Biography of delusional people

Bria 2022-04-10 09:01:09

I wrote an old article a year ago....


This article contains some speculation, that is to say, I left out words like "I think, I think, I think" in the text....




Victim 1 Lu Yuezi



The designer of M Doll Company, who has achieved great success by accident by designing "Ma Rumei" (Note: Ma Rumei was originally the name of the pet dog that Lu Yuezi raised as a child), the maker of the image of a baseball boy. Ten years ago, Lu Yuezi was a sixth grader at Northern Elementary School. One day, when she went out for a walk with her pet dog Ma Lumei, she was run over by a car due to her own carelessness. The attack of the road demon, in order to avoid responsibility. The image of a baseball boy wearing golden roller skates and holding a golden bat has since been born, but it was only a small report at the time, which did not cause social commotion, and because it was a fictitious accident, the police naturally couldn't catch any prisoners. Afterwards, the extremely frightened Lu Yuezi still couldn't face her own mistakes and forced herself to forget what she did at that time. The reality was as she wished. Also died because of it. Ten years later, Lu Yuezi designed the "Ma Lumei" doll and became a popular designer, but the unexpected success and fame, the jealousy and expectations around her, and the design progress of the new works have brought her a huge impact. On the verge of collapse, Lu Yuezi summoned the baseball boy again out of self-protection instinct. One day, he injured his leg with a cane on the way off work. He imagined that he was attacked by the baseball boy and was admitted to the hospital. Deep down, I naturally thought, "I was indeed attacked at that time." A scene from ten years ago was played out again. (Note: The phrase "I'm back" at the end of Chapter 1 refers to the return of the baseball boy ten years later, and also foreshadows the events that happened ten years ago.) After all, it was a designer who was attacked, and the media reported With extra effort, after the investigation and questioning of police detectives Keiichi Pig and Ma Ting Guanghong, the detailed description of the baseball boy was gradually added, and Lu Yuezi claimed that the other party was a primary school student, which caused a war of words from all walks of life. Since then, the image of baseball boy has been implanted in people's hearts. After being attacked, Lu Yuezi was relieved physically and mentally, and the pressure was relieved. Therefore, the encounter itself caused the unconscious imitation of the same race in the society. After seeing the report of the attack on the baseball boy, I subconsciously thought: "If I was also attacked, I could be freed, that would be great." It is the existence of such people, and this kind of escape psychology, With the subsequent series of attacks, the influence of the baseball boy incident was further expanded. After the number of victims increased, the two police officers also changed their suspicions from the initial suspicion that "there is no real prisoner, everything is fabricated by Lu Yuezi" to "trying to search for the prisoner". However, after finding the witness to Lu Yuezi's attack that day by imitating the clue of the crime of fox Zhuocheng, the two pigs confirmed their original thoughts, and directly pointed it out to Lu Yuezi in the next police station questioning. "Everything is made up by you to escape." Lu Yuezi, who was reluctant to admit the truth, once again escaped by passing out. In the end, Lu Yuezi realized that it was her fault in the past in the struggle against her inner demon. Ma Lumei was crushed to death, and left Ma Lumei tears of repentance, completing her self-redemption.


Victim 2


Kawazu Akio Kawazu Akio, a magazine reporter, was asked by the other's family to pay for medical expenses for hitting an old man with his car (Note: The mysterious old man who wrote chalk on the ground at the beginning of the scene was the one who was hit), before he met in the hospital After the police officer who came to investigate the baseball boy incident, decided to dig up the news of the incident to earn royalties and repay the debt. Because it is a popular event, the royalties are of course not ordinary. Under a series of investigations with "professional spirit", Kawazu also believed that "there is no real prisoner, everything was fabricated by Lu Yuezi to escape", but in a further contact investigation, Kawazu's own debt repayment The pressure is getting bigger and bigger, and finally one night, when the tail is stalking Lu Yuezi, the fantasy is attacked.


Victim 3 Niusan Shangwu

Niushan Shangwu, studying at Musashino South Elementary School, is a simple and honest person, no worries and no pressure, so his situation is different from the previous two victims, Niusan was attacked by the baseball boy's imitator Fox Takuma , is a real event, not a fantasy.


