"If you didn't save me that winter, maybe I wouldn't have to suffer so much." Wen Gangtai said to Gao Wenying. Suffering is the beginning of his life. Wen Gangtae's image creation is of course from the script, but also largely depends on Kim Soo Hyun's interpretation. Kim Soo Hyun, who has passed his thirties, still maintains a kind of clarity and sincerity in his eyes. When he faces the camera with tears in his eyes, it's hard not to feel a sense of pity and love when he sees Bambi's tearful eyes, and combined with the fate of the character Wen Gangtai, you will find that his smile is often not wide-open. He, before meeting Gao Wenying again, his smile was subtle and impotent, like the "tearful smile" written in Chekhov's novels. As his friend, Jae Soo described Wen Gangtai's smile from an objective point of view. He thought that Wen Gangtai's smile was like the smile of "Joker". Joker is taken from the English name of the 2019 hit movie "Joker". The protagonist Arthur lives with his mentally ill mother, and he is overwhelmed by various experiences in life and becomes a veritable villain. His smile was grotesque, exaggerated, and sad. The relationship building of characters usually comes from three aspects: family, love and friendship. This part of friendship needless to say, Jae Soo is a well-deserved confidant and friend. In the reality of being familiar with the two brothers Wen Gang, not only did not treat them as trouble, but also took care of them as their own brothers. When Wen Gangtai kept changing hospitals to work, he also kept changing fried chicken restaurants with them. It was not until Wen Gangtai and the others settled in Yanjin City that he finally switched to a pizza restaurant. In addition, brothers Jae-soo and Moon Gang-tae rented the same house and let Moon-sang-tae paint portraits in the pizza shop as a part-time job. Such a good friend is one in life, and what you want is enough, what more can you ask for. Therefore, I will focus on the love relationship between Wen Gangtai and Gao Wenying, and the family relationship with Wen Shangtai. The first chapter, "The Teenager Who Grows Up With Nightmares" begins with an animation. A girl who dies like a shadow is refused to be close to others. Once she accidentally rescues the boy in the river, the boy follows the girl from now on. One day, the boy saw the girl mercilessly tearing the butterfly in half, so he fled away, leaving the girl alone, and continued to sink into the boundless loneliness. First of all, viewers who have seen the plot will know that this is a picture book version of Wen Gangtai and Gao Wenying's childhood memories. In the real childhood, Gao Wenying helped Wen Gangtai, who was floating and sinking in the glacier cave, and threw down a big ice cube. Wen Gangtai was rescued because of this, and she picked up the small white flowers on the roadside and gave Gao Wenying's text. Gang Tai ushered in the first rejection, and then fled after witnessing Gao Wenying tearing butterflies with his own eyes. two to each other This impression is not as innocent and beautiful as ordinary childhood sweethearts, and even a little scary. After the reunion, Wen Gangtai once said that the girl in his memory had a cruel heart and was evaluating the young Gao Wenying, while Gao Wenying called him a "coward" and a "hypocrite". The relationship between Wen Gangtai and Gao Wenying in adulthood is similar to "Beauty and the Beast". In the play, Gao Wenying said in the fairy tale class that the theme of "Beauty and the Beast" is not the girl who sacrifices herself for her father, but the Stockholm Syndrome, which is intended to tell the story of a kidnapper who falls in love with the kidnapper. story. Gao Wenying's character setting in terms of family affection is "Rapunzel in the Cursed Castle", and she is more like a "beast" in love relationships. When the hospital met Wen Gangtai, and the publishing company met him again, she became more and more interested in him, so she began to take the initiative, rushing from one city to another just to be close to him. Later, Mrs. Wen Gang called out her name and told her to leave. She was furious and jealous. Afterwards, with some eloquent words, he took Wen Shangtai to the villa, and as he liked, invited him to be the illustrator of his own picture book. Gao Wenying knew clearly that among the crowd, the first person Wen Gangtai always valued was his elder brother Wen Shangtai. Where is Wen Shangtai, Wen Gangtai must be where he is. As expected, Wen Gangtai stayed in the villa as he wished. And the roles of Gao Wenying, Wen Gangtai and Wen Shangtai just contrast the relationship between the beast, the girl and the girl's father. In the day-to-day interaction, the girl uncontrollably fell in love with the wolf-looking beast. The beast was rescued by her love and turned into a prince. Wen Gangtai is also in contact with Gao Wenying once again, and she can feel the transparent, enthusiastic, straightforward and considerate heart under her irritable personality and her "dirty" shell. The hearts of the two are slowly approaching. Gao Wenying taught Wen Gangtai to express herself, and Gao Wenying was gradually eliminating her hostility. When the girl fell in love with the beast, the beast was also tamed by the girl. Wen Gangtai touched Gao Wenying's inner world for the first time, when he read the picture book, he said: "The memory of the once extremely painful and painful, the memory of regret, the memory of hurting others or being hurt by others, The memories of turning away after being abandoned, only those who hide those memories in a corner of their hearts and live on will become stronger, hotter, and more comfortable. Happiness is