Emotional

Lila 2022-10-06 13:04:53

What is affection? I thought of it by chance when it rained yesterday, and wrote the two words I squeezed together on a certain site. At the end of a male star's comment, it came to an end. It may have been seen before, that it represents a state in the end. It's hard to say everything, I want to spread out my emotions but it's not complete. At this time, one kind of saturation and another kind of unfinishedness seem to be the best places for this word to come into play.

Yesterday's rain, from near noon in the daytime to hearing thunderstorms, to after five o'clock in the evening, when it got dark quickly, during the period, there was a little bit of summer rain, big or small. This is a distinctly different sound of rain from winter and spring. Looking up at the sky, Wu Qingyun rumbled and disappeared, and Zhanyan was not the cloud foot just now. The trees and grass below are velvety and velvety. After the leaf ends are covered with heavy rain, they are sticky and do not fall. The humidity rises completely from this moment. It is invisible, but there is always. Teng Teng has blended, solitary, secondary rendering, deep immersion, green leaves and gray sky are getting darker and darker, there are some sadness that will not be seen in spring, and can never be remembered when touching the scene. Or it comes from the past, or it is just in front of you, it is happening now, it may be the same personnel thing that you saw yesterday or the day before yesterday, but adding sentimentality is unexpected and unexpected.

The first person who came to him yesterday was still Li Yisheng. In his yesterday's video, he came to the end unhurriedly, withdrawing from his hot and sour noodle shop and sitting on a stone platform under a green tree in its prime. This sentence may be wrong, but it should capture what it should be. Some points. Alone, squatting, like shielding the densest crowd in the house, this kind of scene often happens to him, sitting in front of the simple bar today, he still can't see the sparseness of other people's May Day, calm and leisurely. Swipe powder. He brought a shortbread from the outside shop, and it was not too crispy to hear. The sesame noodles of the outer gold and inner jade were all gone, and the white sesame seeds that jumped far away fell. He suddenly covered it with his hands, thinking that he wanted to eat it. He put the grains into the white paper bag they were packed with, saying that they couldn't be seen, and smiled all over his face. Does he do this in private? Then he cuddled under the tree, and Jing felt bored that there must be an end to it, and it was not difficult for him to tie it well. He began to recall, saying that once he read the comments, someone pointed out his hair with concern. I recognized it after I was discharged from the hospital and found that it was thinner than the head. He also saw concern, I am not that he did not understand the word concern. He said it word by word, from what this friend said, I could see that he cared about me... I started to explain and explain it one after another. After this, it was clearly stated that in him, I was really grateful to the ancestors, and beyond him, extended Unfolding what he never said, after an opportunity, it is all lonely. He spoke slowly and desolately, while stroking the top of his combed bangs, his fingers crossed, his black hair covering his white hands, he heard... I didn't pay much attention to it before, and my hair has never been said to fall in pieces. Later, I also found that I felt less when I touched it, so I thought about it, I thought, it was fine in the hospital, I thought about it for half a year, and I don’t know why......

This half-year coincides with his memory, which means that he has been in the hospital for free, and he has hair before and after. He has been thinking about his own thick black hair that I see every day for half a year. I found the heavy lover again. A year ago, he died for a dog that he had been with for a while. He walked outside his field and buried it, and the stubby passed the shovel that would lift the soil and cover without saying a word. Holding his chin and nibbling, he was dejected and stared at the dog's corpse without moving for a long time. He is paying extra attention to himself now, and at night he has refined that this is still narcissism. He had to go inward, maybe he was focusing on himself, and that wasn't a big mistake. Lonely, under that big tree, there are other people besides him, one person is hidden in the shadows, chattering.

The second is the cousin of the fat girl. He seems to be single. After Friday, he came. He sat next to Fat Girl again, his arms against his shoulders. In the middle of the way, he said that fat girl, you look like you are sweating. His discovery had been isolated by Fat Girl for a period of time because of it, and he never changed. His eyes trembled, he begged, he held chopsticks in his hands, and the chopsticks held the remaining flesh, all gathered together, his body was tense, and his mind was concentrated. Then this vision, the fat girl's brows are lightly wrinkled, the fat girl's brow muscles have multiple slits today, the fat girl is tanned, the fat girl is blushing and she doesn't sweat, the fat girl works diligently, the fat girl is good Ocean is happy. He thought his eyes came back early, but in fact it fell like kelp by the red collar of the fat girl.

