After reading it, I have a lot of emotions, but it doesn't seem to be written. Unexpectedly, the film kept flashing back and forth in my mind for the next few weeks.
Diary:
On May 18th, Guangzhou Thunderstorm
had been preparing for a game for several weeks. I felt that it was determined to win. After all, our strength was the strongest, and everyone in the class knew it. But it was still very hard to prepare! Fear of not enough business knowledge.
competition. Results announced. Did not enter.
I was stunned for a few minutes. I don't know what to do with hiding in the toilet. Then it suddenly dawned on me. I remembered this movie.
I finally understand why Jackie is so successful, but jealous of her sister who chooses an ordinary life.
Because everything about her is the cello, her value can only be manifested through the cello. She is nothing without the cello. She didn't know how desolate her world would be without the cello.
So when she found out that she was ill and might not be able to play the piano, she would become so hysterical.
Today I finally realized this problem. Does the frequent competition and competition make me feel that my value can only be revealed in the competition, I must compare with others, I must have the result, I must succeed?
But years later, do I still remember what competitions I entered in college and what prizes I won? Certainly not. But if I had a group of good friends who laughed and grieved together, I would definitely remember. If I went to learn the music I've always loved, I'd definitely remember it. If I meet someone I like, I will definitely remember it. Sadly, not so far. The road of my life is covered with testimonials, but it is so desolate that it scares me.
In addition to success, life needs so many other things to be happy.
Needs the care and pleasure of others.
Requires inner beauty and abundance. Too often our generation pays attention to how to succeed, to impetuous activities, to boring and exciting entertainment, but not to enjoy delicious food, not to love plants, not to love the sun, moon and stars, and not to understand compassion. How dry inside.
From today, be a sunflower, grow quietly, and know how to find sunshine.
On May 20th, Lei Yu Jianqing
suddenly remembered that Jackie wanted to perform after being ill. Her lover asked her to sit in the middle of the symphony band and play the drums, but she was so addicted to the music that she forgot to play. In the end, everyone was waiting for her. Hit, her lover reminded her, she hit hard, and then smiled.
This echoes the scene when she went to the BBC to record a show when she was a child. Her older sister was invited to record, her younger sister was not. Tangled to go, my sister begged my mother to let her go too. But jackie is only assigned to play drums. Then she didn't hit when it was time for her to hit, Mom reminded her, and she hit it so playfully that it broke the drumhead. Then laugh.
Things in the world always turn around like this.
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