control others?
Control yourself?
Or lose control? . . .
We were born in uncontrolled chaos, entered the human collective under control, controlled by all kinds of education, and learned self-control in frustration. The principles infiltrate our brains little by little until they meet the standards of the crowd and build our lives.
We survive in control, and we lose our way in control. Not only must we learn to control ourselves, but we must even strive to learn to control others.
Different rules and methods of control create different people, and an uncontrolled life is doomed to fragmentation. As Ian said, music had brought him joy and made his body unfamiliar. Eventually Ian lost control of his music, his patients, his love, his marriage. . . Everything shattered in front of him, and he was unable to make up for it, losing all control and returning to chaos.
Losing control makes me panic, and it also makes me feel free, death and new life in one thought.
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