like that. People win it by themselves." In addition, the most representative scene is that Wen Gang too beat Ya Rin's ex-husband, the dean suspended him, he happily ran out of the door and said to Gao Wenying, "Let's go together. let's go play" . This is a response to the words he unknowingly uttered when he saw Quan Qidao dancing and singing frantically on stage. At that time, he didn't have the courage to continue answering Gao Wenying's question, but now he is the one who suggested it. Even if it didn't take long for him to think of his real responsibilities, he regretted it, but it was undeniable that Wen Gangtai was responding to Gao Wenying's feelings for him in a fair and open manner, and was no longer secretive and coy as before. Wen Gangtai's retrospective childhood fully proves that human memory contains serious elements of self-deception, and also proves that people are easy to fall into the emotional shackles of self-moving. The plot of Wen Gangtai changing the clothes of the nurses in the first and third episodes may only be regarded as one of the means to attract audiences and increase ratings, but this is not the case. The third episode is to highlight Gao Wenying's character characteristics to a greater extent, bold and unrestrained by worldly vision, while the exposed parts of Wen Gangtai's back and arms in the first episode have different depths of scars, some There are old scabs and old scars, and some are new wounds that have just been added. The wounds have not healed, but they are all showing the characters. The picture shows that Wen Gangtai was injured at work or in the process of taking care of Wen Shangtai. But he was already numb and didn't think this kind of injury was a kind of injury. It can be seen from two places that the female patient vomited all the way against Wen Gangtai's shoulder. Others couldn't bear to look directly, but Wen Gangtai frowned slightly, as if it was normal; Mrs. Wen Gang had it every three days, so it could be seen that this was a commonplace meal, but he didn't think it was embarrassing, instead he smiled. Liao Juntao's "Who" sings: "I don't ask anyone to understand, let alone be compassionate. Sympathy will not comfort me, but make me cry." Wen Gang does not need the comfort of others, he is used to it. pain. After suffering too much pain and pressure, people will involuntarily guide their inner voices to say that suffering is human, and then submit to them, and even use pain to verify their existence. In Wen Gangtai's memory, the mother said to the tablet of his dead father, "I will take care of Shang Tai until the day he dies", and said to him, "My son, I gave birth to you so that someone will take care of your brother. when his brother was injured, his mother would beat him in a fit of rage, scolding him for not protecting his brother, and completely ignoring the honor of his red belt; when he fell asleep at night, his mother would tuck the quilt for his brother, turn his side and face him Brother, all that is left for him is his back; every time they go to the market, the three of them will always eat the fried noodles that my brother loves the most. Hand it to my brother; on rainy days, my mother will tilt the umbrella to the side where my brother is, forgetting to shower rain him. He is like the zombie child who ate his mother's limbs, hoping to get the warmth from his mother. These undervalued memories became heavy chains after another in the relationship between him and his brother. He loves his brother very much, and he is also very jealous of his mother's love for his brother. Mother seems to want to give all her love to her brother. Even if there is not much love left, she will be scraped and put into a spoon and put into her brother's rice bowl. Wen Gangtai has lost the meaning of self-existence since childhood, but exists as an accessory of his brother. If it wasn't for the fact that my brother needed someone to take care of him because of his congenital mental illness, he would not have appeared in this world at all. But after he was drunk, the deepest memory in his mind was awakened. It turned out that when he shouted the words that he hoped that people like his brother would die sooner, his mother would show a sullen look for a while; it turned out that when he put his head When he pressed against his mother's back, his mother would turn around and gently stroke him; it turned out that it wasn't just his brother who liked fried noodles, but also him. At that time, the best treatment the poor mother could give them was fried noodles. ; It turned out that after the mother and brother walked a few steps, they would wave to him when they found that he was not there, and called him to let him walk between them so that he would not be caught in the rain. The family conflict between Wen Gangtai and Wen Shangtai is like a messed up game of Go. This mouth is "the younger brother is going to kill the elder brother". In the ninth chapter "The King with Donkey Ears", Wen Gangtai and Gao Wenying stayed out and did not return home overnight. They also lied and deceived Wen Shangtai that he was going to Seoul alone. At this time, Wen Shangtai knew the truth, and he and his brother The anger that was built up in the back of my heart erupted instantly when I met Wuming, and the foreshadowing that had been interspersed with eight chapters was released by Wen Shangtai's loud roar. In order to take care of his mentally ill elder brother, Wen Gangtai lived a life of displacement. He took care of his elder brother in the way of taking care of children. He went to great lengths to find a special vocational school for him. Wen Fu spent 20,000 to 30,000 won on dinosaur toys, art supplies, clothes