in full bloom, in a state of destruction

Kacie 2022-11-16 10:13:58

I just finished watching the film yesterday, I just wanted to give it 1 star, what the hell, I don't read it in a good university, all day long I'm not taking drugs, messing around, or writing poetry. Write a poem that is shocking enough to make people forget about it.

When scoring, recalling Dane DeHaan's David Bowie-like face gave him a 3, writing that he would have a bright future.

After a day, my gaba tasted out, this must be 5 points!

It actually interprets another possibility of life:

If today is the same as yesterday, and tomorrow is the same as today,

So it is better to bloom today, even if the price is that there is no tomorrow.

Life is a circle. BREAK the circle.

Allen:

At the beginning, every day was surrounded by the mother who had a nervous breakdown. With the support of my father, I left home to go to college.

The university also started over and over again every day, focusing on work until I met Lu. Against her mother's wishes, she did not return, and her mother was sent to a nursing home by her father.

After meeting Lu, he never took drugs to drugs. From being a virgin to seducing a librarian for the key to a banned book in the library, to climaxing under Lu's espionage. From fantasizing about being with Lu every day, actually lying on a bed and daring to do anything, to budding with a stranger who looks like Lu...

In fact, he has always longed to break the routine, such as his disdain for writing poems that rhyme.

Lu:

Relying on David every day, despite constant attempts to escape, it is always entangled. He is only good at beginning, not at ending. Constantly changing from one school to another. This is his circle.

But in the end, at David's request, he really killed David, bringing the relationship to an end.

Although he is gay, although he keeps starting new relationships, he has been sticking to the routine in a certain sense, such as resolutely not wanting his photos to be on the wall.

But Allen broke his circle and Allen supported him to leave David. After he killed David, Allen didn't say he was heterosexual in order to save him. Instead, he made his homosexuality known to the world and made him guilty of murder and the crime was on the wall. It also helped him break out of the deep-closet circle and told the world that David and Lu really loved each other.

In the end, Lu also broke his gay identity and got married and had children. Both worldly and out of the circle.

David:

Originally a professor, but for Lu, he was willing to be a cleaner, or a butt wiper. This is both out of the circle and his new circle.

When the newer circles emerge, day in and day out in a world where Lu no longer exists, he'd rather be killed by Lu.

Jack:

Originally a cheerful and outgoing poet, he became an accomplice.

William:

Wealthy Harvard student, brilliant, but laughing at it. The last is direct injection.

Allen's mom:

Originally, her life was locked at home by an empathetic man, waiting day after day for her son to come back to accompany her.

It wasn't until she was put in a nursing home that she felt better.

So she told Allen, let Lu go.

Some things, once you've loved them, become yours forever.

And if you try to let them go, they only circle back and return to you.

They become part of who you are.

Or they destroy you. (Poem from the movie)

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Be careful.

You are not in Wonderland.

I have heard the strange madness long growing in your soul.

But you are fortunate in your ignorance, in your isolation.

You who have suffered, find where love hides.

Give. Share. Lose.

Lest we die unbloomed. (Poem in the Movie)

Maybe it can be understood like this:

Break the circle, least died unbloomed.

But be careful,

Maybe this is not a wonderland.

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Extended Reading

Kill Your Darlings quotes

  • Allen Ginsberg: Another lover hits the universe. The circle is broken. But with death comes rebirth. And like all lovers and sad people, I am a poet.

  • Allen Ginsberg: Some things, once you've loved them, become yours forever./And if you try to let them go... /They only circle back and return to you./They become part of who you are...

    Lucien Carr: ...or they destroy you.