Why didn't I kill myself

Liana 2022-03-21 09:03:17

I happened to come across this movie - "The Taste of Cherries". At that time, I had a very stressful job. Basically every weekend, I needed to spend tens of yuan to go to the star-rated cinema to watch the latest movies, so as to let my spirits rise. Paralyzed in the dark shadows, when the curtain is drawn, I understand that tomorrow I will face the work that will make me miserable. In this mood, I found this movie disc, and it was the "suicide" in the introduction that made me buy it.

The film is not gorgeous, and ordinary people probably won't like it. To be honest, I didn't like it very much at first, but the suicidal tendency of the protagonist at the beginning supported my curiosity to drive along with his car. The protagonist, Mr. Buddy, is looking for someone who can help himself to bury his grave after a successful suicide. He drives a car with all his savings on the road slowly, waiting for someone to ride and then have the opportunity to express his wishes. . The story unfolds between Mr. Buddy and his people begging for help...

The story itself isn't much appealing, but the film makes a difference to life through a man who desires to end his own life and a man who has nothing to do with it. The strong contrast of understanding profoundly explains the philosophical proposition of "suicide". Life seems to be just one day, and no one can stop it when it comes to an end. We are just draining the energy of life, and no one can relieve or save our lost souls. Mr. Buddy met and communicated with several people the day before his suicide. It was so natural and plain. There was a desire in his heart - a desire for death, but he also added another desire - someone helped him after his death. Buried in their own graves. When we die, we all need the help of human nature so strongly, let alone life?

The treatment at the end is very good, and Mr. Buddy walks out of the grave he dug after the storm. A baptism of life and death, as if we were reborn...

Today, I will suddenly think of this film. It's all about my father's roaring roar and need to show off. For his damn face, he taught me crazy lessons again. This deeply stimulated me to want to go to the cave of death, so I thought about why I haven't committed suicide, living in a world of one person every day, no longer talking to anyone, no longer wanting to see anyone, no longer have anything to this world. desire. In fact, I am not as straightforward as Mr. Buddy, who is raised by my parents like a living beast, and does not allow them to have the slightest dissatisfaction. Why am I still alive, a person full of suicidal desires? God, why didn't I kill myself, can you tell me?

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Extended Reading
  • Zella 2022-03-28 09:01:12

    I was thinking that the human breath might be divided into two parts. Part of it exists in our own organism. The other part is stored between the mountains and rivers, the sun and the moon. When refreshed, the body's breathing can fully support daily life. However, those who encounter a downturn in their mood and life stall often face a sense of suffocation. This is where the breath stored in nature comes in handy. These breaths allow you to step out of the routine, out of the body, and into the reverie of the spirit. Imagine that one day the wind blows the leaves, dancing like a green dress, and the graceful breath flows into your internal organs. This is the experience you get when you open the windows on a bus. The motive to live is passed on from generation to generation, and the code to obtain emergency breathing is inherited by blood. Abbas gave a presentation of the timeline beyond the global village. Humans are not only talking to each other on the same earth, but also shouting from the air in different time dimensions. As Homo sapiens, we are always curious and always need answers. The life of reincarnation is a relay reflection on this proposition.

  • Providenci 2022-03-27 09:01:20

    Obsessive prudence and secret apprehension, all buried in the dust in the name of God. Suicide...that's just a no-brainer act of the daredevil.

Taste of Cherry quotes

  • Mr. Bagheri: Some things are easier to do than to say.

  • Mr. Badii: I've decided to free myself from this life.

    The seminarian: What for?

    Mr. Badii: It wouldn't help you to know and I can't talk about it and you wouldn't understand. It's not because you don't understand but you can't feel what I feel. You can sympathize, understand, show compassion. But feel my pain? No. You suffer and so do I. I understand you. You comprehend my pain, but you can't feel it