Finally, I have something to tell you. I can't write names (laughs) You, it's you. You said not to be named. Yo, how are you? (laughs) Recently, I want to say more (summer of second grade). But get down to business first. This "Common Disease Library" is at your disposal. I will tell my family that. If you come to get it, I will give it to you. Arbitrary disposal means that it doesn't matter what you do with the notebook you get. It can be torn off, it can be hidden, it can be given to others. In other words, although I have written messages to many people, it is up to you to show them or not. Now while you're reading, this Comorbidity Library is yours. If you don't want it, throw it away (angry). You have given me all kinds of things, and this is my humble gift in return. The watermelon last time was delicious (laughs). (Somehow, it became the current narrative. Just rewrite it.) Well, I wrote down what I wanted to say now. I think this is my true heart. If my heart changes, I will rewrite it; if I find it annoying, I will not write it (laughs). Let Kyoko kill you then (laughs) It's only been four months since I met you in the hospital. It's incredible, I feel like I've been with you for a long, long time. It must be because I have learned so much from you and lived a very fulfilling life. I also wrote in my diary, in fact, I have noticed you for a long time. Do you know why? It's something you always say. Because I feel the same way. You are the complete opposite of me. I think so. Although I think so, although I care about you very much, I have no chance to make friends with you. And then we bumped into each other, didn't we? I guess we'd just have to be friends--! We ended up being good friends, which is great. Haven't been getting along a bit too well lately, I-, I seem to have heard someone say that (laughs). That, Lover's Game? It's a random name I took, but it really makes my heart beat. Right now it's just a hug. If this goes on, will we kiss like a joke? I'm so nervous (laughs) Well, that's not bad. Do you think this is a shock statement? But that's fine, even if you can't be a lover. I'm a little annoyed, but when you don't know when you see this, I'm already dead (laughs), so I'll just confess. Frankly, there are times, really a few times, that I feel like I'm in love with you. For example, when you told me about your first love, my chest clenched, it was the same when I was drinking in a restaurant, and it was the same when I hugged you for the first time. but, I have no intention of becoming a lover with you, and I will be the same after that. I thought so, maybe (laughs). Maybe we can become lovers, but there's no time to be sure, right? Also, I don't want to define our relationship in such banal terms. Like love, friendship, etc., we are not like that. What if you fell in love with me? I'm kind of wondering. But I don't want to and don't know how to ask. Ah, that was the question I wanted to ask the last time I proposed Truth or Dare at the hospital. I'll let you know then, since I don't know the answer, it's not against the rules. What I want to ask is "Why didn't you call me by my name?" I remember it very clearly. When I fell asleep on the Shinkansen, you used a rubber band to wake me up and wake me up. Ah, but you didn't call me by my name. After that, I've been mindful. You really never called me by my name, always "you". you you you. I was hesitant to ask you. You probably don't call me by my name because you hate me, I think so and I don't think it's irrelevant, I don't actually have much confidence. Unlike you, I cannot maintain myself without relying on those around me. So I have to play Truth or Dare to ask you questions but lately I've started to think that's not the case. The following is my own imagination, please forgive me if I am wrong. Are you afraid of who I will be in your heart? You like to imagine what people around you think of you when you say your name is called. You'd imagine, but it doesn't matter at all whether it's right or not. The following is my explanation in my own favorable direction - I don't think you are completely indifferent to me! So I am the same as you, I dare not imagine. You are afraid to call my name and give meaning to it. You know that you will lose me one day, so you dare not consider me a "friend" or "lover". Isn't that so? If I'm right, I will offer a cup of plum bar at my grave (laughs). Don't be afraid. No matter what happens, people can live in harmony with each other, just like you and me. I wrote for a long time that you were afraid, which seemed to accuse you of being cowardly, but it was not. I think you are a great person. The complete opposite of me, a great guy. By the way, let me answer your previous question. Super kill must die! What do I think of you? Don't particularly want to know? (laughs) Then skip it and don't watch it. And me. Actually looking forward to you. I've been thinking about something since a while ago. If I were like you, I wouldn't bother others, I wouldn't