I'm pretty sure I'm going crazy again, we won't be able to get through another ordeal. And this time I won't be able to recover, I'm starting to hear croaking and I can't concentrate. So I do it seems best. You have given me the greatest happiness, and you have done everything you can to give me everything. I know I've ruined your life, without me, you'll be able to see the sky and the sky, you will, I know. I can't even write a letter, I just want to say that you have given me the happiness of my life. You have been patient with me in every possible way, and you have never been more considerate to me. I already have nothing but to know how good you are to me. I can't drag your life down any longer, no one else has been as happy as we have.
Virginia
A real life and a fictional life. Loneliness cannot be a breeding ground, it breeds different kinds of spiritual freaks: struggle, denial, struggle and doubt. The joys and sorrows in life are not resolved in the novel, and the sorrows are constantly expanding.
Virginia is under tremendous mental pressure and can feel the threat of death all the time. This is not a physical death, but a state of absence of spiritual authenticity. Laura's unremarkable life became the reason for her self-doubt; the meaning of life and the direction of life became her lingering doubts. Clarissa walks in the past and the reality, wanting to retain the beautiful moments of the past, but also want the present to have the same beauty as the past. Three women from different eras each bear similar sorrows and face a life full of joys and sorrows, but in the end they all truly realize the real life.
"If you want to see life thoroughly, you must face life truthfully and understand the essence of life. When you finally understand life, you can truly love life, and then you are willing to let it go. Remember the years we have been together, never Forget, always remember our love, never forget the moments in life." New London, for Virginia, is a new land discovered after self-examination, a hard pursuit after she was tired of escaping. Her life, her life, through the struggle of loneliness in the dark, was released into its true meaning, and everything could be put down safely.
Laura, comforting her neighbor, telling her that she'll be fine, is in deep, unknowable pain herself. Years later, Laura told Clarissa about the mistakes she had made. This unforgettable memory must have tortured her for a long time, but this torture was also accompanied by self-reflection, constant frustration, and constant approach to the truth.
"I remember getting up at dawn one morning. The whole world is full of possibilities, you know that feeling? I remember thinking that this is the beginning of happiness, this is the source of happiness, and it must be in the future. I'll be happier. I never thought it wasn't the beginning, it was happiness, in that moment, in that moment." Clarissa's emotions from the past will come to the surface again one day, and at the same time she will feel the loss of things. regret. In fact, she doesn't have to be ashamed of what she has lost. Too much load in her life will surely lead to the loss of more precious things. If she hadn't lost it, she might not be able to reminisce about the emotions at that time as comfortably as she is now, and that comfort must be accumulated after a cruel time.
Life should not be complicated, the surrounding environment, interpersonal barriers, and self-limitation make it that way. There is a period of time that is exclusively our exploration of life and our understanding of what our heart desires. And this time, when we're in a cage of negativity, sees it as a threat, not realizing it's going to be the deepest time in our lives. We choose to face it, and we must, because escape will never lead to the peace of life.
Perhaps, there will always be such a dark and unclear time in one's life. When we remember this time, we can only use all kinds of negative spiritual words to describe it. During this time, struggles, denials, struggles and doubts inevitably overshadowed the light from those bright sides. During this time, our minds are walking on the edge of pain, and no one can help us get through it, because we are teaching ourselves to recognize the real life. Although everyone has experienced similar spiritual hardships, the ultimate real life is won by their own efforts to break through. Even though those were lonely times, in the end, we look back on them with gratitude.
There are too many moments in our lives that we cannot expect to remember too much. And those moments that are as important to us as life itself do not disappear even if we sink into the water.
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