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It was near spring again, and the wind was a new southerly wind. Lin Qi had also noticed the new wind that blew in January and February. The strong wind in the sky leaned to the side from a distance, and whistled past through the body. It was like many horses running smoothly, their hooves not touching the ground, and they were vaguely tossing towards the sky. Occasionally the gust of wind stops, or when the next gust of wind does not catch up, the wild trees on the street are stirred by the new spring breeze, and the tender fragrance of budding buds is followed by wrapped ginseng, sometimes like cypress, and also has the smell of locust flower. Direct precipitation of wax plum gas. Many people pay special attention, stick to the glass, move to this side tremblingly, put on fresh breath, the fragrance of flowers in their lungs is overflowing, and feel that the day is finally a good one; or like Lin Qi, smell it , that's the end, don't go through the lungs, walk around the heart, try not to look at the window, in fact, always look at the window, I clearly think of one April, when the Miaoyuan is full of flowers, Lin Qi and someone are in a huge vertical tree. Si Haitang didn't say anything, and sat on a bench, slanting towards a man on the same wooden chair, always pondering and watching.

This 301 bus drove from 100 miles away to Zhangqiu, and has traveled 95 miles here. When you look in from the outside of the carriage, you can recognize that it is an original car without advertisements on the car body. The car is 12 meters long, and there is a section of continuous cloth sewn in the middle. From the outside, it looks like a gray canvas that is not very strong. Quickly, this piece of cloth is rattling, tugging and pulling like an accordion, and sometimes it feels like a beautiful sound is being played. It’s just that the road conditions are cluttered and crushed by the noise. If you watch it for a long time, I’m afraid it will suddenly break. , its tough feet will make you laugh quietly, which is cloth, it is a mixture of metal and some kind of flexible material, someone is tired and tired at a certain time, the left hand presses the cloth ridge, a smooth silver-gray tube, The cloth also continued to stretch far and near, and the hand on top floated up and down. The car is green grass, and most of them have large windows. It is now at 18:00 in winter. Huangqishan No. 1 station has passed, and it is not less than four stops away from the east end. It's disgusting, the man between the lovers ends up with the woman's elbow bent, standing and saying that the only disadvantage is that the people with long hands have already got off the bus, and then you look again, and the people behind every window are sitting. The glass is large and clean, two people occupy one piece, not the double seat at the back. The bright glass comes to the center and draws a thick line of ink, which is covering the eyes of the people sitting below. look up. The time not to look up is always longer than the time to look up, so this rare time, fortunately, is in the twilight of the bright lights. Two-thirds of the way under the window, the eyes divide the tree, divide the lamp license plate, divide the students who are scattered from the suburban university, divide the gray sky, and raise their heads before dividing the afterglow.

After 18 o'clock, the tall and thin white pole lights were lit from the first five stations. The milk-yellow energy-saving lamps, three in a row, three in a row, and eighteen dazzling light beads were cast 50 meters from the ground. Going to the top of the interchange, starting from the highest light, flashing one by one, the warm dragon spreads far away. In the five seats behind the driver, there was a lady with a khaki line hat on her head and an ochre-colored short jacket, thin and clean. Before she came, she turned her head all the way, and all she passed in front of her were dusty trees, oil tankers, and it was like an arms race. When she turned her head over, there was still traffic around her, the red light came over, the yellow light was still, and she stumbled and stumbled. Lin Qi's face was blushing, and one car after another brushed away in his pupils. A red star suddenly burned his eyes, and the creamy yellow light was greasy and crooked in the corner of his eyes. Lin Qi turned his head to the side again, the red light and the yellow light turned into a shooting star. This was a new car, not a car a hundred blocks ahead, heading west, and you were approaching. The two relatives of Lin Qi's deceased are still there, and I don't know if they have seen these cars. The cars are gray, black, white, camel, or dark blue. Where have these cars been before? Cold, bleak, her hatred, her wish, looking at Lin Qi from the window, this car all drove from her former residence and surrounded Lin Qi who was currently seated. Is there a car from the past? Which car is and which car will be there in the future? On the narrow street named by Jingwei Road, blue, white, silver, and fruit black, drive past and go around the forest Qi in the window.

In Lin Qi after 18:00, the windows are flowing.

After 18 o'clock in the winter, when the weather was cold, Lin Qi's blushing area began to spread behind the window, gradually eating into the brim and ribs of his hat until the white background. The occupants outside the car window sat stably during the waiting time. A lady, middle-aged, rolled up her high-fleece sleeves in the cold winter and rolled them up to the elbows, with her thick lotus arms in the direction, facing forward. The direction was determined to be deadly; a man, 20 years old, put his long and thin hand against the head of the taxi window, his eyes were distant, and he gave his eyes to the slowly sliding hand. He threw Qimei's hair forward, the car just started to start, the tires seemed to be moving backwards, he hid in the shadow of the black hair, lost his eyes at Lin Qi, and the car disappeared in an instant. Is he too late? Looking out of the window, Lin Qi's eyes were a little sad. The boy used to cry before she made a bright hand movement in her pupils. It was also this hand, with the back of the hand against the bottom of the four fingers, there were tears that were difficult to dry in winter. Then he hangs in the cold wind, puts his hand down, closes the seam of his trousers, and waits for a green taxi somewhere in front of Huangqishan No. 1 Station. Later, he used this hand to stop the car that had been waiting for half an hour, got into the car, reported the place name, and stuck his hand to the glass from there. late.