Victim 4 Tai Ryoichi

Tai Ryoyuichi, a classmate of Niushan Shangwu, because he is the first in school, whether it is study, sports, popularity, etc., so he has the nickname of "one", in the eyes of the neighbors, the classmates and teachers are all quality A three-good student with excellent academic performance, but because of his early exposure to adult society and a strong utilitarianism, he has always been good at scheming and precocious since he was a child. Since the transportation used by Tai Liang to go to school is also golden roller skates, after the baseball boy incident was exposed, Tai Liang was plagued by rumors that he was a baseball boy. Liangbian suspected that Niushan, who was also a competitor, was spreading rumors. He wanted to turn the situation around and called Niushan out for questioning, but he didn't know that someone secretly took a picture of him going rough at Niushan and spread it widely. Since then, Tailiang's reputation With his popularity plummeting, the rumor that "Ryoyu Tai is a baseball boy" spread to the ears of the two of them. When they went to the school to question Tai Liang, Tai Liang wanted to take this opportunity to clear the suspicion, but the effect was unknown. It backfired, "Look, even the police found him, he really is a baseball boy" rumors began to spread, and no one was present at the carefully prepared birthday party. Tai Liang is getting more and more ostracized in school. The "one" in everyone's mind has been reduced to this point. Tai Liang, who couldn't stand such a blow, began to escape and discarded his golden roller skates. One day, on the way home from school, Niushan found Tailiang. While walking and chatting, Niushan tried to enlighten Tailiang, but instead it stimulated Tailiang even more. Tailiang always thought that it was Niushan who spread the rumors, and he thought of his own experience. Angered in his heart, he imagined that Niu Shan was attacked by the baseball boy, and then caught the baseball boy himself, so that he could clear his suspicions and restore his reputation, and he could also breathe a sigh of relief at Niu Shan. However, the reality is as he wished. After witnessing Niushan being attacked by imitator Hu Zhuocheng, Tai Liang, who shouted liky, ran all the way to chase after Hu Zhuo, but in an instant, Tai Liang saw himself because of his inner fear. The image of the boy overlapped with the baseball boy, and Tai Ryo, who was stunned, could only watch Fox Taku walk further and further away. The culprit was not caught, so Tailiang, who was at the scene of the crime and had a holiday with Niushan, became the biggest suspect. Tailiang, who thought he could not wash himself even if he jumped into the Yellow River, hid at home, unwilling to go to school, unwilling to go to school. Facing all that, but being forced to go to school by his mother, the fear and pressure in Tai Liang's heart began to materialize. Looking at the twisted human figure who accused himself of being a prisoner, Tai Liang's psychological defense finally collapsed. Attacked by baseball teens.


Victim 5 Chono Harumi


Chono Harumi has dual personalities. The first personality, Chono Harumi, is a research assistant at Jiai University, a tutor of Tai Ryoichi, and the second personality Maria is an aid worker. Chono Harumi's pressure comes from Maria, Trying to get rid of Maria and live a normal life. The two personalities converse by leaving a message on the phone at home. (Note: The third chapter about Choye uses flashbacks, and the sequence is interspersed with each other. It can be divided into 21 segments. The following is the development sequence that I think is more reasonable. Some time segments can be interchanged and interspersed)

