not written today
I long for the freedom to commit suicide
After procrastinating for a long time, I still watched this movie. I thought differently from the director. Oh, a biopic, not what he thought, then I thought differently from the judge. I want the freedom to commit suicide. I had never quite understood why some countries considered abortion or suicide to be a crime, but now I understand, and I understand everything when it comes to God and religion. I never thought that any single being, or not being, could decide my life or death. If there is such a day, when I can no longer control my own life, I hope I can say goodbye to all the people I love with dignity, and then die calmly. I would be grateful to the death doctor who helped me at that time. Because dying with dignity is better than living in this world and making my loved one suffer day after day. I am a celibate. To be honest, I have liked a lot of people, and I may have forgotten their names, because my likes are very limited. It may be as short as two minutes, or even four or five seconds. I will not stop loving people. I like it, but I've never thought about turning into a fixed relationship with either, nothing beats my conviction that if there is one, it's the freedom to align with it. I am reluctant to have offspring, because I have always believed that reproduction is the desire of the previous generation rather than the desire of the next generation. Do they hope so? Birth, growth, old age, death. This week comes again and again. I don't know, I can't talk to them, I can only decide for myself. I hope to be able to live to the age of old age, greet my relatives and friends, and leave calmly and dignifiedly. If there is such a day, please bless me, the people I love. If there is such a day, please express my indescribable gratitude to the death doctor who helped me.
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