Find your own sense of security

In fact, I don't know what to say, ignore SM, ignore the title of the film, in fact, I want to say that maybe we have had similar impulses - even if we have never had such an extreme experience, but we have experienced torment ourselves more or less. of the past. Whether it’s physical or psychological, masochism and narcissism always go hand in hand, inadvertently stepping on a few footprints between our boundless love and profligacy. There is deep darkness in the long memory, hiding in the shadow of the corner, biting my arm and crying fiercely, always thinking that the pain that cuts through my skin can offset the pain that cuts through my bones, looking at the red mark on my hand, there is revenge And punish yourself for the pleasure - remember the pain, forget the heartache. However, can physical trauma really replace every injury?

Insecure, not sure what it is you want - so dazed and panicked because of fear. We are tired of covering up our subconscious unwillingness to succumb to the other selves. We always overestimate ourselves thinking that we can arrange everything properly and then follow suit, but when the development of the plot exceeds our imagination, it is too late to want to withdraw - not afraid of either causality, not afraid of paradox Gossip, fear, but fall in love. You can fall in love with love itself, you can be romantic, but you don't have the courage to fall in love with someone. So every time he was hesitant to speak, every expression was reserved, every look was full of deep meaning but properly avoided - when Gray found that reason and restraint were already helpless to feelings and passions, he decided to use the most straightforward Sever all ties with Lee in a way.

The masochistic and inferior Lee, in Gray's thoughtful and equally eccentric concerns, finally threw away those knives and nails, trying to make every cut, every carve, every burn a thing of the past, and become happy and confident. Gray's gesture of refusing a thousand miles caught her off guard, and she could only accept the ending silently, move on with her life, accept Peter's proposal - and the sun rose as usual. It's just that at the moment when she put on the wedding dress, she finally understood what she wanted. I like to see her lift up her skirt and run all the way, like to see her standing in front of Gray firmly repeating I love you, like to see her sitting in front of Gray's desk with a stubborn expression - of course, such paranoia is in real life It's a bit scary, but since Gray is the one, the one who can understand and share her normal and extraordinary, then, because of love, she is fearless, so it doesn't matter.

My favorite lines are recorded here, for everyone and for myself.
In one way or another I've always suffered. I didn't know why exactly. But I do know that I'm not so scared of suffering now. I feel more than I've ever felt and I've found someone to feel with. To play with. To love in a way that feels right for me. I hope he knows that I can see that he suffers too. And that I want to love him.

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