In front of Lin Qi's eyes, he entered a high-rise skyscraper, and the front of the building suddenly began to outline the seabed, emerald green, light yellow, leek, tropical fish that spray bubbles, swimming aquatic plants, and quiet water ducks. The leek-colored fish dived low, their eyes were on the emerald feather grass, the grass roots were wet, a blanket of pale blue daisies bloomed, the leek disappeared, and four clusters of bubbles rose, approaching the roof. Outside Lin Qi's large transparent window, chrysanthemums turned into a string of ducklings, covering Lin Qi's smiling mouth, a smooth dark blue dolphin buried Lin Qi's face, and its tail twisted out of Lin Qi's left ear. Lin Qi's eyes lit up, and as soon as his pupils fell, the leek entered Lin Qi's nose leisurely, making Lin Qi very happy. On Lin Qi's yellow-lined cap, there is a frozen cloud that lives far away, and the purple is still shallow, like a crown for Lin Qi. Mian's tassels drifted, and Lin Qibai had a child on her face, very similar to her, but with a man. The big man bowed his head at the tip of Lin Qi's nose, stroked the child's head, and touched Lin Qi's nose. As soon as he took care of the younger son, Lin Qi's face was full of rainbows, crimson, green wax, sapphire blue, moon gray, chives, Camel light, purple slightly, bleached green, peach grazing, bamboo matte, apricot pear white.

The lamps are plump, Lin Qi in the sky looks like someone who has been in the sky, his face is easy-going, he has no forehead lines at the age of 38, he has ingots hanging around his mouth, and the rosy glow is reddish. There are endless sons, endless fish, endless dolphins, endless grass moving under the water.

Lin Qi painted smoke on his face, the disappearance of the leek is a blue smoke, the goose and duck are gone, the smoke is close to the gunpowder, the dolphin stab is the smoke you want to go after leaving the coast, the water and grass are endless, your mother wakes up after a long break. The smoke from your cup of hot water. After the big man left, Lin Qi saw that the smoke had many colors, and they were all mixed up. The person sitting in the row in front of Lin Qi, Yu Guangnei felt that the person behind was not a little worried. If he was a child, he would not look back at all to know that this is a waste person who does not have much style, and his taste always remains in his childhood. The person in the separate seat opposite Lin Qi, the man looked at the tall building here from the right, the woman glanced at her head occasionally, and laughed in her heart at her knowledge of the seated person, before the light of Lin Qi's hat wool turned green, she pulled it back and shook it. s head. Lin Qi accidentally stopped at this colorful and familiar land because of the red light. Suddenly, there was a lot of traffic and busy people, and he pressed a high chair. Lin Qi sat quietly alone, letting others blame him. No one was angry.

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Lin Qi chose to visit her mother in half a month, but it was actually the idea of ​​the family behind her. She had thought so, her mother's deadline was as far as the end of April, so it would not be too late for her to arrive at the flowery moon when the flowers were in full bloom. Huayue is a word that Lin Qi accidentally skipped, and she didn't say it when she was thinking about it, but when she said that, she thought about April 26, the only time she and her mother saw Huayue. For some reason, Lin Qi suddenly became happy that year, and did something that surprised him in his mother's eyes, ignoring the Heat to see flowers once in April. Flowers bloom and fade, every year, every year without the footsteps of Lin Qi and her mother, Lin Qi suddenly wanted to spend this year, and wanted to be like others, walking under the flowers, watching under the flowers, walking with her mother under the flowers, under the flowers , and look at the mother. In the middle of the Miaoyuan, the parking lot went up to the people's stall. Lin Qi saw a piece of black and blue plastic cloth on the third floor of an old building. She exclaimed and asked her mother to come over and handle the funeral business. Respect and call.… The mother let out a deep roar and vomited back into her lungs. Lin Qi didn't say a word. The two of them looked at the car and drove off. Lin Qi looked at the trees all the way, and he was also riding in a long green car. The position where he could see the trees was only a narrow strip above the glass, and most of them just glanced at them. The tree that gave Lin Qi the deepest memory was only the tung tree. She was in the deep green pool, and she was left with one of the two seats. The fragrance of the trees was poured into her nose. This momentary illusion only made Lin Qi stop at Linshan Station for a while. At this moment, a few large leaves on the palms rubbed against the edge of the glass on the slant and passed.

One year later, she didn't think much about Huayue. From this year to the end of the second year, Lin Qi's mother passed away. One day, she went to the kitchen balcony connected to the living room to take out the garbage. When she got up, she saw that there was no moon on the Midsummer West Mountain, and the pine formations covering the mountain were dimly lit with willows and willows. , she thought of that flower moon.

