You are the pain in my chest forever

Deondre 2022-04-10 09:01:09

On January 29, 2010, before



three o'clock, I eagerly wanted to go home. As the New Year is approaching, it is obviously more leisurely than usual. I finally watched "Carmen Mong Kok", a film whose name is familiar, but I haven't watched it all the time. The film I watched recently always pulls me back to a very distant era. To sum it up with a catchphrase, it should be called nostalgia.

In 1988, I was still a 6-year-old child who didn’t understand the world. In that year, Mong Kok in Hong Kong was already a river and lake for others. After many years, I can’t find the river and lake in Hong Kong. I always think that this is not the real Hong Kong, Hong Kong. It should be rivers and lakes, brothers, loyalty, love and killing.

Andy Lau in "Mong Kok Carmen" is in his prime. He has taken off his youthful debut. He is full of heroism and handsome. Like fruit, full, firm, and a little vicissitudes, the mature charm of middle-aged men is unstoppable, but I always feel that there are too many things deposited in the body, and there is no simple and pure touching at that time. For the first time, I felt that Maggie Cheung was so beautiful. It is not difficult for a woman to be praised by a man for her beauty. What is difficult is to get a woman's affirmation of her beauty. She is too thin in "Sweet Honey", and her facial features are sharp. Beauty, but more bitterness, in "Carmen Mong Kok", she still has baby fat, but her slightly fat face seems to be advocating her youth and beauty, her eyes are pure as if she has never experienced the world, the kind of youthful No matter how good acting skills are, Qing Dou can't act. I heard that Maggie Cheung now lives in Beijing, doesn't wear makeup, takes the subway leisurely, and always flashes A'e's pure eyes in her mind, watching Brother Hua leave on the bus.

Many times it is unclear whether Jacky Cheung is a singer or an actor. He seems to be a fearless king under the name of the song god. I can't connect the fly with that song god. More often, I think that flies are just a carrier of the restlessness of adolescence, which is always the unease and arrogance of excessive hormonal secretion. If time goes back to my eighteen years, I may regard flies as idols. My current state of mind, But there were a few more conflicts, and I ended up passing the age of angry youth. Just a few minutes before watching "Mong Kok Carmen", I just read the report of Dongguan Shuangdao Ke, but he spoke the voice of many people, and what he did was not what many people thought. Do things we want to do but don't have the courage to do. The fly's words "I'd rather be a hero for a day than be a worm in the world" seems to have made the best comment for the double swordsman.

For the first time, I found that Wan Ziliang was once so handsome, and there was a hint of youthful sunshine. Although Tony is a ruthless villain, he is really invincible for youth! The soundtrack of the movie is a bit more straightforward, but it surprised me. The lover of my dreams, Wang Jie, appeared several times. Maybe the 1986s was his golden age, but when I met him, no one knew him anymore. Nowadays, I can only rely on songs like "I Know I'm an Expired Singer" to attract people's attention. It's more helpless and less confident. People should serve old age, but I don't think it should be done in this way. But love also loves him, even if he does something that he disdains, love is also love, it can't be changed, only some more heart-wrenching and complicated pain, just like he sang in the movie "You are the pain in my chest forever. ".

The ending song sounded, and the lights in the room were turned on, just like the end of the theater. For a long time, watching Chinese movies has always drawn people away, thinking only about the reality and unrealness of the actors in the movie on the big screen. This time, it was a long time. At that time, everyone's acting skills were not as perfect as they are today, and even the director's technique was not the best representative of his style, but the movie was much more simple and touching. When Brother Hua fell, his chest was slightly moved. Pain, Wang Jie's singing could not dissipate for a long time. 27-year-old Andy Lau, 24-year-old Maggie Cheung, 27-year-old Jacky Cheung, 31-year-old Wan Ziliang, 26-year-old Wang Jie, 30-year-old Wong Kar Wai, and 6-year-old me, what a youthful and invincible era, when we are in our youth At the time, it was impetuous to accomplish nothing. When a hero grows old, an era is also gone, and the days are unbearable to look back on. The only comparison is that the present is so old and decadent.

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As Tears Go By quotes

  • Wah: People like us don't have tomorrows

  • Wah: I did a lot of things for our godfather too. By the age of 14, I was already getting paid to kill. I've got more guts than most guys, right? But look at me now. I'm just an ordinary guy!

    Fly: At least you were a hotshot for a while! But what about me? What about me? Everyone looks down on me. Does that make you happy? People think I'm nothing, like some stray dog just following you around! Did you know that? I'd rather be a hero for one day than go on being a fly all my life!