and pants for him, and he wore a white shirt with 900 won for one get one free. He would rather aggrieve himself in every possible way than make his brother unhappy. If Wen Shangtai is mentally stable, that's all. When he encounters trouble, he has to bow down and apologize. Logically speaking, Wen Gangtai fulfilled the duties of this "brother" to the utmost benevolence and righteousness. Why did Wen Gangtai tell Gao Wenying that he also hated his younger brother at times? This is a story from many years ago that Wen Gang was too close to make a mistake. Wen Gangtai was scolded by his mother and ran all the way to the frozen river. His brother also chased after him, chasing and making trouble. During this time, my brother accidentally fell into an ice hole and struggled desperately in the cold water. Wen Gangtai looked at it and took a few steps backwards. He wanted to go first, but he couldn't help himself. He jumped into the water and put his brother on the ice, but his brother didn't stop and staggered away. The cries for help fell on deaf ears. Wen Gangtai wanted to abandon his brother who fell into the water, and then turned around and came back. This time can pass for a long time in the language of the camera, but it may only be a moment in Wen Gangtai's mind. This moment of hesitation is the moment when human nature is revealed, and it is precisely because of his hesitation that a real warmth is applied to the character of Wen Gangtai. In the follow-up scenes of Wen Shangtai screaming and running away and Wen Gangtai crying bitterly, it is not difficult to see that Wen Shangtai walked forward without hesitation after being rescued on the ice. The younger brother's disappointment, he couldn't believe that the younger brother who got along with each other would want him to die unexpectedly. Afterwards, a conversation between the two before going to bed, frankly confessing their feelings, shows that Wen Shangtai has liked Wen Gangtai very much since he was born. As Gao Wenying said, Wen Shang is very shrewd, and the pay and return are clearly calculated. Wen Shangtai is like this to others, to everyone. He doesn't care about other people's eyes, but he secretly analyzes Wen Gangtai's expression, whether it is happy or angry, for fear of making him angry. What he roared out was clearly not "My brother is going to kill my brother", but "Don't leave me, don't lie to me, don't stay away from me", just as he raved in his morning dream. Therefore, after the incident, he covered his head and hid under the quilt in the sedation room, reluctant to go out to meet people. It's not that he can't accept Gao Wenying's intervention, but he can't bear that his beloved younger brother will deceive him because of another person. As for Wen Gangtai, when he heard his brother's accusation against him, his first reaction was shock. He thought that his brother had forgotten, and then the endless shouts of his brother made him burst into tears. To take care of Wen Shangtai, in addition to the most basic brotherhood, there is also his accumulated guilt and remorse, so he will use an almost self-abuse way to face "Three hundred and sixty days a year, the wind and frost are fierce and fierce. ". Keigo Higashino said: There are two things in the world that cannot be looked at directly, one is the sun and the other is the human heart. From Wen Gangtai, we can see people's judgment of self, such as Xin Xiaofeng in "Burning the Heart". Sinners talk about their actions, and they also talk about their hearts. Once made a mistake, causing irreversible consequences, or there is no bad result, but the mind is enough to send himself to the dock and accept the torture of conscience. Morality is often effective for people with conscience. Wen Shangtai dreamed back in the middle of the night that he had almost abandoned his brother, causing him to die, and he must regret it. Therefore, his dedication to Wen Shangtai Not surprising. According to the 10th issue of 2010 by "China Medicine Tribune", the data released by the Mental Health Center of the Chinese Center for Disease Control and Prevention in early 2009 showed that the number of patients with various types of mental illness in my country exceeded 100 million, but the public's awareness of mental illness The rate is less than 50%, and the consultation rate is even lower. Another research data shows that the number of severely mentally ill patients in my country has exceeded 16 million. Since then, the number has increased year by year. But this huge number does not give people consolation, on the contrary, it is a bit frightening. It is not that there were more than 100 million families suffering from mental illness ten years ago, but that there are more than 100 million such families. As an audience, you can put yourself in the shoes of Wen Gang and imagine the pain that Wen Gang has endured. Excluding the dramatic effect, the family relationship between Wen Shangtai and Wen Gangtai is more worthy of our consideration. In a family, if there is a mentally ill person, what should people do? Did the parents spend their whole lives to take care of him, and then give birth to a younger brother or sister to take care of him instead of the parents as in the play, completely losing themselves and life? Wen Shangtai also wanted to be a normal older brother as the young Wen Gangtai asked, without being bullied or scorned by others. The reality was that he couldn't do it, he was born that way. He cherishes his mother and younger brother, likes dinosaurs, and painting. He knows the rules and keeps himself in order. He lives more morally than many non-mentally ill people. But once he appeared, he would still be regarded