let go

Kayley 2022-03-21 09:02:12

How should I live when I meet such a mother, my brother died, I am very annoyed, I hate myself more than you, I can't sleep, I am tortured by nightmares every night, but no one can tell, so I committed suicide, but unfortunately I still survived Now, I want to try my best to get better, go to a psychiatrist to live my life, but in your eyes I can't see warmth, you are indifferent and bored with conversation, so I don't talk anymore, but in the end I just become you The person who is always looking for trouble in the mouth, what should I do, how should I let myself go. You can favor the dead brother, you can feel that you are overwhelmed and don't want to show concern anymore, you just want to shut up, but at least as a mother can you be at least considerate? ! Even if it is acting, please let each other understand each other. You can obviously be nice to others, you can obviously relax and smile, you and your father will always be the only ones in your plan, where have I been? ! You're all going to be fine, how I don't seem to matter, and ultimately blame me for ruining your life, what should I do. My life has been messed up, I don't know what's wrong, I don't know how to correct it, it seems that my only fault is to survive! Everything seems to be dragging me to hell, but I want to live and try to find the motivation to live!

The process of watching it was very painful, and I felt a lot of pain in my heart. The happier the mother smiled, the more pain I felt, I really couldn't understand it! How can he be so selfish and love his eldest son so deeply, and see his child sinking all the time but can only think of himself, can living a high-sounding life heal the pain? ! Funny, pathetic! The reality often warns you that in the end you still have to rely on yourself to get out of the predicament, and rely on your own efforts to find it, even if it is the closest person, they may be powerless!

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Ordinary People quotes

  • Conrad "Con" Jarrett: [Berger is pretending to be Buck, Con's older brother] Bucky, I didn't mean it! Bucky, I didn't mean it!

    Dr. Berger: What?

    Conrad "Con" Jarrett: I said put the sail down, but you said keep it starboard, and then we go over! And you say "Hang on, Hang on!", but then you let go! Why'd you let go?

    Dr. Berger: Because I was tired!

    Conrad "Con" Jarrett: Oh yeah? Well, screw you, you jerk!

    Dr. Berger: [Back in reality] It hurts to be mad at him, doesn't it?

    Conrad "Con" Jarrett: God, I loved him. It's not fair. You just do one wrong thing, and...

    Dr. Berger: And what was the one wrong thing you did? You know. You know.

    Conrad "Con" Jarrett: I hung on. I stayed with the boat.

    Dr. Berger: Exactly.

  • Jeannine: [In a McDonalds restaurant booth Conrad sits with Jeannine, the suicide attempt scars on Conrad's wrist are displayed] Did it hurt?

    Conrad "Con" Jarrett: I don't remember, really.

    Jeannine: You don't want to talk about it?

    Conrad "Con" Jarrett: I've never really talked about it. To doctors. But, not to anyone else. You're the first who's asked.

    Jeannine: Why did you do it?

    Conrad "Con" Jarrett: Uh... I don't know. It was like... falling into a hole. It keeps getting bigger and bigger and you can't escape. All of a sudden, it's inside... and you're the hole. You're trapped. And it's all over. Something like that. It's not really scary... except when you think back on it. 'Cause you know what you were feeling...