Aricia, my dear Aricia. are you OK?
How are you when I'm not by your side?
Alicia, in the four years I've been by your side, I have to say your name hundreds of times every day, I said, Alicia, look, it's dawn, good morning, I said, Alicia, there is a day today. A beautiful robin flew to your windowsill and cooed for a long time. Alicia, I gave you a new brand of body lotion, how do you feel? Do you like this taste? Alicia, your fingers are so beautiful, Alicia, do you like the shape of my nails? Aricia, say hello to the new nurse, this is...
I also said, Aricia, you are awake, I know you are awake, you are so nice, Aricia, you are so nice, you made me so I love you, you give me the opportunity to love you, you are so nice, you are my master, and I am willing to be your servant all my life.
Alicia, I love you. Do you love me - in the dark, in the light, in my heart, every second, I ask you so humbly.
I still remember the first time I saw you in the exercise room. It was like a sharp arrow was shot in the heart, and I couldn't breathe.
Arisia, what a wonderful being you are, smooth skin, bright lips, brilliant eyes, soft hair, you are so beautiful, I fell in love with you all at once. From then on, every day I stand in front of the window looking at your exercise room, staring at you when you are there, waiting for your appearance when you are not there. From then on, there is only one meaning left in my life, and that is you, my Alicia.
Some people say I'm gay, and my mom counters that I'm not. Arisia, I don't know what gay or straight is. I only know that I love you, I don't care about any man or woman, they are all other people, I only have you in my heart, only you.
Finally one day, I plucked up the courage to go downstairs and say the first word to you. Alicia, do you remember the first time you saw me? full of defenses. At that time, you thought I was a bad guy with bad intentions, and I was very nervous when I saw you so closely for the first time, but you looked so beautiful when you were alert.
Arisia, later you got sick, I know you just slept, and you slept for a long time. You are still so beautiful when you are asleep, you are still my beautiful Arisia, and I am still your servant Belluni. It's just that now I have more time with you, I take care of every detail of your life, and as one of the few male nurses, I don't feel ashamed at all, as long as I can be with you, even if I have to admit it What's the big deal about being gay? I am with my love, I am with Arisia, all I can feel is happiness, only happiness!
Aricia, from now on, I will call you my Aricia, you are my child, my master, my faith, and the whole of my life.
Alicia, I love you.
Love is my air, I can't breathe without loving you. I am not afraid of living alone in prison, but I am afraid of not being able to love you. Can't love you, I can't live.
I hear my life is withering, my skin is shrinking, I'm dying. Alicia, I'm going to die, without you, I'm like a fish on the shore, guarding the air of the whole world, but I can't breathe.
I cry at night. Ever since I met you, I have forgotten the alternation of day and night, the alternation of spring, summer, autumn and winter, but at this moment, I feel cold, my long-sleep senses seem to have recovered, I feel lonely, I feel hopeless, I feel My heart hurts, I'm so cold. Arisia, I'm dying, I feel like life is leaving my body bit by bit, because without you, my existence, Belluni's existence, has no meaning.
Dear Alicia, I have given my all for you! Wake up, use my life to continue to give you beauty.
You are forever
yours alone:
Belloni
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