Just because I looked at you more in the crowd

Kaci 2021-12-01 08:01:26

-1°, 23:45, walked out of the theater, there was no one in the noisy DC on weekdays, and none of the audience who walked out one after another did not praise the film. There were comrades, straight people, aunts, and students who were uneducated like me.
I almost watched them walk out of the theater and disappear into the night with my eyes closed.
Then the streets of DC were quiet again.

The first time I watched a movie, I saw walking out of the theater and didn't know what to do.

Well, this is a true love story. It is not a miniature, not a silhouette, it is a true love story.

1.
The name of the blue American version is "blue is the warmest color." The first thought is, um, this is a French film, Bleu de France. So, compared to the biggest gimmick in the film, sex. The color elements in the film made me very embarrassed.

Did you notice Adele's clothes?

Adele likes blue. Most of her clothes are blue. I really saw Emma's blue blouse when she met Emma in the cafe, and the blue cut-out dress of Emma's art exhibition, all of which were very blue.
Everything is beautiful.
My quilt pillowcase is blue, and the quilt pillowcase I used to live with Emma is blue.

The beloved is also blue.

But in the end, this blue is not blue anymore.

As soon as the camera turned, the blue-haired girl who gave Adele fourteen points on the bed became, no, I think it was changed back, a blonde painter.

The blonde painter walked into the cafe from the blue light. Adele ordered White Wine, and the artist wanted Espresso or Macchiato.
I know Adele's mood is very complicated, only wine makes people brave.
Well, what I was thinking about was Eason Chan's "Long Time No See", when I heard Adele's boring and almost masochistic greetings.

How can a drinker be satisfied with just "Long time no see."

From the beginning to the end of this film I don't know how much Emma knows, how much I think, how much I forgive in the end, but I can understand her, I can understand her very well.

"You didn't forgive me?"
"I did. I have infinite tenderness, for you, and always will.".
......But, I can't. "

I have been thinking, why Emma bowed her head in silence "I can't."

was sobbing for a long while. Is it just because of betrayal?

No, why didn't Emma know that such betrayal is inevitable. Even the audience outside the play has already seen their love for a long time. Dead in the gully of class, loneliness will fill all the gaps in Adele's heart after love exits.

Emma's hair is no longer blue, and will not be blue anymore. It
belongs to Adele, the only thing that can connect with Emma , Has disappeared.

I think Emma has actually forgiven Adele. In fact, the situation has passed, Emma does not care too much about Adele's subconscious betrayal.
Because betrayal is only the result, not the cause.

They need a lead to end such a period of each other A tormented relationship.
I'm very fortunate that Emma sobbed in silence but painfully for a long time and said, "I can't."
Too many people in this world indulge in the short-term pleasure of hormones, forgetting that happiness is the whole body. Compromise each other's promotion and blending.

I understand that the blonde girl walks into your world from the blue light, and will walk back to her world from the blue light.

2. Sex is
purely a personal prejudice. I have always felt that Having sex and having sex are two completely different concepts.
In Adele's life, her first sexual relationship was quite interesting. (The most important thing is that I really doubt whether the actors are real guns and pragmatics. This dedication to art is so admirable)

Well, let’s go back to Adele’s hardcore boys.

No, no, let’s go a little further and return to the opening, Marivo’s "Maryanna's Life". What worries me most about this boring reading scene is the teacher asked, why did Mariana keep feeling lost after separating from the actor?
At that time, a male student replied because he regretted it. Because Mariana regretted not talking to her admirer.
This is definitely the private work carried out by the director privately.
So when the handsome, but not very fond of reading, but the very affectionate hardcore boy appeared, I almost subconsciously estimated Adele and his development.

You can say that Adele is very greedy or that she is very confused. But she is just an ordinary high school girl.
Well, how do you say it.
It's like in your life, suddenly there is a charming little prince who likes you. Your friends all encourage you, and then you don't know if it is because of face or because of "Because he is good, so try it." "The mentality, then just get confused and this person begins to develop inexplicably.
"We would rather do it than miss it." This lyric can't be used most appropriately here.

I would rather believe that Adele looks blind in many things precisely because she is brave. Even though the blue-haired woman had already unceremoniously dominated all her sexual fantasies in the midnight dream, Adele was still willing to face the possibility represented by the little boy.

Even as an audience, in the full close-up of such a shameless director who was shameless and shameless in the first sex, I couldn't just focus on the sex itself in this sexual relationship from the beginning to the end.

Adele Xalehobulos is really a good actor. The more intense this sexual relationship, the more I can feel Adele's pretended moan and confusion. Therefore, when we jump directly from the conclusion back to the process, it is very straightforward that Adele is only for sex at all.
Adele's eager female superior, who was the female superior at the beginning, immediately made me laugh.

Well, at least for me, the female superior is more of a possession from the woman's side. And the two did not kiss after the end.
There is no need to compare a sex scene with no kissing, no eye contact, and no communication.
This is simply a hormonal joke and slot.

