I like the director's hand-held camera shooting method, the camera shakes from time to time as if telling the progression of some kind of dangerous relationship~~ It's more like seeing the whole family from the perspective of Kym's wanderer. . . After 10 years of wandering, she returned to this family that originally belonged to her but kept away from her, with the feeling of finding perhaps redemption or revenge or revenge or fear.
There is too much love and hate in the bread~ Guilt of the car accident, relatives estrangement, self-renunciation, seeking forgiveness and whatever blessing or war breaks out~~her presence is always a heavy imprint~~~like her flawless sister. . . Even the last quarrel came to an abrupt end when she said "I'm pregnant"~~~ I understand Kam's mood at the time, so she said - it's so unfair. . . She's a dissonant factor in her own right~~
But she didn't do anything wrong~~ Even under the premise that it's meaningless to trace everything right and wrong, she didn't do anything wrong~~ Drug use? Too high? Please, she was just mistaken for an accidental indulgence at that ignorant age~~ But who hasn't fallen when he was young?
I remember my DD used to be a little fat man with a chubby face and chubby hands~~~ Yes, his hands are very cute. . . I guess at 10 years old I can't tell the difference between a pair of small hands and a translation film with a blurry memory~~~ Or, for me, the two are not comparable~~~ So I watched Those chubby little hands were scalded by 2nd degree~~~
Compared to kym, I am really lucky~~ no one will hold me at fault because I am a child~~ Of course I also use this to comfort and even deceive myself , it's not my fault, I'm an innocent child~~~ But children are not all angels~~
Many years later, when I look back on the accident that happened in only 0.3 seconds at that time~~~ I found that the so-called accident has been deeply branded with sadness~~~ Even if what I say or do now is useless, I I still quietly thought about it, even if it was just that my eyes were slightly shifted by a few degrees, the sound effect of the TV was a little smaller, or that I was playing by the water with that little fat man~~ Everything will have a different ending. . . ~~~
So kym's self-imposed exile is the most severe form of self-punishment~~~ She doesn't know how to break free from it~~ She blames herself again and again, but her blame turns into harm to those around her at the same time~~ She participates Rehabilitation will want to regain a new life, but it is more like a ritual~~
She speaks indiscriminately, lies, takes drugs, distrusts everything and even destroys and hurts~~ Finally, she finally becomes a stain in a clean family, she and her sister There was a big quarrel, and in the end the two used their brother's death to hurt each other. . . What impressed me most was the pained, twisted face of my father, his hands waving in the air in vain after the quarrel between the two sisters, as if to drive away the memories that had tormented him so much~~~ He is a sad My father played the role of a healer of family wounds, but he failed, and failed completely~~~~
I am familiar with quarrels~~ The most fiery quarrel is indifference to each other, I remember being very calm to a weak The woman said--I wish I wasn't your daughter! ~Her trembling lips then, desperate eyes and pale face are still vivid in my eyes now~~~ That was the deepest and most terrifying injury~~
But years later, it was the weak woman who lent her when she was drunk and unable to extricate herself. Her thin shoulders wiped her face full of tears~~~ I remember when she stumbled and sang vague songs on a cold night, and the weak woman walked towards her. At that moment, her heart was flowing A long-lost warm warm current ~. . .
There is also a scene where kym drives her car into the woods in extreme suppressed anger after arguing with her mother. . . I remember the tears that beautiful face shed in anger and despair~ Deja Vu~
Every family will have such a so-called stain~~ She is a sister, but what she does is more like a sister~~ She will pretend to be a ghost to scare her brother at night, quarrel with her brother, and grab the computer and the remote control , smoking, drinking, swearing, swearing and crying in front of her younger brother~~ She is not a bad person, but she is by no means a good sister~~
She knows that with the growth of this age, all the past will no longer be brilliant, she knows that when she sees The passing of time is also the time when I say goodbye to my youth~~ The so-called childhood, those days when I will not bear any charges gradually drift away from me~~~ She saw her cowardice in the innocent smile of her younger brother~~
She asked herself What happened, she can't answer~~~ It feels like a dream, very quiet. . . When she exchanged her innocence for a cigarette, she left herself~~~
She reluctantly walked into the adult world in the process of pushing and shoving, and she fell in love with a person recklessly and made herself very low and low, becoming a Dust~~~ She has loved, but in the end she loves herself. . . She just doesn't want to admit that she made an unforgivable mistake many years ago, and this mistake brought unmeasurable pain to a family~~ Many years later she made another mistake, which reminded her of the previous one Mistakes and doubts about things that she once believed in~~~ But she just tried her best not to think about it~~~
However, missing makes people indulge slowly, and guilt makes people gradually suffocate~~ No matter what you choose, you need courage. . Extreme emotions spread in the air~~ She also thought about compromise, turning herself into a person who caters to the world, and discarding those incompatible creeds~~ Singing we r just 2 lost souls swimming in the fish bowl year after year. ...
but in the dead of night, when all the disguises are taken off~~ she finds herself more vulnerable than she thought~~ she wants a lot and loses more~~ maybe she should join A club where a member is not like her treats herself~~~
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