Last time, he was in front of the green wild bamboo forest, behind a small table, and said fat girl, you look thin. The fat girl is very different, her head is cooking rice in a bowl. He was also embarrassed, but also comforted, and returned to the bowl. The fat girl had heard it before and laughed too, but not this time. The cousin buried in the table looked taller and clumsier, and his articulation returned to a teenager. He thinks it is a greeting, but what he has experienced and what he has not experienced, suspicious, ridiculed, good people become decayed for no reason, innocent people become confused and useless and become useless, they are all released from prison in an instant. Hateful, hateful, turn it over when you see it, avoid it, run around, you fall in love with me, I fall in love with you, there is no black and white, if you can't find the white one, it will become black, dark hell, and everyone will lose it.

When it was darkest outside the window that day, Brother Ran played. Then it rained again, and I thought about the loneliness battle that was staged throughout the day. It was a holiday, everyone was happy, there were north and south, in Sichuan, in Beijing, and in Anhui, there was a beautiful woman, all of them were very lonely. He sat in the back seat again, picking the sharpest angle, and some people said that he had no friends like a person. At first he walked on the street and said his opening remarks, and my eyes fell on his white neck again, and the smooth skin was slapped up and down, wrapped around his Adam's apple, and a lot of nonsense came out from there. Saying that I found some work in the past two days, saying that today is a holiday, saying that I came out again. Ah ah, every section has a break. From the last few times this time, the momentum of this kind of ah has been low, a kind of exhaustion and weariness seeped forward from behind the invisible others, brought it to the edge of the tall tree, pedestrians on the road, the voice looked back, returned to him, surrounded this ah , especially powerless, say goodbye to Xiaoqing Xiaoji. He hugged his knees, curled up high, under the dim light, with thin legs and necks. He said that the 1.9-meter brother would not recommend going here in the future. He caught a live octopus, looking up and down in all directions, with a strange appearance, ambiguous yellow lights, and the worm-like fish like a crime, making people think of Ukiyo-e, thinking that it might be called Hokusai or Nozhai Japanese, specializing in palace paintings, dancing in his mouth . From the beginning to the end, he said happily, he was chattering, saying goodbye, relying on food, whether it was tight, people were tall and big, folding, peeping, helmets and helmets at the fighting table.

Then go out.

Then he was 1.9 meters, then he was so white, then his face was stern, and then he had long legs.

Then he was 1.9 meters tall, then he had a friendly face, and then he spoke softly, and then he took care of people, accommodated them, and waited for them.

Then he was fair-skinned, then he was funny, then he was a scholar, shy and kind, and then he cooked for the second old man every day, rain or shine, and then he talked to the dog after dinner, scratched for the cat, and then looked at Meisheng and sighed.

Then this is a common thing that happened to three people in one day on May 1st.

And then this is the most unforgettable thing they've ever seen.

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Mistress America quotes

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    Tracy: [narrating] Meadow had made rich fat women less fat, and rich stupid kids less stupid, and lame rich men less lame. And she wanted so badly to be on the other side... to be fat and stupid and lame and rich. But what she couldn't see most of all, more than she couldn't see that she was never going to get the restaurant, was that those people were *nothing* compared to her. They were matches to her bonfire. She was the last cowboy, all romance and failure. The world was changing, and her kind didn't have anywhere to go. Being a beacon of hope for lesser people... is a lonely business.

  • Tracy: It was clear that the thing that Meadow wanted most in the world, the thing that she wanted to define her, to give her a place to put her time and talents, her everything, the restaurant, it was clear that it will never happen. The most surprising thing was that Meadow was actually surprised by it. She could see the world with painful accuracy, but she couldn't see herself or her fate. And because I was in love with her I decided I couldn't see it either.