Chew the uncontrollable taste

Layla 2022-03-24 09:02:23

Others control themselves?
control others?
Control yourself?
Or lose control? . . .

We were born in uncontrolled chaos, entered the human collective under control, controlled by all kinds of education, and learned self-control in frustration. The principles infiltrate our brains little by little until they meet the standards of the crowd and build our lives.
We survive in control, and we lose our way in control. Not only must we learn to control ourselves, but we must even strive to learn to control others.
Different rules and methods of control create different people, and an uncontrolled life is doomed to fragmentation. As Ian said, music had brought him joy and made his body unfamiliar. Eventually Ian lost control of his music, his patients, his love, his marriage. . . Everything shattered in front of him, and he was unable to make up for it, losing all control and returning to chaos.
Losing control makes me panic, and it also makes me feel free, death and new life in one thought.


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Control quotes

  • Ian Curtis: I don't want to be in the band anymore. Unknown Pleasures was it. I was happy. I never meant for it to grow like this. When I'm up there, singing they don't understand how much I give and how it affects me. Now they want more. They expect me to give more. And I don't know if I can. It's like it's not happening to me, but... someone pretending to be me, someone dressed in my skin. Now we're going to America. I have no control anymore. I don't know what to do.

  • Ian Curtis: I struggle between what I know is right in my own mind, and some warped truthfulness as seen through other people's eyes who have no heart, and can't see the difference anyway.

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