1 1:45~ 4:28
(The beginning is a description of Maria's work scene. After the otaku client is settled, she calls the contact person, and the contact person informs the address of the next client, Hirukawa, and then Maria calls home to check the message Choye sent her. And reply, after work, Maria returned home, her personality changed to Chono, and listened to Maria's reply)
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2 4:30~5:00
(Cheono Harumi visits Taiyo Ryoichi who was attacked in the hospital)
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17 15:06~15:28
(When Choye asked if Tai Liang was unwell and needed to call a doctor, Tai Liang said that you seem to need a doctor more.)
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20 18:08~18:36
( Tai Liang He revealed his desire to be freed after being attacked, and Chono also expressed the same desire for liberation)
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3 5:00~5:50
(The two people from Inokari analyzed the case in the aisle of Tai Ryoyuichi's ward, Ma After seeing Choye coming out of Tailiang's ward, Ting was thoughtful. According to a picture below, it was suggested that Ma Ting might have also been a customer of Maria )
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4 5:00~6:33
(Choye's workplace, the male colleague asked Diye to help him make tea)
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7 7:42~8:11
(After Diye returned from making tea, the male colleague formally proposed to her)
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16 14:36~15:05
(Choye told the psychiatrist that she was about to get married, and the doctor advised her that it would be better to tell her fiancé about her own illness, which would be helpful for treatment)
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9 8:19~9 :08
(Maria's workplace, the other party is Hirukawa who is controlling her daughter, and told that tonight is the last time because she wants to get married.)
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10 9:09~9:50
(Choye checked the phone messages at home, the number of messages left No, Chono, who thought that Maria's personality had disappeared, packed up Maria's clothes, cosmetics, etc. In fact, Maria rummaged through the unpacked clothes and left a message)
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11 9:50~12: 00
(Choye and his fiancé were boating in the park, and suddenly received a call from the contact person for assistance. The terrified Choye found that Maria had not disappeared, and when she returned home, she found Maria's phone message, and Maria who had been cleaned up earlier. The clothes were turned out and put in the closet. After the phone rang, Maria's personality awakened)
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14 13:32~14:04
(Choye and her fiancé bought accessories together)
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12 12:08~13 :14
(Choye tries on a wedding dress with her fiancé, ready to take pictures)
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15 14:05~14:35
(After trying on the wedding dress, start taking pictures)
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13 13:14~13:32
(Description of Maria's work scene, Maria's phone message is played at this time)
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6 7:20~7:42
(Choye wakes up and wakes up from the sofa, the phone shows that the message has finished playing)
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8 8:12~8:19
(Choye deletes the phone message)
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18 15:29~ 16:31
(The terrified Choye intends to throw away everything about Maria, and takes a taxi to the junkyard. During the process of discarding the items, Maria's personality awakens, and she picks up the items that Choye discarded, He had a relationship with the taxi driver, took a photo and sent it to Chono's fiancé. When he got home, he threw Chono's clothes in the dump)
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19 16:31~18:07
(Cheono found it in her fiancé's office) Maria sent him a photo of her and the taxi driver. She was about to collapse and immediately took a taxi home. It happened that the driver was the one who went to the abandoned yard last time, that is, the person in the photo. After returning home It was found that the clothes had been discarded by Maria, and the discarded clothes and the necklace bought by her fiancé were found in the junkyard)
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21 18:36~20:49
(Choye found Maria's message after returning home, and she started to smash the furniture when she collapsed, and because of her inner fear, Maria appeared beside her. This is divided into two viewpoints, subjective and objective, from Choye's subjective perspective. What arrived was Maria dragging her hair along the road, and what she saw from an objective point of view was Chono stumbled and stumbled on the road alone. Chono's fantasy, who finally yearned for liberation, was attacked by a baseball boy. Note: The makeup that was smeared on Choye's face was painted by herself, and the wig was also worn by herself, but of course she was unconscious.)





Victim 6 Hirukawa Masami

Hirugawa Masami, a police station patrol officer, was a colleague of Inokari Keiichi. Because of the urgent need for money to build a new house, he cooperated with the underworld organization and provided police internal information many times. After Chono Harumi was attacked, the brothel owner, Handa, was afraid that she would leak the news. The full daughter-in-law) asked Zhichuan to provide information. After learning that there was no danger for the time being, he believed that the increasingly advanced Zhichuan was useless, so he instructed his comrades to extort Zhichuan. At this time, Zhichuan needed both money to continue building houses and money. He came to fill the hole of Handa's gang, so he had no choice but to steal and rob to collect money. During the period, he used the spirit of "Men's Way" to comfort himself, so as to relieve his conscience. The more, one day, under the influence of drugs (note: the stimulant given by Handa), Hirukawa carried out the first robbery (in the past, at most, it was a white break-in), the amount of the robbery was the largest, and his sense of guilt also increased. When he reached the full point, he reached the limit. On the way home, Zhichuan thought that he was getting deeper and deeper and could not stop, and shouted "Who will stop me?" The mental state has reached the condition of being able to imagine being attacked, but unfortunately, it was the baseball boy's imitator Takuma Fox who rushed out from behind. With the luck of super shit, he caught Hu Zhuocheng (Ushiyama Shangwu and Hikawa Masami are the only two people who were really attacked by the imitator Fox Zhuomai) and became the hero who caught the "baseball boy".




