After watching this a little sad, a little violent, and a little comedy American drama in one go, I want to write about my own feelings, maybe some people think they think too much, Who care?
This kind of seemingly messy road drama is a type that I don't usually watch, but this is 2020, and it has gone through too many changes. I think I'm used to coexisting with uncertainty.
There are countless points of thought-provoking youth, growth, civilization, and warmth in the play. Those close-up shots of loving communication and exchanges always make me understand why people are social animals and need to be with relatives, friends, lovers, and strangers. People have some kind of connection, this kind of invisible affection, which will effectively promote a person's healthy and smooth growth, and plan his own life. I used to envy this kind of basically peaceful life. What is it like? When you grow up and encounter more setbacks and more humanity, you may be a little jealous of this kind of life.
After lack of love or extreme factors intervene in a person's growth, some invisible force will slowly influence and control the person's character, concept, etc. This is where people are not machines. The influence and control of inner strength cannot be doubted. In my youth, I used rebelliousness, ranting and even violence to cover up inner conflicts. Of course, I have practiced many times to control myself with perseverance, The heart belongs to the part of the emotion, and I use an indifferent face to study book knowledge day after day. I miss those days very much, and those days were easy to achieve balance with the society.
However, one day the devil will still visit, and I will be confused and overwhelmed. What kind of life should I strive to achieve? Do the job you don't like, and then slowly complete the growth path of most people in society, get married, have children, and grow old? If I can't find a suitable person, a destined person in the crowd, can I feel uncomfortable living a long and close life with a good person? I can't guarantee it. Without 100% confirmation, I don't want to hurt a good person by quitting halfway. If so, I'd rather live my whole life without bothering anyone. If I am lucky enough to find a soul mate, can I tell him that I am afraid of having children and that I will not be a successful mother? For the future, I don't have a clear trajectory. Those small emotional and spiritual defects often torment me. I want more communication and exchanges to heal myself, but I don't want to cause trouble to my family and friends. For my family, I only report good news and not bad news. Because it's not easy for them to understand everything created by that era and that environment from their hearts, isn't it? Will they think that the scenes of quarrel and violence will be deeply engraved in the child's mind? They were forced to live together, which was pathetic. Friends, there is no obligation to listen to these gloomy stories, especially for adults, who have their own lives. I am trapped in the water, and if I want to surface, I need to overcome everything by myself. As for relationships, I don't blame the people who left, I'm even a little happy for them. They can pursue a normal, material and orderly life without any burden. They often shop for things they need or don't need. Life is busy. Who would bother to What about self-reflection?
Occasionally, I have also fantasized about my ideal life, engaged in a job that gives people warmth and love, such as helping and listening to those children who are living in dire straits, having a warm home, the house does not need to be big, it is me For the home decorated with him, we only buy healthy and practical items. I stubbornly believe that this is a way of life to protect the earth. When we have a child, we become a family that learns and grows from each other. Three meals, weekends, these times that require communication and hands-on irrigation, we all take care of them, of course, there will be disagreements about family expenses, but we firmly believe that as long as there is love in our hearts, we can always run a delicious business within a controllable range. Life. When my child reaches adolescence, when he feels confused and the communication with his parents does not work, I may suggest him to live in winter and summer vacations, participate in more public welfare activities, and visit the children who are living in dire straits. The state will tell him the true meaning of life... Of course, I am not blind optimism, I know that these imaginations only have a one percent chance of survival.
In fact, when I watched this drama, I wanted to express far more than these, but this time, I didn’t want to keep revising and tangled in writing for the sake of logic and hierarchy. During the painful period, words can help me. I am satisfied with the record.
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