After the incident, Adele turned his back to him. Well, just turn your back to him.
Isn't it interesting?
Sex makes the distance between two people farther.

I guess, on the one hand, Adele could not refuse this kind of unanimous optimism, on the contrary, there is no feeling of disapproval at all. On the other hand, Adele is also looking for the answer to her feelings of disappointment like Mariana. . However, Adele knew through sex that the answer was not in the man behind him.

Even though I don't know if Emma really filled Adele's feeling of loss, or the love between them is more quiet but cruel to the extreme, out of the loneliness and loneliness in Adele's heart that are intensified by love.
It's ridiculous.
The love that we chanted all the time, but under the premise of being accomplices over the years, bit by bit extracted a thick loneliness and loneliness. In the face of such loneliness, we are always pale and powerless.
And what is the sword?

2. If life is just like seeing

it for the first time, it is always good to meet it at the first time, especially the person we met when we were a student.
I must confess to Chap.2 for this film, my mood is quite depressed, the kind of depression that can't come out of crying. I can see that the director has laid the groundwork for all inevitability, and even the expressions of the actors have clear hints.
However, there are still tears.
When Adele was unwilling to sleep on the bench where he had a chat with Emma for the first time. The tree is still the towering tree, a golden tree. The chair is still that one. The wind seems to be the same day, and the temperature seems to be that temperature. You seem to have just tore off the sketch, you seem to have just opened your mouth to talk about Sartre and his epoch-making existentialism, and you seem to have just promised to call you.

However, it seems that you will never come back.

It's not that this lost love evokes my sympathy. I'm sad because I can feel the pale weakness.

The distance between people, sometimes because the closer they are, the more distant they are.

Some gaps are born between people. I know that Adele has discovered her confusion with Emma, ​​but I don't know if Adele realizes that the closer she and Emma are, the more obvious the gap.
However, before this, in spiritual communication, status communication, um, in other words, before the two people's social collision and friction, the body and mind of the two people are attracted to each other, it is instinctive.
This is beautiful.

3. Darkness

This is Lin Xi's very sad words.
But there is no better expression of my admiration for the two of them than the sentence "There is no reason to fall in love, there can be no undercurrents".
Adele is a girl with facial paralysis and rarely smiles. Well, I know that she spends most of her time in foodies.
It is said that she has a love affair, crying and eating a Snickers, and the director has to feature the messy residue in her mouth and what mentality is it!

Lying on the lawn, the lens is Adele's eyes,
it looks at Emma's snow-white cheeks, and then the arms, with golden hairs shining on them. The sun swept across Emma's short blue soft hair. As a viewer, I almost suspect that Adele has Meitu Xiuxiu in his eyes.
But Adele smiled.
If the two of you want to give a kiss at this time, are you too sorry for waiting for no one?

After some inexplicable conversation in the bar, Emma seemed to ask casually, which school do you study at?
Quickly write down his number in the sketchbook, Adele seemed to say something nonchalantly, and promised me that you would call me.

In the crowd, the two were destined to look back at each other.

This undercurrent, which can't surging without an hour, a minute, and a second, made the first sex between the two people wonderful.
Each touch between the two of them is as bold as a blade-breaking ice, and every exchange of eyes is the quenching chant of the hell demon, and every groan really grabs my nerves. Not to mention the rhythmic rhythm of the two young and curvy bodies.
The shameless director once again took a close-up of the shameless panorama, bastard!
Emma leaned tightly on Adele's thin and hot back, her left hand gently straightened out Adele's messy hair, and her right hand arrogantly killed and set fire in Adele's body.

Back-entry poses and 6-9 poses are both postures for intimate blind date with the skin.
Tsk tsk, it can be seen.

Although this movie that is close to three hours of life is almost non-urinary, after watching this wonderful, neutral and real, no, even more intense and exaggerated than reality than reality, I still went there. toilet.
As I thought, when I looked in the mirror, my mother flushed.

Three hours of movies, half an hour seamless fit of wonderful love scene, is definitely worth the price (although I did not pay to see ...

4. Divide

onto the last part of the Marianas between people in terms of Trench. It feels like if you don’t be more cheerful, the atmosphere will be dysfunctional.

Well, that’s okay. If you ask me this film to sum up a lesson, what would it be?
I thought about it carefully, the conclusion If you are stupid, you should read more.

Adele looks down on the young man who can’t even finish "The Life of Marianna". At the end of eating a burrito, he has no intention of making up for it. There are more than six hundred pages."
But life is fair, comrades.

The blue-haired girl that Adele looked at saw Sartre and existentialism that she didn’t understand. What she loved was the mussel she hated because she rarely ate it (I know it’s very illogical). The expressionist painter Egon Schiller, who she has never heard of, is all with a group of dual girls in art history and philosophy! Bo! scholar! (Who needs another black female doctor?