Victim 7 Mitsuko Hirukawa

Hirukawa Second Son, Hirukawa Masami's daughter. When Miaozi was young, his family was not wealthy, but he believed that he was surrounded by love and affection, poor and happy, especially the loving image of his father in Miaozi's heart. Since his father cooperated with the underworld, his family has become more and more The better it comes, the Miaozi family will finally move from the old house where they have lived for more than 10 years to the new one. Of course, Miaozi does not know the source of her father's funds. In her mind, her father is still the one who works diligently. The policeman is still the good father who loves himself and his family. After moving into the new house, on the day of his father's birthday, Miaozi went home early and put the prepared desktop on his father's computer to surprise him, but he found A fact that shocked me, my father actually installed a camera in his room to spy on his every move. Anger, remorse, and anger gathered in Miaozi's heart in an instant. After smashing everything in the room, Miaozi chose to run away from home. "What I thought of as a happy and beautiful life in the past was actually false. Even the people closest to me and the people I trusted most looked like this. I was kept in the dark like a fool." Miaozi, whose world view was completely subverted, didn't know how to survive. He wanted to forget all this but couldn't do it. He finally decided to avenge his father. All your happiness is gone!", but at the moment of jumping into the river, Miaozi mistakenly regarded the scavenger mother-in-law who fell into the river because of her slip as herself, and the fear of death came to her heart at this time, and she hesitated and collapsed in I don't know what to do, Final Fantasy was attacked to escape, and the reality is so ironic, the new house that my father built with black money collapsed in the typhoon, and Miaozi lost all memory afterwards. As Miaozi hoped, his father lost all his happiness.



Victim 8 Hu Zhuocheng

Hu Zhuocheng, a second-year student at Nan Middle School, was dissatisfied with the society and attempted to take revenge on the society, so he decided to imitate the baseball boy and attack passers-by. He attacked Ushiyama Shangwu and Hirukawa Masami successively, but was not caught by the latter. In the police station, Hu Zhuo's morbid behavior of being extremely addicted to the game "Jihadi" in front of the two people in Zhushou, regardless of reality and fantasy, is half of his own real situation and exaggerated, and half of it is in Zhushou 2 Acting in front of people, expressing his dissatisfaction with the real society, can also be considered a part of revenge society, (because the appearance of Hu Zhuocheng is consistent with the fantasy baseball boy, and in the chapter process of showing his inner world of "Holy Warrior" The sequence of the rescued human beings is also consistent with the cases that happened in reality. Some people think that Hu Zhuocheng is the real baseball boy. Here again, the baseball boy is the product of the victim's delusional escape because of his own escape. Zhuocheng is just a copycat. The appearance of the baseball boy was made up by the first victim, Lu Yuezi, and then spread through the media. It is a rumor in itself, and no one has seen it before. The sequence is consistent, so there is no need to drill into such a bull's horn. The point of the words is to review and summarize the previous cases and describe the inner world of Hu Zhuocheng in depth. Later, under the coercion of Zhushou, Hu Zhuo revealed the crime. The real reason, and emphasized that he was just a copycat, and only attacked the third victim Ushiyama Nao and the sixth victim Hirukawa Masami. In the end, due to his mental breakdown in the detention center, he fantasized about being killed by a baseball boy, but actually committed suicide.





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Although the following people are not the direct victims, they are closely related to the baseball youth incident






Ma Tingguanghong


After the baseball boy incident, one of the police officers in charge of the incident was a subordinate of Keiichi Inokari. If the transformation of the above 8 victims is a unit drama, then Ma Ting's transformation is a serial drama. When Ma Ting and Zhu Shou happened in the first incident, there were two conjectures. The first one was "there is no real prisoner, everything is Lu Yuezi imagined it in order to escape, so we must try to collect evidence that Lu Yuezi lied." The second is "there is a real prisoner, so we must try to search for evidence to catch the real prisoner", these two views They both agreed with each other at first. After the continuous attack, the two came into contact with more and more victims, until they found an important witness, the scavenger mother-in-law, and caught the imitator Hu Zhuocheng, but their opinions happened. Divergence, Zhushou believes that "the prisoner in the first incident was delusional by Lu Yuezi, and the subsequent attacks were imitated by the crime of fox Zhuocheng", while Ma Ting believed that "all the victims have something in common, and they each bear the burdens. Under tremendous pressure, real baseball teenagers have always sought out these people who are cornered, and the family is either alone or not, and he must be at large elsewhere." Obviously, Ma Ting almost caught the truth of the incident, but unfortunately, he didn't. Ma Ting was exhausted both physically and mentally due to the continuous contact with the victims to collect evidence to confirm his thoughts, and because of the successive attacks, the outside world's doubts about the police's ability brought great pressure to Ma Ting, and he was close to collapse On the edge of his life, he lived like a year, and finally something happened, which made him completely collapsed---Hu Zhuocheng committed suicide in prison, and he felt that Ma Ting, who was at the scene, had been holding "the baseball boy is someone else" , the idea that he has been on the loose", produced the illusion that Hu Zhuocheng was killed by a baseball boy. Afterwards, Ma Ting and Zhu Shou resigned because of the incident, Zhu Shou went to work at the construction site, while Ma Ting was admitted to the psychiatry department of Ci Ai Hospital (Note: Affiliated Hospital of Ci Ai University, the hospital that appeared in this work is only one, all The victims also lived in this hospital—.-) And the last two episodes of the work describe the struggle between Ma Ting’s heart and his own demons in a special way... Although in his eyes, he sees Here comes the Space Monster Baseball Boy...








