Can't remember if it was my second or third time watching this movie, but I remember the last time I watched it, Dad was still there. Over the years, I rarely think of my father, and more often I think of my mother. Every time I think of my mother, I feel sad to the point of tears. In those memories, it was the childhood when the family got along happily, and the moments when my mother was too tender. And now, when I go to think about my father, what can I think of? In fact, there are many, good and bad, but I can't avoid it because of him, my mother cried and said to my brother, "Take care of my sister in the future". In a certain period of elementary school, I was afraid to go to school every day. I was afraid to go home and find that my mother was gone and left. That was the first rift between my dad and me, and over time, the rift widened and deepened. I also remember a few days earlier, when my father boasted to everyone, I said the sun was square, and my youngest would say that the sun was square. Then ask me if the sun is square or round, and I will say "the sun is square" without hesitation. In high school, I entered the most rebellious period, inherited from my father's hot temper, which made us inseparable from disputes almost every time we got along. I remember my mother always said earnestly, "Don't argue with your dad, don't be mad at him". But the funny thing is, during the summer vacation of one year in high school, I wrote a letter to my brother in the name of my father, and then wrote a letter to my father in the name of my brother, to save my brother who ran away from home. After that, I graduated from college and my mother passed away, as if that family no longer had anything I cared about. Slowly, I almost lost touch with my family until my father came to my city alone to find me. My brother said that my father had been sick for a long time, but he had to ask me to take him for a checkup. Unable to contact me, my father came to the city where I was studying alone, and started looking for him from school... When he returned home, the test results showed that he had advanced gastric cancer, and he could not even perform surgery. I quit my job and went home to take care of my dad. The night before Dad left, I slept with him on the small sofa beside his bed. He looked at me almost all the time, but I didn't dare to look at him. I don't know what he is thinking, but I understand that he has too many reluctance, including reluctance to part me. The moment before my father passed away, I cried so hard, at that moment, I suddenly realized that this person will leave this world forever, leave my life, just like my mother, I will never see him again. I will never see you again in this lifetime. After my father left, I seldom think of him, occasionally, and always how much he loved me, and always regret it. If I do it again, I will definitely treat him better. The same is true every time I think of my mother. Today, I rarely recall the things that made my father and I drift away step by step, and I suddenly couldn't help thinking, if everything could be done all over again... I I really like the scene in the movie, the day when the male protagonist brought his son home. The fenced yard, the flowers blooming in the yard, the bright sunshine, the dusty road in the sun, the woods beside the road, the green vegetable fields, the haystacks after harvesting in the fields... It is very similar to the environment I lived in when I was a child. picture. I remember saying, "I like all the sunshine, the countryside, the woods, and the road. It reminds me of my favorite summer in my childhood." But at the time, I didn't think that summer was so precious, I was just anxious For the sake of growing up, even want to leave. After that, I can only look for similar images in the movies, so that those summers are always fresh in my mind and will not fade with time. Then, all the happy feelings in those summers will always exist and not disappear. I also suddenly understood why most people want to have children. When you feel that you are getting older, when you realize more and more strongly that the world has less and less time for you, there is a life you love deeply, will continue to live in this world, live happily, What a happiness and comfort it will be to chase his/her dreams.
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