And Adele?
There are friends who always ask you if you have opened your legs to that man, hugging parents who "to be an artist, you have to find a golden tortoise son-in-law", As well as the literature that Adele gave up completely in the second half of the movie, it all shows the disparity between Adele and Emma in birth, education, knowledge, life attitude, self-searching and positioning.

Yes. It’s the same question. We assume that Cinderella and the prince are married.
But can they really live a happy life from then on?

Emma's original intention is good. She knows that Adele's share is out of place, so she encourages Adele, who is rich in writing skills, to try When you mention pen creation, or do something you really like.
After all, love can make people feel happy, but love is not all of happiness.

I think Adele is not unaware that the source of his unhappiness is because I don’t fit in well, or it’s because I think I’ve hidden my low self-esteem well.
But I can’t relax even if I choose to be the protagonist. The heroine of this film does not have the protagonist's halo.
As an audience, I think maybe It’s not that Adele doesn’t want to change, but she is simply powerless to change. It’s as if you bump into Obama on the street one day, and your first reaction is not to get closer to sign or ask him when he will complete the revolutionary mission Guan Rong Returning home, but instinctively cold on the back and wanting to escape.
Adele is facing a person next to the pillow

that she can't catch up with in any way. Therefore, the person who sang and danced gracefully at her eighteenth birthday party Adele in Emma’s party will once again show her a dazed and confused look at Emma’s party. Even if Emma’s muse is her, her presence in Emma’s world and social circle is more like a cook.
Is the sex experience of men more limited than that of women? Are the women in the painting looking at another world?

What does this have to do with Adele!

They are literally speaking another foreign language in French, no, not only a foreign language, but an alien language, okay?
So when the little brother who made the movie finally came over to sincerely praise Adele's cooking ability (although it was just a bunch of my disgusting Bara pasta), Adele seemed to have found a life-saving straw, not showing his sensuality. Hold on tightly.

That night, perhaps Adele had already known her end, and she begged Emma to kiss her and gave her another passion to let her know that, at least, physically she was not that far away from her lover.
The concept of dead-end sexual relations is always paired with the loneliness that cannot be eliminated and lonely enters and exits in people's lives.
The more desperate, the more arrogant, the more pretentiously eager to use some unnecessary methods to eliminate the despair that cannot be faced.
Trying to use the body to solve the mental contradiction, alas.

Although I really want to put it down, let's see this is the end of letting go.
However, I am uncomfortable.
Adele is beautiful. Her toned body, warm smile, random tangled hair, unpredictable mystery, deer-like confused eyes, brave personality, no place does not touch the softest pity in my heart.
But no matter how much I cherish her original appearance, I still have to point out that her most original appearance is the culprit that caused her tragedy.
A person can't be lost forever, can't escape forever, can't let oneself be incompatible with the lover forever, and then bury his head in the sand.

I think maybe loving someone is not to change her original appearance, but to try to maintain a relatively equal relationship between two people.
Blindly maintaining the so-called original appearance of a thing is actually the same as deliberately sculpting it. People always have to go to a better place, and staying in place will only drag down the relationship that cannot move forward.

What's more, in addition to having a firm love for Emma, ​​Adele seems to live a life of aimless confusion from beginning to end.
Who is she, what is she doing, what can she do. Adele didn't know at all, never even thought about it. And these are exactly the existentialism that makes Emma's life full of vitality and color.

The other instigator of this tragedy is of course Emma. Emma may know that Adele has always been at a relatively disadvantaged position in the relationship, but I think she does not think that Adele's confusion, ignorance, and birth environment are a problem.
Emma may just think that Adele only needs to write again and do something else she likes to keep the fun when she met at the age of seventeen, and then the two will be able to live happily again. But this is not the case.
When Adele and Emma's problems developed to Emma's awareness, they were already dying.

5.
Finally, Emma opened an exhibition. Adele dressed up.
When I walked into the exhibition, I saw a familiar old person, greeting, and stopped laughing.
Adele was looking for, but also without expression and expression.
She looked for traces of her in Emma's life.
The camera turned around, and Adele ran around in a panic with the wine in his hand.
Finally, under the guidance of Emma's current lover, he discovered the original painting created with himself as the muse.
The camera freezes in front of the painting, zooming out.
In front of the painting, Emma hooked her incumbent with her left hand, and the two of them chuckled softly.
Just before that painting.

If it insists that Adele betrayed, it is wrong.
Then perhaps, if nothing happens is really the most ruthless revenge.

Well, perhaps in summary, this is why I think Adele's life (Chapter 1 and Chapter 2) is a true love story.
Before I came back, I was thinking that this film is not a Golden Palm Golden Bear really sorry for the audience, directors and actors, and the unique poor attendance rate of literary films.

When I went home, I felt more relieved.

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Blue Is the Warmest Colour quotes

  • Adèle: I miss you. I miss not touching each other. Not seeing each other, not breathing in each other. I want you. All the time. No one else.

  • Adèle: I am happy. I'm happy with you, like this. It's my way of being happy.