as a monster. Fei Ying's novel "Buddha Said Naga Rescue Diseases" said that people are afraid of diseases, and they are also afraid of people who suffer from diseases. Being mentally ill is not a fault, much less a crime, and they are not monsters and don't need to stand trial. However, they have to accept people's strange eyes when they live in this society. I personally think that it is extremely important to eliminate their "different feeling" for two points. The first point is the improvement of the social welfare security system and infrastructure. In the movie "Ocean Paradise", the father of the late stage liver cancer seeks a job for his autistic son and learns a standing skill. Where to seek medical treatment for mentally ill patients, where to go to school, where to study, where to work, where to socialize, etc., are all problems that require a lot of thought to solve. The second point is the change of public consciousness. Colored glasses and vicious words are common weapons of mental violence. Only if the social environment does not discriminate against them and face up to the problem, only in this way can it be possible to effectively solve the problem. In the play, all the contradictions between Wen Gangtai and Gao Wenying and Wen Shangtai return to the most basic central question of "love me or love him". Jae Soo proposed this to Moon Gang Tae for the first time The eternal question is a symbol of their close relationship, and Wen Gangtai's question to Wen Shangtai, Gao Wenying's question to Wen Gangtai, and later Wen Shangtai's rhetorical question to Wen Gangtai can actually be seen as A starting point is the pursuit of love. Zai Xiu once revealed that he wanted a younger brother like Wen Gangtai, but was rejected by Wen Shangtai, saying that Wen Gangtai belonged only to him. Jae Soo's question can be seen as a bad taste between friends. Wen Gangtai's question is intriguing. He wants to know how much he has paid to his brother over the years. In front of the dinosaurs, paintings and fairy tale writers that his brother likes, his brother Wen Shangtai prefers himself or others. After confirming Wen Gangtai's intentions for her, Gao Wenying wanted to know which one is heavier on the scale in Wen Gangtai's heart, love and family. Wenshang Taiyuan thought that his younger brother belonged to him, but when his favorite fairy tale writer invaded a little bit and became his younger brother's sweetheart, he made a big alarm and in turn asked Wen Gangtai to confirm his status. "I don't care about people, I don't take it easy, I don't have a conscience, I have an empty heart, I'm an orphan. Even so, I will love you. You ask me why, because I have made up my mind." , or you are different from ordinary people, I will love you. Because I love you, I am willing to tolerate your 1,000 shortcomings and 10,000 mistakes. After all, they are all "zombie children", wandering around in the world, they can only rely on each other, and they have to confirm each other's love for themselves again and again. Bai Helin wrote in "Loneliness": "Since childhood, I have been alone to take care of the stars of all generations." People are born lonely, but they all yearn to be loved. How a person can warm another person and heal the hurt in his heart, this person does not have to be perfect, or even excellent, he only needs to come with love, and this love will teach him how to do it. Because his younger brother belongs to him, after a little bit of invasion by the fairy tale writer he likes and becoming his younger brother's sweetheart, he made a big alarm and in turn asked Wen Gangtai to confirm his status. "I don't care about people, I don't take it easy, I don't have a conscience, I have an empty heart, I'm an orphan. Even so, I will love you. You ask me why, because I have made up my mind." , or you are different from ordinary people, I will love you. Because I love you, I am willing to tolerate your 1,000 shortcomings and 10,000 mistakes. After all, they are all "zombie children", wandering around in the world, they can only rely on each other, and they have to confirm each other's love for themselves again and again. Bai Helin wrote in "Loneliness": "Since childhood, I have been alone to take care of the stars of all generations." People are born lonely, but they all yearn to be loved. How a person can warm another person and heal the hurt in his heart, this person does not have to be perfect, or even excellent, he only needs to come with love, and this love will teach him how to do it. Because his younger brother belongs to him, after a little bit of invasion by the fairy tale writer he likes and becoming his younger brother's sweetheart, he made a big alarm and in turn asked Wen Gangtai to confirm his status. "I don't care about people, I don't take it easy, I don't have a conscience, I have an empty heart, I'm an orphan. Even so, I will love you. You ask me why, because I have made up my mind." , or you are different from ordinary people, I will love you. Because I love you, I am willing to tolerate your 1,000 shortcomings and 10,000 mistakes. After all, they are all "zombie children", wandering around in the world, they can only rely on each other, and they have to confirm each other's love for themselves again and again. Bai Helin wrote in "Loneliness": "Since childhood, I have been alone to take care of the stars of all generations." People are born lonely, but they all yearn to be loved. How a person can warm another person and heal the hurt in his heart, this person does not have to be perfect, or even excellent, he only needs to come with love, and this love will teach him how to do it.
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