In the process of watching it, I thought of my own experience several times, and I felt uncomfortable.
Too lazy to think about the title, record the experience of watching the movie.
Gia has a naturally beautiful face and outstanding talent, but her personality was often on the verge of losing control as a result of growing up in a chaotic family of origin as a child. She is an outgoing girl who likes beautiful things. Always take the initiative in social relationships, be willing to shock others, and learn how to make an impression and what to make an impression faster than the average person.
Appreciated by photographers and fashion brokers, she has skyrocketed in the fashion world. At the same time, she meets her love, the elegant and wise Linda. Compared with gia, linda is more restrained and more rational. And she is emotionally stable, has a sound personality, and knows how to love and be loved. Gia also told her mother that she now has a place in the fashion circle, and her mother was pleasantly surprised. At this time gia is the darling of fashion. She was unwilling and would not allow herself to give up her job.
There is something about gia: a hypomanic-like energy, self-confidence and boldness, creativity and insight. On the other hand, with regard to her own heart, she can realize that she sometimes feels lost because of what is missing in her heart, and she will also take measures - such as seduce people around her, to try to fill it with love or sex, etc. full of that void.
But she can't, and her job doesn't allow her to be as visionary and patient as a practitioner to slowly turn things around—I mean slowly change her personality. This is impossible for her to do. So she can only continue to sway her talent, talent and willful behavior, shining like a shooting star until she burns up everything, health, connections, beauty... And she is not alone in this situation. Her colleagues taught her "the secret to getting rid of troubles" - drugs. The entertainment industry is the place in the world where people face overdrafting their sexuality and exposure to drugs. There is no doubt that people like gia who are empty inside and facing huge work pressure are more likely to become prey of drug addiction.
The pressures of sexual orientation start to make Gia worry about gains and losses. The ramifications of the disorganized part of her personality were getting worse.
She had already tasted the sweetness of medicine. She realized that if she wanted to keep producing a lot of high-quality results, if she didn't want to be overwhelmed by the negative emotions of attachment anxiety, she had to take drugs.
The jealousy and exclusion of colleagues, huge work pressure, the death of trusted people, and blows to gia followed one after another. She had to rely on drugs to get herself into work, and at the same time she was using work to try to escape the negative emotions of the blow. The people she came into contact with could not bring her positive inspiration and help: the agent regarded her as a cash cow and encouraged her to work hard. Her dependent mother and Linda often clashed with her because they couldn't stand her morbid demands for companionship.
Her strengths and weaknesses are clear: On the one hand, she's a natural fit for the camera because of her passion for being noticed by others. On the other hand, she lacks object constancy, so she is very prone to hysteria because she feels "I'm going to be abandoned" (an illusion created by a mood disorder). Her morbid need for companionship and attention and her perpetual precipice are manifestations of a problematic personality and attachment relationship.
Gia used her usual insight to speak directly to the point of the fashion business.
But she is no longer a model elf with a bright future, but an addict who stands on the edge of a cliff and may have nothing if she is not careful.
The agent decided to give her a chance.
She continued to do drugs in order to stay polished in front of the camera.
Look how sincere she is lying. Linda felt unbearable for this scene. What she saw was not a sincere and beautiful growth mentality that Gia hypnotized herself (in fact, she had almost lost her judgment) and the public's expectation, but an outright lie and depravity.
The way Gia smashed open the window was the same as when she hadn't taken drugs at first, full of charm. If she is clean, Linda will continue to love her and accompany her, but after all, although the skin is still the same, the brain is no longer the original brain.
linda is a wise man. She is reminding Gia that this is a point of no return:
gia can't face it anymore. That's the scary thing about drugs, it destroys all your will and all your future possibilities - except giving everything to satisfy the addiction and eventually die of an overdose.
Gia kissed her, like all the lingering moments when they met and fell in love, like they lived a good life in the future that should have existed but did not exist:
As it turns out, gia is beyond redemption.
Here, gia represents drugs and its host, while linda represents conscience and a clean life free from drugs.
Linda cried, she knew, they lost to Gia's drug addiction.
Gia stumbles frequently on the flyover. Facts have proved that when the body is broken, the brain is sick, and there is no light in life. ——If the skin does not exist, how can the hair be attached?
She began to fall into the abyss. After experiencing drug rehabilitation, being diagnosed with AIDS, and re-examining the value and meaning of life, the pain changed her. How sad it makes me, because how painful it must be!
Can only pray: karma is unhappy, all tears are condensed and condensed from the illusion created by fear and unacceptability, and are used to expel from the body so that the interior can be emptied and filled with new vitality. I'm still praying that God has shown them the joys and sorrows that they would have before they were conceived, and these souls reincarnated happily because they really thought life was worth it.
I have to say that there are really many heavy parts in the second half, such as the accusation of fashion on the outside and inside, such as the plot of Gia trying to commit suicide with drugs (drug addiction is so powerful) but being attacked by thugs. For example, how she forced herself to face her relatives, was sick, and watched her body decline day by day.
I have to say, she ended up laughing. Because, "It's all worth it."
PS"
Her neurological state was familiar to me. Like almost all maverick, meteor-like geniuses - Jobs, Van Gogh, Monroe, Elvis, poet Rimbaud, Ginsburg, Dazai, etc., they are what psychology and cognitive science say The kind of "genius that is different from ordinary people", they are often very insightful, they can see the deep or unique side of things, but there are often problems with intimacy. In order to maintain their vitality and creativity, they are all prone to dependence on tobacco, alcohol and drugs. They are more neurotic than ordinary people, their likes and dislikes are more distinct, and they can perceive the feelings of people more quickly, but they are often more likely to fall into emotional obstacles.
Moreover, they are often very personal, and they are either called "beasts" by people who don't understand or become icons. I also don't like to follow the crowd.
What term should be used to express this kind of personality and neurological quality, I can't remember because of my lack of knowledge. However, if such a person is well educated and maintains a good attitude in interpersonal relationships, he has the opportunity to become not only a good conceptual expert but also an innovation leader. "
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