Keiichi Inokari


One of the police officers in charge of the baseball youth incident, Ma Tingguanghong's boss. Pigshou believes that he is a policeman who has been abandoned by the times. He can't keep up with the pace of this era, and he can't understand the distortion of this era. The occurrence of the baseball boy incident made him feel so. It’s okay to be fired, but it’s time for a peaceful old age, right? But his family didn't allow him to do it. He had a childhood sweetheart wife, she had a frail wife, and she had a wife who would be waiting for him no matter how late she came home, although due to her health, she couldn't He gave birth to a child, and due to physical reasons, she could not live for long. In order to raise money for surgery, he had to go out to work, but he loved him, and she loved her, and it was because of this love that he gave Zhu Shou the most Invisible and the greatest spiritual burden. He was tired, and when he said "My time is over, as a child I dreamed of a policeman chasing down thieves with tarpaulin bags like you, but that vision is gone forever, my There is no peace of mind anymore." After these words, Zhushou officially disarmed and surrendered to reality, and he fled to his own world, the world that belonged to him, the era that belonged to him. However, escaping is useless. What should be faced must be faced after all. In the end, with the help of his wife, Zhukuri broke through the layer of escaping psychology and faced the reality bravely...







Mesa Jiang


Zhukari Keiichi His wife, when she was a child, was diagnosed by the doctor as not being able to live long because of her frailty and illness, but Zhu Shou chose to marry her without disdain. Because of her physical reasons, Mei Sajiang could not bear the burden of having a child. She felt very guilty about this, but Zhu Shou still chose to be brave. Faced, so in Mei Zuojiang's heart, her husband is a strong and noble person. Infected by her husband, Mei Sae is also the only person in this "Delusional Agent" who has overcome her own escapism, her inner demons, and a baseball boy by her own strength... She suffered from a serious illness and had to undergo surgery, but due to family circumstances, she was afraid that she would become a burden on her husband and did not want to continue to implicate him. For a moment, she thought of escape, and it was at this moment that she saw the cause. The baseball boy who was summoned by his escapist heart... that demon that everyone has.. suddenly stood in front of him... let's

see her confrontation with the baseball boy, or with him Battle of the Demons:

"It is said that you will attack people who want to escape from reality without distinction, so that will free them?"

"Do you want to say that it is to save them? Please sit! People are not like you think You are so fragile and superficial, please sit down there."



"We are two people facing you together, but .. we lost, we lost as a couple, husband's job lost, we have nothing left, ah Hahahahaha, ah, hahahaha, even if we have not given up, how can I have been indulging in failure, my husband has a new job now, and I am trying to work hard, yes, let's take it. A brand new step."


"You can't escape from reality, the idea that you can be saved by escaping is just an illusion, no matter how painful it is, you must face up to reality, and let's overcome it together. He resolutely told me that he is that kind of person and has a high character. A still strong person, you took advantage of the gap in my heart to appear here, in order to kill me, in order to realize your hypocritical rescue, but I am no longer confused, and I will never think about death or something. , yes, people are like that, no matter how painful it is, you can stand up and face the reality, you will not understand, you are not human, you will only hurt people in pain, and you want to let them get relief through that , Be clever, you can only do this, your existence itself is an illusion, yes, it is the same as the kind of Ma Lumei who uses stupid peace to confuse others, I want to do surgery."


Sharp The dialogue provides the most direct explanation for what a baseball boy is. It's a point of call... .

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