A talented cellist, Jackie's life is full of pain and loneliness. And tossing and turning in such loneliness. At the same time endure the severe pain caused by the bottomless loneliness. Some people say that loneliness is sometimes like a sharp knife, breaking through the deep and shallow cocoon of our road to success layer by layer. The process of life is to endure such severe pain, walking slowly on the road of growth, just like the mermaid in the fairy tale in order to get the prince and love, in exchange for human feet, but to endure like walking on the tip of a knife. Pain.
A woman is just carrying a huge cello around the world touring around the world day and night. It seems to be radiant, but in fact it is more like wandering, as if she keeps dancing on her toes in the dark night. Elegant but painful. Her youth and talent bloomed on the stage, and the burning spotlight was burning her overdrawn body. When she received the clean clothes sent from her home, she even said happily like a child, "This is the smell of my house." Missing is overflowing, how many people can really endure such loneliness, so they can only escape, escape, escape to the home of the little village sister, just want to live a normal, ordinary, simple and happy life, so she asks to have sex with her brother-in-law, because of jealousy , Because of envy, because she couldn't get it, so she wanted to make trouble unreasonably, and wanted to be childish, maybe sex could really save a woman whose heart was already exhausted. What can we really accuse her of, in the face of the huge nothingness, people are always selfish. In the days of making love with his brother-in-law, he understood that his brother-in-law still loves his sister deeply. The sad sound of the piano resounded throughout the room. She didn't want to listen to it, fled, and fled back to her complicated world again.
Like sister Hilary said, Jackie has nothing but a cello for support. And even if Hilary loses all the opportunities that can make her famous and rich, at least she still has someone who thinks she is special.
Maybe, naive Jackie, just used to having applause and everything. She just longed to be loved, she longed for someone to love her as her brother-in-law loved her sister. After all, her inner world is only a child. She hid in the thorn bush naked, she cut her skin with a hard branch, she hysterically screamed at her sister who loved her, she said you don't love me, you don't love me, I just want to have sex with him. At this time, she took off all disguise and exposed her fragile soul in front of her sister.
I guess Jackie's heart should actually be extremely painful, but at the same time she hurt her sister in an extremely cruel way, so why was her sister able to persevere and she couldn't in the end? Perhaps as they say, God is fair, he opens one door for you and closes another. If this is the case, although my sister Hilary has lost her dream of music in her life, she has gained love, family affection, and a complete and happy family; although Jackie has become a world-renowned musician, she has lost love , lost the family, lost the soul, and got only the loneliness like fireworks.
It seemed to me that it was the existence of another door that Hilary revealed for Jackie, and I think she should have seen it and started lingering outside the door. But in the end she chose to leave, or she had to choose to leave. Farewell's eyes were sad and bleak, Jackie re-entered the road of destruction and continued the famous life of the past. In one door, thinking of the existence of another door, she was vain. How can it be fulfilled, the track has been fixed, only carrying loneliness, and the heart and soul have no place. Even the beloved cello made a mournful sound, hurting her loneliness. Character is destiny, who said that? The fate of life is often affected by its own character. No matter how hard you work as the subject, some things are always difficult to be controlled by your subjective will, which can be said to be inevitable.
I am reminded of a line from another movie "Days on the Clouds": If a person walks too fast, he loses his soul. On the stage, she is eye-catching and dazzling, just as bright and dazzling as fireworks; off the stage, she is lonely, childish and weak, like a fine work of art that will be shattered if you are not careful.
A woman like fireworks, when it opens, it is extremely gorgeous, taking all the light, and when it begins to end, everything is prosperous like flowing water, a person tastes his loneliness, and also wants to be an ordinary person, but not everyone has ordinary people. This life can be done. Her cello is as exciting as a landslide. It seems that every playing is injected with the blood of life. When life is consumed by this, life will come to an end. This reminds me of the old adage that the heights beat the cold.
Smiling, looking at everyone around him indifferently, with a hysterical smile on his lips, Jackie's life is the intersection of two extremes, leaning against the cold corner with an expressionless face, the only heat he can absorb is only from herself. The crowd is noisy, the so-called cheering, the so-called cheering is just a flash of fireworks, gorgeous, but fleeting.
Suddenly I remembered the death of stars mentioned in my middle school textbook. First, it expands infinitely, devours everything around it, and finally washes away the lead and explodes into a small white dwarf star. Only by removing the huge halo brought by music to Jackie can we gradually see that behind such a gorgeous glory, shrouded in her incomparably desolate loneliness and bottomless loneliness.
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