I saw the event that the Zhihu offer was withdrawn, and also saw that some people were discussing that the 21fall American PhD competition would be strengthened... I felt a little worried in my heart.
Since the epidemic, I have been studying in retreat at home, and I have also had many opportunities to drive with my family on weekends to get close to nature, travel and relax like I did when I was a child. Amazingly, I was worried about the language exams that were canceled again and again, and at the same time worked hard to concentrate on enjoying the lost happiness that this kind of life brought. Life is torn into two extremes. While studying hard and worrying about my future and dreams, I enjoy slowing down and cherish the time with my friends and relatives. Thanks to the epidemic, the most lack is time, and the least lack is time. Occasionally, you can slow down your mind and think more about the nature of life and the world, rather than being dragged forward by life.
After reading Zhihu's forecast, there was a brief depression. What is the future I hope for? Do I still have a chance to implement it? I'm trying to try to approach this problem as I used to: it's a blessing in disguise. Experience tells me that when I have doubts, I must never fall into it, so I want to read books or documentaries, and maybe I will be more firm in the future. I need to jump out of this pit to think about the problem.
So I picked this documentary at random. The beauty of the Milky Way and the music at the beginning made me feel a great shock. The 50-minute footage has no dialogue or explanation, only sometimes magnificent and sometimes quiet music with beautiful scenery. The camera from the first point of view moves as if I am in this beautiful scenery, all the troubles have disappeared, and only the sigh of the infinite beauty of life and the universe is left... This is what I want to go with my whole life. What are you looking for?
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