At first, I thought that the heroine was playing a love game. The shelf life of each boyfriend is one month. After reading it, I found out that it was because of cancer, so I wanted to experience a different life in the last time, but I didn't Thinking of falling in love with the hero.
Because of love, I want to leave the best memories to you. Although the time is short, because of love for each other, there are so many happy moments when we get along, which is really grace.
This film also sparked my own thinking about love.
When I was young, when I thought of love, it was the sentence, "hold the hand of the son and grow old with the son". nothing else.
Later, I knew Xu Zhimo's sentence, "I will visit the vast sea of people to find the only one of my soul. I am lucky, but not my life, that's all." It is regarded as the standard of my love.
That's why, although my first love was short-lived, I was very serious and devoted, because in a different place, although I wanted to give up, I never said it. Just when I thought in my heart that that person was the person I was going to marry, for no other reason, I broke up, just saying that being with me was tiring.
After that, I stayed away from love and didn't touch it for a long time, and even thought that I had lost the ability to love.
At that time, my heart was full of confusion. So uphold, since I can't afford it, I'll stay away.
However, people like me, because when I grew up, lacked intimate companionship in intimate relationships, in fact, my heart was full of desire for intimacy.
Just because there is no way to hold it, so I simply choose to stay away, but the desire for love has always been there.
At that time, I was convinced of the legend of the one-winged angel.
"In the boundless wilderness of time, it is better to meet neither earlier nor later. There is nothing else to say. I can only say softly, so you are here too." Zhang Ailing's words are During that time, I expressed my feelings.
So, when I met a boy who made my heart move, I thought it was destined in this life, and I thought that if I missed it, I wouldn't be moved again, so the relationship at that time started hastily and ended a bit sloppy. It seems that I have never been in love, hurting others and being hurt, but without exception, at the end, my heart hurts because I have always been very serious and devoted to my feelings.
Just like the legend of the one-winged angel, although I am a little envious of the fate of being able to meet a loved one at a young age, I still recover after being injured and continue to search.
Some people say that I am stubborn, some people say that my love is too ideal, only I know that love is my perseverance, and I will never end it. And I can't force myself to change the purity of my relationship.
Just when I thought that God finally heard my heart and let me meet the person I don't want to think about in my life, but then I thought it was my beloved.
Emotional injury is actually a kind of growth.
After the pain, in the process of recovery and healing, I seemed to have an epiphany, the companionship that I longed for was only what I put into my heart. In fact, the soul does not necessarily need other companionship, it is complete in itself.
With this kind of awareness, when faced with emotions, I really feel a lot more indifferent.
I can accept the end of any relationship, in any form, anyone leaving.
In the face of feelings, I just delegated one of the NPCs to participate, and I am completely my own.
When it comes to relationships, I am still pure, sincere, and single-minded, and I still start a relationship because of my heartbeat rather than any other factor.
I do not demand forever, nor promise forever.
As long as we are sincere to each other when we get along, as long as we are happy and grow when we are with each other, this relationship is grace to me, and I am full of gratitude and blessings to those who have accompanied me through it.
In love, sincere and pure, there is happiness, growth, and being able to accompany you for a journey, for me, it is gratitude.
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