let you and my family grieve with me, I could have my own charm, and live my life only for myself. Of course, my life is very happy now, but I look forward to you who can live alone even if there is no one around. In my life, the premise is that there are always people around. That's when I found out. My charisma doesn't exist if no one is around. I don't think that's a bad thing, because that's how everyone is, isn't it? Everyone is shaped by their relationship with others. Our classmates don't know who they are if they're not with friends or lovers. Comparing with someone, with yourself, this is the first time you find yourself. That is, "the meaning of life for me". But you, only you, have always been only yourself. You create your own charisma not by relationships with others, but by introspection. I also want to have my own charm. So after you left that day, I cried. That's the day you really worried about me. The day you said you wish I was alive. You, who don't need friends or lovers, made a choice. No one else was chosen, but me. For the first time, I knew that someone needed me as a person. For the first time, I felt that I was an independent existence. Thank you. For the past seventeen years, I may have been waiting for you to need me. Just like cherry blossoms waiting for spring. It is because of knowing this that I, who have never read books, decided to write "Common Disease Library" as a record. I met you because of my choice. Really! It's amazing how you can make other people so happy. If only everyone understood your charm. Because I have long discovered your charm. Before I die, I want to follow your example. I found out after writing it down. Such mundane rhetoric does not work. It's a pity to express my relationship with you in such an ordinary sentence. I still--want to eat your pancreas. (Your part is the longest, Kyoko seems to be angry, so I have to revise it) First draft" ...... Isn't it? Everyone shapes themselves by their relationships with others. Our classmates don't know who they are if they're not with friends or lovers. Comparing with someone, with yourself, this is the first time you find yourself. That is, "the meaning of life for me". But you, only you, have always been only yourself. You create your own charisma not by relationships with others, but by introspection. I also want to have my own charm. So after you left that day, I cried. That's the day you really worried about me. The day you said you wish I was alive. You, who don't need friends or lovers, made a choice. No one else was chosen, but me. For the first time, I knew that someone needed me as a person. For the first time, I felt that I was an independent existence. Thank you. For the past seventeen years, I may have been waiting for you to need me. Just like cherry blossoms waiting for spring. It is because of knowing this that I, who have never read books, decided to write "Common Disease Library" as a record. I met you because of my choice. Really! It's amazing how you can make other people so happy. If only everyone understood your charm. Because I have long discovered your charm. Before I die, I want to follow your example. I found out after writing it down. Such mundane rhetoric does not work. It's a pity to express my relationship with you in such an ordinary sentence. I still--want to eat your pancreas. (Your part is the longest, Kyoko seems to be angry, so I have to revise it) First draft" ...... Isn't it? Everyone shapes themselves by their relationships with others. Our classmates don't know who they are if they're not with friends or lovers. Comparing with someone, with yourself, this is the first time you find yourself. That is, "the meaning of life for me". But you, only you, have always been only yourself. You create your own charisma not by relationships with others, but by introspection. I also want to have my own charm. So after you left that day, I cried. That's the day you really worried about me. The day you said you wish I was alive. You, who don't need friends or lovers, made a choice. No one else was chosen, but me. For the first time, I knew that someone needed me as a person. For the first time, I felt that I was an independent existence. Thank you. For the past seventeen years, I may have been waiting for you to need me. Just like cherry blossoms waiting for spring. It is because of knowing this that I, who have never read books, decided to write "Common Disease Library" as a record. I met you because of my choice. Really! It's amazing how you can make other people so happy. If only everyone understood your charm. Because I have long discovered your charm. Before I die, I want to follow your example. I found out after writing it down. Such mundane rhetoric does not work. It's a pity to express my relationship with you in such an ordinary sentence. I still--want to eat your pancreas. (Your part is the longest, Kyoko seems to be angry, so I have to revise it) First draft" ......
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