I remember last year that I always liked to record some errands in less than half an hour on the light rail to my destination. My thoughts were pushed to a farther time. At that time, I was in the library on the desk under the night light, always recording. - Since last year, I seriously felt that I was falling into the vulgar, and now I have even gotten used to the so-called vulgar state. These changes have happened unknowingly. All thoughts are often just a momentary inner monologue. After flashing, there will not be any evidence to prove that it has appeared in my mind. This may be the reason why I was so obsessed with recording before. I want to leave evidence that I'm thinking I'm alive. - Sometimes I don't like to be with human beings so much, and sometimes I like to communicate with human beings so much. Connecting with human beings is the source of pain and happiness. After seeing Xue Ying's official account, I felt ashamed for the spiritual nobility that I thought in my heart. In the past, just from her words and actions, I always thought that she was also an ordinary member of all living beings, the kind of human being that I would not be interested in loving. "Language and behavior are often inconsistent". I think whether it is obtained from the media, heard from other people's mouths, or heard from TA's own language, and TA's real practices, real feelings, and words written by TA will be different. - This process of entering a person's spiritual world and perceiving TA's feelings will make me find it interesting.
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