She went to reminisce, to make herself think seriously, which was different from her previous character, and the thought of letting her run up to the tree white begonia, because she knew that the mother behind her was very happy, or she didn't remember the mother behind her at all. After thinking about this day again, Lin Qi always asked why his mother was not too happy that day. Before she and her met this begonia, they passed by the broken purple flowers on the ground, scattered white camellias, and golden chrysanthemums on the ground. The memory of her mother not expressing anything made Lin Qi wonder a few years later, and her mother did not see these flowers. Lin Qi's personality is not exactly like her mother, her mother is very cautious, but in her mother, Lin Qi thinks it is noble, because her mother is dignified in appearance and stature. But she didn't think that the reason why her mother didn't return to a teenager like her that day was because she was afraid of losing her face. The nobleness of her mother was not reserved, but easy-going. This kind of blandness made people feel extravagant. , she can suddenly become a child like before, throwing away the old things that make her always think and feel unhappy.

Lin Qi stood on the side of Begonia, no matter which direction it was from, the tree was round. There were two girls in a pile, crowded next to each other, just in front of Lin Qi, pointing fingers; Lin Qi looked at flowers and people, and the rest were girls. Some boys came over. They stood behind Lin Qi, who was at the end of the line, and held up the cameras. In addition to hearing the shutter sound, Lin Qi also became their people. Lin Qi gradually felt harmonious and beckoned to his mother frequently, but she did not intend to approach. Why didn't she come over... After thinking about it over and over again, Lin Qi finally determined that her mother was the only one who didn't come over. She was opposite Tangzi, and Lin Qi, who was smiling with a silly face, looked at Haitang. In Lin Qi's memory, there is a wax plum, with a cold temperament, the begonia is scattered, the calyx to the branch has a short stem that is easy to break, and there are ten wax plums on the top of the bud, which are stacked like Wei, and the spring breeze is swaying, trembling dangerously, a demon. Charming, charming and shy, this is a begonia in a branch. Tang flowers are numerous, a tree is light from a hundred to a thousand, the wind blows and the wind blows, the tang flowers fall all over the sky, fold into the branches near the trunk, a hundred flowers stretch their waists, the snow is shining, and the people lean on the railing. Suddenly there is a small north wind, all the flowers and branches are screened, against the clear water and blue sky, the sun shines through the petals, Lin Qigang can see that the stamen of the highest branch sees powder, and suddenly disappears, the longer and softer thousand flowers are like skirts. Luo, heavy this branch and stretch it to the end.

In Lin Qi's eyes, it is the sunset flower border.

Lin Qi was in the 301 car.

Take the bus from the terminal, which is a district where Lin Qi has lived for five years. She came from a funeral. It was the second time in four years that she had met her mother. Once she stumbles with the family members who follow her, she will be angry that she hasn't seen her grandma on the easternmost mountain until now. With these words, her family will stop arguing, it's all trivial matters. little things. When she came, Lin Qi swore to only pay one year's rent. In the second year, no matter how there were vicious dogs in the mountains, she would come in and out for no reason, and she would not be able to say anything to her when she saw her mother one year.

This is when it comes.

After she came, she later found out where she was assigned, and it had been some time since she moved from the Chaoyang Room at the front of the door to the Luanshan. Before she walked there, she saw a small door built high, the door frame was nailed to the quilt, and the red bricks had to be made of porcelain. Lin Qi could see that it would not be used for a while, but it was like hiding from the plague, not iron bars up and down. It's just that the bricks are so firmly fixed that she has to look and look at them. After that, there is the cremation workshop. She is quite timid, and before she gets to that house, she has to go through the eaves like a high gate in the countryside. . Lin Qi passed through the gray-blue, through the dark green, through what she thought was pure black, and through the anti-epidemic plastic sheet, through a hole the size of a mouse hole, paid the fee for two years. And then when she spoke to her mother in her heart, she forgot to apologize for it.

Lin Qi even told his mother that he knew a good person. These are all old things. He didn't remember Lin Qi from a person two years ago. Lin Qi asked him to tell his mother. , 1.9 meters. She forgot about the incredible relocation of the old house that her mother remembered before her death.

Lin Qi felt cold from head to toe, and when dozens of people attended the memorial service, when she saw the lamp paintings on the floor, she was entangled in the fact that she still had to take a shower when she got home in the cold weather. The leek dived, the dolphin jumped away, the man and the child came over, and Lin Qi watched. When the car was closest to the rental house, she asked the fashionable girl in front of her who was also tired, whether you should wash it when you go home, I will wash it anyway. Lin Qi saw that the girl with the top hat looked tired, bored and looked at her handbag, turned her head sideways, and the red and yellow lights in front of the driver's large window went out for a while.

Lin Qi did not say that the passwords required for some extremely important documents so far are all that person's size. Of course, this wouldn't be all, Lin Qi didn't have it all.

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God's Own Country quotes

  • Gheorghe Ionescu: In my country, spring is the most beautiful. The sun. The flowers. The smells.

  • Gheorghe Ionescu: My country is dead. You can't throw a rock in most towns without hitting an old lady crying for her children who have gone.