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Emerson 2022-03-21 09:03:32

The first time I watched it was when I was in junior high school, I watched it on Tencent Video. I forgot a lot of the plot, but miraculously remembered what I was doing while watching the show.

The day I watched the first episode was a weekend, and I was wearing a shirt, a pink sweater, and jeans, and I thought I was pretty, but I was actually a bloated pink turtle. Go to the school playground to watch the boy you have a crush on play basketball. He was accidentally injured.

The answer to a math problem I did before I went out was root number 2, and when I got home, I read Fat Rui's crazy diary. At that time, I was still young, and seeing the heroine so unrestrained, I watched this drama with a little shyness and curiosity.

Back then, I didn't know how painful bulimia was. Now I also have quirks that are hard to correct. I like to squeeze blackheads. The skin is pitted. Every time I look in the mirror and see black spots in my pores, my heart itch. Enjoy the feeling of squeezing out the dirt, the feeling of popping a pimple, and the feeling of giving up on yourself. Every time I squeeze it, I regret it. After squeezing out the blackheads, the blackheads will become more, and then I look in the mirror, and the cycle starts again and again. process of positive feedback.

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My Mad Fat Diary quotes

  • Rae: I am a body dysmorphic without the dysmorphic. I am a bulimic without the sick. I am fat.