you're the one.
You're the only one.
And you are amazing.
-- Love picks neon clothes.
Gia burst into tears when she said this to Linda.
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you are my only.
I have regarded you as a treasure.
I have also abandoned you like a shoe.
Seeing you crying in the corner but holding the needle of the drug and leaving ruthlessly.
I am sorry.
I love you, really love you.
Love your blonde hair, eyes, smile, lips, fingers, knees...
But I couldn't escape the grip of drugs either.
Between you and it, I choose it.
later.
I worked hard to quit and you accepted my apology.
Happiness seemed to be within reach, but I was told I had AIDS.
......
I put on my makeup carefully, using heavy makeup to cover up the tiredness and dust all over my body. There's a knock on your door.
Watching you helplessly and cutely preparing tea.
Hear your laughter, hear your vibrato.
Look at the fireworks in your eyes.
Watching you tell me with a smile that you plan to go to the beach to buy a house, watching you say with anticipation let's start over.
How happy I am, and how sad and helpless.
I tried my best to keep the tears in my eyes. Smile and nod.
When the door closed, I burst into tears.
I am always 1 cm away from happiness.
It's a foregone conclusion, there's no going back.
I am sorry.
blonde girl.
My blonde boy.
I am sorry.
The only one in my heart.
Miracle in my heart.
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Almost forgot I wrote this myself, digging it out when looking for notes.
I don't remember the exact year, but it was probably written in 2017.
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