paradise quotes

  • Mohammad: [crying] Our teacher says that God loves the blind more because they can't see. But I told him if it was so, He would not make us blind so that we can't see Him. He answered "God is not visible. He is everywhere. You can feel Him. You see Him through your fingertips." / Now I reach out everywhere for God till the day my hands touch Him and tell Him everything, even all the secrets in my heart.

  • Mohammad: [crying] Nobody loves me because I'm blind.