Not a good shot at all. There are only a few points that resonate, not fully expressing the pain of an eating disorder, nor any healing, but making me more miserable. The heroine eats fat and her face is still thin, but her arms and legs are thicker. Ordinary people eat fat and just look in the mirror and feel unattractive, but as an actress, I must be thin. Last winter and spring, I had an eating disorder and dared not sleep every day. , I'm afraid that I won't be able to wake up the next day, and I wake up with calf cramps every day. Every day, like a ghost, I have no energy at all, panting hard, and have no memory. I deeply feel that death is clinging to me. The ribs on the front of the chest are prominent, the face is thin and concave, and the photogenic is still fat. Is it necessary to be an actress in China to die of thinness, but I have to do this for my career, and directly reduce the desire for food in my heart, so during that time I’m also extremely depressed, I don’t even crave the taste, I can’t even take a bite, and I don’t have to chew and vomit. Calories are clear in my mind. If I eat too much, I will run wild or fast for three days. , what I can't eat, those that can't eat are like drugs to me, it's impossible to smell and lick, if it's not for the love of drama, I must be dead, I can't find the meaning of life . Later, I decided to bravely come out and I want to live. I chose to lose weight in a healthy way, I gradually gained weight, and it rose to 88 pounds. The director began to say that I was fat, and my peers began to say that I was fat, and it was unbearable to be photographed, but I told myself to stick to it. Healthy weight loss is slow but not rebound. make me more miserable. Seeing the fat on my body makes me sick. If my job wasn't an actor, I wouldn't lose weight. Fucking can't think of losing weight. But acting is the meaning of my life, I can't live without acting, so in order to act, I have to live well. I haven't gotten to the point where the girl in the movie got sick, and the movie doesn't reflect my pain. Samsung is thanking the director for making this film for our fasting disorder, thank you for caring. She chose to go back, and she may not be able to return to a normal person, no one knows.
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